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Chapter 3 - The First Breath

Ji Xuanyue's eleventh birthday began with an assassination attempt.

The weapon was a pillow.

The attacker was Qiao Meiyu.

Xuanyue woke beneath the first strike, rolled toward the wall, and dragged half the blankets with her.

Meiyu struck again.

The pillow landed where Xuanyue's head had been.

"You missed," Xuanyue said.

"I was being merciful."

"You attacked a sleeping princess."

"I attempted to wake a sleeping princess. There is a difference."

"Not to the princess."

Meiyu stood beside the bed in a pale-green training robe, her hair tied high behind her head. She had grown taller during the past year and had developed an unfortunate habit of mentioning it whenever Xuanyue failed to reach something.

Morning light entered through the curtains.

A tray waited upon the table with sweet rice cakes, sliced pears, and a small bowl of red festival eggs.

Xuanyue looked from the tray to Meiyu.

"Did Mother send you?"

"No."

"Father?"

"No."

"Commander Han?"

"He said he would use cold water."

Xuanyue sat upright.

"That is treason."

"He called it preparation."

"For what?"

Meiyu stared at her.

Xuanyue remembered.

She fell backward onto the pillow.

"No."

"You have been waiting six months."

"I changed my mind."

"You cannot change your mind on the morning of the First Resonance."

"I am a princess. Surely that permits some flexibility."

"Your mother said you would try this."

Xuanyue lifted her head.

"She knew?"

"She prepared three answers."

"What was the first?"

"No."

"The second?"

"No, but more patiently."

"The third?"

Meiyu picked up the abandoned pillow.

"Commander Han."

Xuanyue rose.

The First Resonance Ceremony was not dangerous.

Everyone had told her so.

Master Wen had explained the process in detail. Her father had described his own ceremony. Her mother had invited three instructors from the Hall of First Light to answer every question Xuanyue could invent.

None of that had prevented her from dreaming that she would place her hand upon the Resonance Mirror and discover nothing inside herself.

No affinity.

No Talent.

No ability to cultivate.

Children throughout Yunluo Realm began formal cultivation at different ages. Some sensed the Realm's energy almost as soon as they learned to speak. Others required years of patient instruction. A few never sensed it at all.

There was no shame in that.

Xuanyue knew there was no shame because every adult repeated the words with great sincerity.

Adults repeated things most often when children were expected to fear the opposite.

"What if nothing happens?" she asked.

Meiyu sat on the edge of the bed.

"Then nothing happens."

"That is not helpful."

"You asked."

"You should have lied."

"I can start again."

Xuanyue looked at her.

Meiyu straightened and adopted the solemn expression of a court diviner.

"Your Highness will touch the mirror. The heavens will split. Seven ancient sages will descend upon golden clouds, and Master Wen will finally admit your handwriting is beautiful."

"That last part makes it unbelievable."

"Then perhaps only six sages."

Xuanyue smiled despite herself.

Meiyu nudged her shoulder.

"My ceremony did not split the heavens."

"You made three lamps explode."

"One lamp."

"Three went dark."

"That was different."

Meiyu had undergone her First Resonance two months earlier.

The Resonance Mirror had filled with pale-green light, and every ribbon hanging within the chamber had risen toward her despite the absence of wind. One ceremonial lamp had cracked. Three others had gone out when an instructor attempted to contain the sudden draft.

Meiyu had been declared Gifted, with a strong affinity for wind and a lesser affinity for wood.

For two weeks afterward, she had attempted to make leaves dance upon her palm.

Most had fallen immediately.

One had struck Master Wen in the face.

"Yours was impressive," Xuanyue said.

"You laughed when the lamp broke."

"It made a very small sound."

"You laughed before it broke."

"I sensed its weakness."

"You said the room smelled strange."

"That was also true."

Meiyu stood and pulled the blankets away.

"Get dressed."

Xuanyue glanced toward the door.

