The Lotus Grows in My Grave(BL)
They buried him with broken bones, closed his eyes with lotus petals, and prayed he'd never rise again.
But Yinan came back anyway.
Now the boy with nothing to lose walks the line between man and monster, his body stitched together by guilt, rage, and a cultivation technique fueled by grief.
The sect thinks he's dead.
The demons think he's theirs.
The one who left him to die thinks it’s all behind them.
But Yinan remembers.
And memory is a blade.
In a world where emotions are weaponized, where cultivation can corrupt or redeem, **Yinan will rebuild himself from the ashes—**even if it means letting the world burn first.
This is not a tale of forgiveness. It’s a resurrection.
Table of contents
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Chapter Nineteen2025-08-21 04:00
- 1Chapter One: I Remember Your Hands, Even Now2025-06-19 07:20
- 2Chapter Two“The First Breath After Dying”2025-06-19 07:48
- 3Chapter Three: What Kind of Monster Blooms in the Dark?2025-06-19 08:00
- 4Chapter Four: Reflections Are Liars2025-06-19 18:44
- 5Chapter Five: Don’t Let Them See You Bleed2025-06-19 18:46
- 6Chapter Six: Do Not Answer the Mirror Twice2025-06-21 06:18
- 7Chapter Seven: If I Touch You, You’ll Burn2025-06-21 06:25
- 8Chapter Eight: This Body Remembers Pain2025-06-21 22:45
- 9Chapter Nine: Strike Me, If That Will Set You Free2025-06-21 22:56
- 10Chapter Ten: They Buried Me Wrong2025-06-22 22:50
- 11Chapter Eleven: Bloom Of The Forgotten2025-06-22 23:21
- 12Chapter Twelve– The Breath Between Worlds2025-08-16 04:56
- 13Chapter Thirteen2025-08-19 04:34
- 14Chapter Fourteen — Where Shadows Bloom2025-08-19 04:45
- 15Chapter Fifteen2025-08-19 04:52
- 16Chapter sixteen2025-08-20 03:12
- 17Chapter Seventeen — The Lotus Realm Bleeds2025-08-20 04:00
- 18Chapter Eighteen2025-08-21 03:34
- 19Chapter Nineteen2025-08-21 04:00
Volume 1
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