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Chapter 37 - The Paparazzo

The film wrapped in December.

Marcus returned to Los Angeles exhausted, carrying a small bottle of prescription eye drops and a diagnosis that felt almost ironic: chronic dry eye. Months inside Bruhl's machine had overworked his tear ducts until they were inflamed and temporarily useless.

"For a while," the doctor said, peering at him over thin glasses, "your eyes simply can't produce tears."

"How long?" Marcus asked.

"Three months. Possibly longer."

Marcus nodded.

He left the office feeling nothing.

For the first time since the strange phenomenon had begun, even cameras couldn't trigger it. He tested it in his apartment with his phone recording. He tried watching old footage of himself crying on set. He even stared into the bathroom mirror, pretending the reflection was a lens.

Nothing happened.

The flatness of the world became absolute.

Marcus stopped leaving his apartment.

Days blended together in a quiet routine of dim rooms and glowing screens. His once-busy schedule vanished into cancellations and polite industry messages: Let us know when you're ready again.

At night he scrolled through social media.

Mostly one account.

Megumi Patel.

Megumi had quit shortly after The Anatomy of Grief wrapped. She had accepted a job with a documentary filmmaker who specialized in observational cinema.

Her Instagram told the story of her new life.

Portugal.

Golden beaches.

A small apartment with bright blue tiles.

In one video she laughed while filming a sunset over the ocean.

In another clip, a man—apparently her boyfriend—stood beside her, wiping tears from his face.

"He cries at sunsets," she wrote in the caption.

Marcus watched the video three times.

The man's tears looked effortless.

Real.

Marcus set the phone down and stared at the ceiling.

A week later, he hired someone new.

Not an assistant this time.

A paparazzo.

Her name was Asari Usami.

Marcus found her through Chadwick's records—an informal file labeled "Unconventional Requests," where agents kept strange favors that might become useful later.

They met in a quiet diner outside the city.

Asari arrived wearing a worn leather jacket and carrying a camera bag that looked heavier than it should have been.

She had the permanent squint of someone who had spent decades staring through long lenses.

Marcus sat across from her and spoke carefully.

"I want you to follow me."

Asari raised one eyebrow.

"Follow you?"

"Everywhere."

Asari didn't laugh.

Instead, she asked, "For how long?"

"Constantly."

Now Asari studied him more closely.

"You're serious."

"Yes."

Marcus folded his hands on the table.

"I need to be on even when I'm off."

Asari stirred her coffee slowly.

"Most celebrities," she said, "pay me to disappear."

Marcus met her gaze.

"I'm not most celebrities."

Asari nodded once.

"Rates?" she asked.

They negotiated for nearly an hour—equipment requirements, exclusivity, distribution rights.

"You'll sell the photos," Marcus said. "That's part of the arrangement."

Asari leaned back in the booth.

"You want paparazzi photos... on purpose."

"Yes."

"Why?"

Marcus hesitated.

"I need to be seen."

The arrangement began quietly.

Asari followed Marcus everywhere.

Coffee shops. Grocery stores. Long, aimless walks through residential neighborhoods.

Sometimes Marcus sat in waiting rooms for therapy appointments he didn't actually attend. Other times he wandered through furniture stores, touching fabrics with no intention of buying anything.

Asari's camera clicked constantly.

The professional DSLR emitted a faint mechanical whir with each burst of photographs.

The sound did something to Marcus.

It wasn't the same as a film set.

But it was enough.

Not full emotion.

Just traces.

Faint shadows of feeling, like light filtering through a cracked door.

Marcus began shaping his days around the camera.

At a café, he staged a loud argument with a customer service representative over the phone, knowing Asari was outside capturing his "frustration."

At a park he sat on a bench watching children play, arranging his posture carefully—shoulders hunched, gaze distant, as if mourning something deeply personal.

Asari photographed everything.

The photos sold quickly.

Tabloids ran headlines like:

"Method Actor Can't Shake Character."

"Marcus Chen: Alone in the Crowd."

Marcus didn't read them.

He didn't care about the narrative.

He cared about the coverage.

The money from the photo sales went mostly to Asari, who reinvested it in better equipment.

Longer telephoto lenses capable of capturing Marcus's pores from across the street.

Directional microphones that isolated his voice in crowded restaurants.

Even a small drone used to photograph Marcus pacing across the rooftop of his apartment building during staged late-night "breakdowns."

The surveillance grew constant.

Persistent.

Omnipresent.

And the more angles there were—the more lenses watching, recording, witnessing—the closer Marcus came to something resembling life.

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To be continued.

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