"Is anyone waiting outside?"

"Your mother, two attendants, and Commander Han."

"How long?"

"Commander Han arrived before me."

"He knew you had the pillow?"

"He gave it to me."

Treason had spread through the palace.

The Hall of First Light stood in Yunjing's northern district, beyond the scholars' quarter and the old Temple of the River Moon.

It was not part of Jade Crescent Palace.

Xuanyue had once asked why royal children were not tested privately.

Her father had answered that the first lesson of cultivation should not be that the rules changed for them.

Her mother had added that rulers already possessed enough opportunities to believe themselves unique.

So Xuanyue travelled through the capital beside thirty-two other children who had turned eleven during the same season.

Some came from noble families.

Some were children of officials, merchants, soldiers, artisans, and farmers from villages near Yunjing.

Four had earned places through provincial recommendations after displaying unusual sensitivity to Realm energy.

One had arrived from an orphan house maintained by the Temple of the River Moon.

They gathered in a broad courtyard beneath white stone pillars.

The Hall itself rose around them in a ring.

Its roofs had been tiled with pale ceramic that caught the sunlight and reflected it downward, causing the inner courtyard to remain bright even beneath clouds. Silver channels crossed the paving stones, carrying water from a central fountain into eight shallow pools.

At the centre stood a black stone disk.

The Resonance Mirror.

It was not truly a mirror.

Its surface reflected neither faces nor sky. Light seemed to disappear into it, leaving an unbroken circle of darkness.

Xuanyue disliked it immediately.

"It looks hungry," she whispered.

Meiyu followed her gaze.

"It is a stone."

"Hungry stones exist."

"Where?"

"In one of the books Master Wen forbade me from reading."

"That was probably why."

Families waited beneath the covered galleries.

King Mingyuan and Queen Lanyin stood among them without a raised platform or royal canopy. Their guards remained nearby, but the king had instructed the officials not to rearrange the ceremony around his presence.

This had not stopped everyone from noticing him.

Parents bowed.

Instructors bowed.

Several children bowed after seeing their parents do it.

One boy bowed toward the king while continuing to walk and collided with a pillar.

Mingyuan helped him upright.

The boy turned so red that Xuanyue feared his Talent might manifest as fire before the ceremony began.

At the northern end of the courtyard, Senior Instructor Shen Yan raised one hand.

Conversation faded.

She was a compact woman with silver threaded through her dark hair. Her training robe bore no jewellery beyond a narrow copper band at each wrist. Xuanyue had met her twice before and had learned three things.

Instructor Shen disliked ceremonial speeches.

She possessed no patience for flattery.

She could make Commander Han stand straighter by looking at him.

"Today," Shen Yan said, "you will discover almost nothing."

Several parents blinked.

Xuanyue liked her more immediately.

"The First Resonance does not reveal your destiny. It does not determine your worth. It does not promise greatness or condemn you to mediocrity."

Her gaze moved across the children.

"It tells us how readily you sense the energy of your Realm today. It may reveal natural affinities. It may suggest how instruction should begin."

She pointed toward the dark disk.

"The Mirror does not measure courage, discipline, judgment, kindness, patience, or common sense. Some of you will possess powerful Talent and little of anything else."

Meiyu looked at Xuanyue.

Xuanyue looked back.

Neither spoke.

"Others will show modest Talent and exceed everyone here through persistence," Shen Yan continued. "A result is information. Nothing more."

One nobleman beneath the gallery looked faintly disappointed.

Instructor Shen noticed.

Her expression suggested the Mirror might soon be measuring adults as well.

The children were divided into three groups.

Xuanyue had expected to go first because of her rank.

Instructor Shen placed her twenty-seventh.

"Why?" Xuanyue asked.

"Because you asked."

"That does not answer the question."

"You are accustomed to being noticed. Waiting will be educational."

Master Wen and Instructor Shen had clearly formed an alliance.

The first child approached the Mirror.

She was a round-faced girl named Fang Luli, whose mother sold medicinal herbs near the southern market.

Shen Yan instructed her to kneel upon the stone and place both hands against its surface.

"Close your eyes," the instructor said. "Do not reach for anything. Breathe normally. Listen with the part of you that has no ears."

Luli closed her eyes.

Nothing happened.

She breathed once.

Twice.

On the fifth breath, faint yellow light appeared beneath her fingers.

It spread through the Mirror in branching lines.

One of the shallow pools rippled.

An instructor recorded the result.

"Earth affinity," Shen Yan said. "Steady sensitivity. A Gifted response."

Luli opened her eyes.

"Is that good?"

"It is yours."

The girl frowned as though this had not answered her.

Then she saw her mother crying beneath the gallery and forgot to be disappointed.

The next child produced blue light and made the central fountain rise by half an inch.

Another caused small sparks to run across the Mirror.

One boy sat for nearly a full minute without visible response.

The courtyard grew very quiet.

Xuanyue saw his shoulders tense.

His name was Lin Bo.

He was the son of a carpenter from a village outside Yunjing. He had spent the entire morning rubbing his thumb against one callused palm.

Nothing appeared beneath his hands.

Shen Yan crouched beside him.

"Breathe."

"I am breathing."

"You are attempting to defeat the air."

A few children laughed.

Shen Yan looked up.

They stopped.

Lin Bo tried again.

Still nothing.

His father stood beneath the gallery in a clean but faded robe. He did not look disappointed.

That somehow made Lin Bo's expression worse.

"I cannot feel it," he whispered.

"You cannot feel it here," Shen Yan corrected.

He opened his eyes.

"Is that different?"

"Yes."

"How?"

"Crowds frighten you. The Mirror frightens you. Half the court is watching because the princess is present, and you are trying so hard not to fail that you have forgotten what stillness feels like."

Lin Bo glanced toward Xuanyue.

So did several other children.

Xuanyue wished the courtyard would swallow her.

"I can leave," she offered.

Instructor Shen looked at her.

"That would make everyone watch you leave."

Xuanyue sat down again.

Shen Yan turned back to the boy.

"We will test you elsewhere."

"Today?"

"If you wish."

He nodded.

"Then today."

No grade was announced.

No judgment followed.

Lin Bo returned to his place.

The next child approached.

Xuanyue watched Instructor Shen instead of the Mirror.

A result is information, she had said.

Nothing more.

Yet everyone treated each light as though it revealed a secret truth about the child kneeling there.

Parents smiled differently.

Officials whispered.

Children compared colours and brightness.

Information became importance very quickly when enough people observed it.

Meiyu leaned closer.

"You are thinking too loudly."

"How?"

"You have the face."

"What face?"

"The one from the irrigation tablet."

"I have more than one face."

"Not when you are worried."

Xuanyue tried to arrange her expression into something less recognizable.

Meiyu shook her head.

"That is worse."

A boy from a military family produced a bright red response and was declared Exceptional.

His father gripped his shoulder with such pride that the boy winced.

A quiet girl from the temple orphan house showed only a faint silver thread.

The instructors marked her response Ordinary.

She smiled with visible relief.

A merchant's son produced no elemental affinity but unusually clear general sensitivity. Shen Yan called it a useful foundation.

Two cousins argued because one had been declared Gifted and the other Exceptional.

Their grandmother struck both lightly with her fan.

Then Instructor Shen called, "Ji Xuanyue."

Every person in the courtyard looked at her.

Xuanyue rose.

Her knees felt unreliable.

She walked toward the Mirror.

The black surface appeared larger with every step.

She could feel her parents behind her.

She could feel the instructors waiting.

She could feel the officials preparing to interpret whatever happened.

She could feel every child wondering whether a princess would shine brighter merely because she was a princess.

At the edge of the Mirror, Shen Yan held out one hand.

"Stop."

Xuanyue stopped.

"You are counting," the instructor said.

"Counting what?"

"Your steps. Your breaths. The people watching. Every possible result."

Xuanyue lowered her voice.

"There are many possible results."

"There is only one that will occur."

"That is not reassuring."

"It was not intended to be."

Shen Yan gestured toward the disk.

"Kneel."

Xuanyue knelt.

The black stone was warm beneath her knees.

She placed both hands upon its surface.

Nothing happened.

Her heart beat faster.

She closed her eyes.

Do not reach.

Breathe normally.

Listen with the part of you that has no ears.

Xuanyue breathed.

She heard the fountain.

The whisper of robes beneath the galleries.

A bird calling from one of the pale roofs.

Someone shifting one foot against the paving stones.

Commander Han's armour settling as he folded his arms.

Meiyu tapping one finger against her own knee.

Too much.

She tried to push the sounds away.

They grew sharper.

She heard the water moving through the silver channels beneath the courtyard.

She heard the mechanism turning within the fountain.

She heard thirty-two children breathing at different rhythms.

No.

Those were ordinary sounds.

The Mirror wanted something else.

Xuanyue reached inward.

Nothing waited.

Fear tightened around her chest.

What if there truly was nothing?

She remembered the river beyond Yunjing.

The coloured glass leaf in her palm.

Rice fields fed by channels invisible upon the map.

Her mother telling her that Yunluo contained more lives than she could count in a century.

The world had not felt empty then.

It had felt too full.

Xuanyue stopped trying to find something within herself.

Instead, she listened to what surrounded her.

The change was so gentle that she almost missed it.

Warmth touched her palms.

Not the heat of the stone.

Something finer.

A current moved beneath the black surface.

Then another.

They did not feel like water.

They felt like the instant before rain began, when the air knew what was coming before the ground did.

Xuanyue breathed again.

The currents multiplied.

Some were cool.

Some bright.

Some heavy enough to seem almost solid.

One flickered with the restless quality of flame. Another flowed through the courtyard pools. A slow steadiness rose from the stone beneath her knees. The air shifted around her face, carrying traces of every breath within the hall.

There was too much.

Xuanyue tried to follow one current.

Six others pulled at her attention.

She chose the cool movement of water.

Warmth rose from the sunlight.

She reached toward the stone.

Air pressed lightly against her sleeves.

The world did not contain a single hidden thread.

It contained thousands.

All crossing.

All moving.

All present at once.

The Resonance Mirror brightened.

Xuanyue did not see it.

A pale line appeared beneath her left hand.

Then another beneath her right.

Silver spread through the black disk—not quickly, but evenly.

Blue emerged within it.

Green.

Gold.

A trace of red.

Soft brown gathered near the outer rim.

The colours did not clash.

They threaded through one another until the entire Mirror resembled moonlight broken across moving water.

Every pool in the courtyard rippled.

The fountain rose.

Not violently.

Its water lifted into a smooth column and remained suspended several feet above the basin.

Wind passed beneath the galleries.

The ceremonial lamps brightened.

The paving stones hummed.

Xuanyue heard several people gasp.

The sound broke her concentration.

She opened her eyes.

The Mirror was full of light.

For one startled moment, Xuanyue thought she had damaged it.

She pulled her hands away.

The suspended water collapsed into the fountain.

Several nearby children cried out as the splash reached them.

The Mirror darkened.

The courtyard fell silent.

Xuanyue looked at Instructor Shen.

"Was that supposed to happen?"

Shen Yan was staring at the disk.

It was the first time Xuanyue had seen her surprised.

The expression lasted only a moment.

"In part."

"Which part?"

"The light."

"And the water?"

"A response."

"The wind?"

"Also a response."

"The stones?"

"Your questions are multiplying."

"That happens when answers are incomplete."

Someone beneath the gallery made a sound suspiciously like her father laughing.

Instructor Shen rested two fingers against the Mirror.

Faint silver remained beneath its surface.

One of the other instructors approached with a recording tablet.

"What grade?" he whispered.

Shen Yan did not answer immediately.

She looked at Xuanyue.

"What did you sense?"

"Everything."

The instructor's brows drew together.

"Everything is not a useful answer."

"It is the true one."

"Did one affinity feel strongest?"

Xuanyue thought.

"Not strongest."

"Most natural?"

"They all felt natural once I noticed them."

The second instructor glanced toward Shen Yan.

"Broad affinity?"

"Perhaps," Shen Yan said.

"Fivefold?"

"Perhaps not."

Xuanyue looked between them.

"Is that good?"

Instructor Shen's eyes returned to her.

"It is yours."

Xuanyue recognized the answer.

"That means you do not know."

"It means I know enough not to invent certainty."

Shen Yan stood.

"At least Exceptional sensitivity. Unusually broad perception. No stable dominant affinity yet."

Whispers moved beneath the galleries.

At least Exceptional.

The words travelled quickly.

Xuanyue heard pride in some voices.

Calculation in others.

Disbelief.

Excitement.

Her father remained silent.

Her mother did too.

Xuanyue looked at the children waiting beside the Mirror.

Lin Bo was watching her.

She suddenly wished her result had been smaller.

Not because she disliked it.

Because the courtyard had changed.

Before, they had all been waiting together.

Now the distance between the Mirror and the others felt wider.

Shen Yan followed her gaze.

"Return to your place."

Xuanyue obeyed.

Meiyu caught her hand as soon as she sat.

"You made the fountain jump."

"It did not jump."

"It climbed."

"I thought I had broken something."

"You always think that after breaking something."

"I did not break it."

"One of the lamps is smoking."

Xuanyue looked.

A ceremonial lamp near the eastern pool released a thin grey thread.

Meiyu smiled.

"Now we match."

The remaining children completed their ceremonies.

No one produced the same broad response.

Two were declared Gifted.

Most showed Ordinary sensitivity.

One produced no response within the courtyard and was scheduled for a private assessment beside the river.

Lin Bo was the last to leave the waiting area.

Before he went, Xuanyue approached him.

He noticed and immediately bowed.

"Do not," she said.

He straightened.

"Your Highness?"

"You were not the only person frightened."

Lin Bo glanced toward the Mirror.

"You made every colour."

"I almost ran away this morning."

He looked doubtful.

"Princesses do not run away."

"I ran away from Master Wen last year."

"That is different."

"How?"

"He is a tutor."

Xuanyue could not dispute the danger posed by tutors.

Lin Bo rubbed his thumb against his palm.

"What if nothing happens at the river?"

"Then nothing happens."

His mouth tightened.

"That is what my father said."

"Meiyu said it too. I found it unhelpful."

He looked at her properly for the first time.

Xuanyue lowered her voice.

"Instructor Shen said the Mirror does not measure common sense."

Lin Bo glanced toward the instructor.

"She said courage too."

"Yes."

"And patience."

"Yes."

"What does it measure?"

"Whether the Mirror likes making adults whisper."

He laughed.

The sound escaped before he could stop it.

Xuanyue smiled.

"You should go before Instructor Shen hears."

"She hears everything."

"Then go faster."

After the ceremony, the children remained at the Hall of First Light for their first lesson.

Families were dismissed to the galleries.

King Mingyuan attempted to remain near the training floor.

Instructor Shen pointed toward the door.

He left.

Xuanyue watched her father obey and felt a newfound respect for the instructor.

The children changed into plain grey practice robes.

No crests.

No family colours.

No jewelry.

Their first exercise appeared simple.

Eight shallow pools surrounded the courtyard. Flat white stones crossed each one in a curving path. The children were instructed to walk from one side to the other while maintaining awareness of the Realm energy around them.

"Do not cultivate it," Shen Yan warned. "Do not attempt to draw it into your bodies. You have neither the foundation nor the control."

One boy raised his hand.

"What happens if we do?"

"You will become ill."

His hand lowered.

"Today you will sense only enough to place your feet deliberately."

Xuanyue looked at the stones.

"They are visible."

Instructor Shen looked back.

"Close your eyes."

The task became less simple.

Meiyu went before her.

She stepped onto the first stone, closed her eyes, and lifted both arms for balance.

The wind responded almost immediately.

It curled around her sleeves.

Meiyu smiled.

She crossed the first three stones easily.

On the fourth, confidence overtook instruction.

She attempted to let the wind guide her.

The wind guided her into the pool.

She surfaced with wet hair plastered across her face.

Xuanyue laughed.

Meiyu splashed water at her.

"That was not the exercise," Shen Yan said.

Meiyu climbed out.

"It felt like the exercise."

"That is why you are wet."

Several children crossed successfully.

Several fell.

One refused to close his eyes until Shen Yan placed a cloth over them.

When Xuanyue's turn came, she stepped onto the first stone.

The pool water moved below her.

She closed her eyes.

Immediately, she sensed too much.

Air brushed against her sleeves.

Water shifted beneath every stone.

Sunlight warmed the left side of her face.

The paving beneath the pool felt solid and slow.

The children behind her disturbed the air whenever they moved.

Instructor Shen's presence stood near the far bank, calm and dense.

Xuanyue lifted one foot.

Which current should she follow?

The water suggested one position.

The air suggested another.

The stone beneath her seemed connected to every other stone in the pool.

She placed her foot.

It landed safely.

She took another step.

Then another.

On the fourth, she noticed a faint current of warmth moving beneath the pool's surface.

It had nothing to do with the stones.

She followed it anyway.

Her foot found water.

Xuanyue fell forward.

The pool was only waist-deep.

That did not make it dignified.

She surfaced to Meiyu's delighted laughter.

"You made every colour," Meiyu said. "And lost to a stone."

"The stone used deception."

"The stone remained still."

"Exactly. It created false confidence."

Instructor Shen offered Xuanyue one hand and pulled her upright.

"What did you do?"

"I followed the wrong current."

"Why?"

"It was there."

"Many things are there."

Xuanyue pushed wet hair from her face.

"How do I know which ones matter?"

"That is the exercise."

"Oh."

Shen Yan's mouth shifted slightly.

Perhaps amusement.

Perhaps irritation.

With her, both looked similar.

"Talent gives you more to perceive," the instructor said. "It does not decide what deserves your attention."

Xuanyue looked back across the pool.

The path remained clear.

She had sensed every part of it except the one she needed.

"Again," Shen Yan said.

Xuanyue crossed on her third attempt.

Meiyu crossed on her second, although she claimed the first did not count because the wind had been enthusiastic.

The afternoon lesson involved breathing.

This disappointed several children.

They had expected swords, techniques, bursts of coloured energy, or at least something capable of cracking a small stone.

Instead, they sat in rows while Shen Yan instructed them to inhale slowly.

"Cultivation begins with awareness," she said. "Power without awareness injures the fool who holds it."

Xuanyue attempted not to look at the smoking ceremonial lamp.

"Breath is not energy. It is rhythm. Your body already knows how to receive, hold, and release. You will learn from it."

They breathed.

For nearly an hour.

Some children grew restless.

One fell asleep.

Meiyu's stomach made a loud sound.

Xuanyue opened one eye.

Meiyu opened both.

"Awareness," she whispered.

Xuanyue nearly laughed and lost the rhythm.

By the end of the lesson, the energy surrounding the courtyard no longer felt like a thousand unrelated threads.

It moved with patterns.

Water gathered around water.

Warmth rose.

Air followed motion.

Stone held.

Plants within the garden drank from all of them in small, patient measures.

Xuanyue could not command any part of it.

She could barely maintain awareness without becoming distracted.

Still, the world felt different.

Nothing visible had changed.

Yet the empty spaces were no longer empty.

When the lesson ended, her parents waited beneath the western gallery.

Mingyuan handed her a dry outer robe.

"You fell into the pool."

"Everyone saw?"

"Most of Yunjing heard."

"That is impossible."

"The king employs excellent messengers."

Xuanyue pulled the robe around herself.

"Meiyu fell first."

"I know."

"Why did you mention only me?"

"You are my daughter."

"That seems unfair."

"Frequently."

Her mother adjusted Xuanyue's damp hair.

"Are you disappointed?"

Xuanyue glanced toward the Resonance Mirror.

"At falling?"

"At the result."

"Why would I be?"

"You looked troubled after the ceremony."

Xuanyue thought about the whispers.

"At first everyone was waiting together."

Lanyin understood.

She usually did.

"And afterward?"

"They looked at me differently."

Mingyuan's expression softened.

"They will."

"Because I am Exceptional?"

"At least Exceptional," he corrected.

"That makes it worse."

Her father crouched so they were nearly eye to eye.

"Talent is useful," he said. "Others will praise you for possessing it, although you did nothing to earn it."

Xuanyue listened.

"They may also resent you for possessing it, although you did nothing to steal it from them."

"That is foolish."

"Yes."

"What should I do?"

"Work."

"That sounds like something Master Wen would say."

"It is painful when he is correct."

Her mother took Xuanyue's hand.

"Do not pretend your gifts are smaller to make others comfortable. Do not imagine they make you greater than anyone else. Use what you have well."

Xuanyue looked toward Lin Bo.

He stood beside the eastern gate with Instructor Shen and his father. They were preparing to walk toward the river for his second assessment.

"What if someone has less?"

"Less of one thing," Lanyin said.

Xuanyue remembered the list.

Courage.

Discipline.

Judgment.

Kindness.

Patience.

Common sense.

The Mirror had measured none of them.

Lin Bo's father rested one hand upon his son's shoulder.

Not proudly.

Not disappointedly.

Simply there.

Xuanyue watched them leave.

That evening, her birthday banquet was held in one of Jade Crescent Palace's smaller halls.

Only family, close court companions, and several instructors attended.

Master Wen presented her with a new collection of poetry.

Xuanyue thanked him with royal composure.

Meiyu presented her with a painted model of the Hall of First Light's courtyard.

A tiny figure of Xuanyue stood waist-deep in one pool.

A tiny Meiyu stood in another.

"I commissioned it before today," Meiyu said.

"How did you know?"

"I know you."

Commander Han gave her a short wooden practice sword.

It was balanced for a child's hand and wrapped in dark-blue cord.

Xuanyue drew it immediately.

Her mother removed a vase from the nearby table.

"Outside," Lanyin said.

"I was only holding it."

"You have held many things immediately before damaging other things."

Her father gave Xuanyue a narrow silver bracelet set with a pale moonstone.

"It belonged to your grandmother," he said.

The stone carried no powerful formation.

No hidden technique.

No rare treasure capable of transforming cultivation.

It was simply old.

Her grandmother had worn it at sixteen, before becoming queen. Lanyin had worn it during her own First Resonance.

Now it rested against Xuanyue's wrist.

She touched it carefully.

"Did Grandmother have strong Talent?"

"Ordinary," Mingyuan said.

"Mother?"

"Exceptional," Lanyin answered.

Xuanyue looked at her father.

He sighed.

"Gifted."

Her mother smiled.

"He spent three years claiming the Mirror had been poorly maintained."

"It had."

"His result did not change when they tested him again."

"The second Mirror was also questionable."

Xuanyue laughed.

After the meal, musicians played in the garden.

No great festival filled Yunjing.

No diplomats attended.

No ministers delivered speeches.

It was a small birthday.

Xuanyue preferred it.

She and Meiyu practised with wooden swords beneath the lanterns.

Neither knew enough to fight properly.

Commander Han taught them how to stand.

Meiyu learned the stance first.

Xuanyue corrected the angle of her own feet and immediately forgot what to do with her shoulders.

"You sensed five affinities," Meiyu said. "Surely one can hold a sword."

"Affinities do not have hands."

"Then they are less useful than people claim."

Commander Han tapped Meiyu's ankle with the flat of his practice blade.

"Balance."

She stumbled.

Xuanyue attacked.

Her strike was slow and obvious.

Meiyu blocked it accidentally.

The wooden swords collided.

Both girls stared at them.

"We are excellent," Meiyu said.

"Unmatched."

Commander Han looked toward the queen.

"Your Majesty, I recommend surrender."

Lanyin, seated beside the king beneath the garden pavilion, lifted her cup.

"Immediately."

They continued until the lanterns burned low.

Later, Xuanyue returned to her chamber.

The practice sword rested beside her bed.

Her grandmother's bracelet gleamed around her wrist.

Upon the table stood the red-and-silver glass leaf from Suyin, Meiyu's model courtyard, and the map Xuanyue had altered during the royal progress.

She opened the window.

Yunjing spread beneath the night.

The city appeared much as it always had.

Roofs.

Lamps.

Distant streets.

The silver curve of the Luoshui.

Xuanyue closed her eyes.

At first, she heard only ordinary sounds.

Then she found the rhythm Instructor Shen had taught them.

Inhale.

Hold.

Release.

The world answered slowly.

Not with words.

With presence.

Air moved through the curtains.

The stone beneath her feet retained the day's warmth.

Water travelled through pipes within the palace walls.

Trees in the courtyard shifted beneath the night breeze.

Beyond them stood thousands of homes.

She could not sense the people within them.

Not individually.

But she knew they were there.

The Realm's energy passed through palace gardens and market streets alike. It did not brighten because it crossed royal walls. It did not weaken because it entered a poor district.

It belonged to no family.

No title.

No map.

Xuanyue opened her eyes.

The lights of Yunjing seemed brighter.

Not because she could hold them.

Because she could not.

There were too many.

Each marked a room she had never entered, a family she did not know, a life proceeding without her attention.

The thought did not make her feel small.

It made the world feel full again.

Behind her, the door opened quietly.

Her mother entered.

"You should be asleep."

"It is my birthday."

"That does not exempt you from tomorrow."

Xuanyue looked back toward the city.

"I can feel it now."

"The Realm energy?"

"A little."

Lanyin joined her at the window.

"What does it feel like?"

Xuanyue thought of the Mirror.

Of every colour threading through the dark.

Of the stepping stones and the current she had followed into the pool.

"Like everything is touching everything else," she said.

Her mother considered the answer.

"That is not how I would have described it."

"How would you?"

"Like standing beside a river in darkness. You hear the water before you learn to see where it flows."

Xuanyue smiled.

"That is better."

"It is merely different."

They stood together beneath the painted moon upon the ceiling.

After a while, Xuanyue leaned against her mother's side.

"Will I become powerful?"

"Perhaps."

"More powerful than Father?"

"Almost certainly."

From the corridor came Mingyuan's voice.

"I heard that."

Lanyin did not look toward the door.

"You were intended to."

The king entered carrying a second blanket.

He placed it around Xuanyue's shoulders and joined them at the window.

The three of them looked across Yunjing.

Xuanyue imagined the future.

She would learn to sense the Realm without closing her eyes. She would cross the white stones without falling. She would wield a real sword. She would travel beyond Yunluo and see forests beneath two moons.

Perhaps she would become powerful.

Perhaps she would become wise.

At eleven, she believed those things naturally belonged together.

She had not yet learned how often the cosmos separated them.

For now, power meant a pale current beneath her palms.

Wisdom meant knowing which stone deserved her attention.

And the future remained not a burden waiting to descend, but a road beginning beyond the lighted window.

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