Xierra collapsed onto the bed the moment the door shut behind her, the sound muffled by thick stone and distance. The mattress yielded beneath her weight, swallowing the ache in her limbs as though it had been waiting for her all along. A dark maroon coverlet spilled over her frame, far too large for one person, yet it cocooned her all the same—heavy, plush, and undeniably warm.
For a long moment, she did not move.
Her breathing slowed. The world narrowed to the faint crackle of the hearth, the hush of fabric, the steady proof that she was here—that this day had truly happened.
"So many things happened today..." she murmured into the pillow, her voice barely more than a thought.
The memory of their arrival rose unbidden. The way the Crimson Lion King headquarters loomed against the horizon—vast and unyielding, carved of stone that glowed faintly under torchlight. Fuegoleon's calm authority as he delegated tasks without hesitation. Leopold's enthusiasm as he was promptly ordered to escort her through winding corridors and sunset-lit halls, his voice echoing with pride as he rattled off histories she could barely keep pace with.
There had been no pause. No chance to sit, to breathe, to let awe settle into something manageable.
The headquarters had stretched endlessly—courtyards stacked atop courtyards, training grounds carved deep into the earth, towers rising like watchful sentinels. Larger than two villages combined, perhaps more. By the time she was finally guided to her quarters, her thoughts had been tangled beyond repair.
And then—this room.
Xierra pushed herself upright abruptly, eyes sweeping across the space once more as though seeing it anew might finally convince her it was real. The ceiling arched high above her, chandeliers dimmed to a gentle glow. The windows alone were larger than the church doors back in Hage. She brought both hands to her cheeks and gave them a light slap, just enough to sting.
"My supposed room feels like a whole house already," she muttered, disbelief threaded through every syllable.
Inari, meanwhile, had taken it upon himself to conduct a thorough inspection. He darted from shelf to shelf, leaped onto the wardrobe, slid down the velvet curtains with a theatrical flourish, and finally padded across the bed, nose twitching as he surveyed his new domain.
"This room is bigger than my shrine back then," he grumbled, though his eyes sparkled with interest. "I wonder how we'll even clean it..."
Xierra let out a soft, tired laugh. "I really hope we don't have to. I'd rather sleep in a storeroom than try to maintain all of this."
Inari waved a paw dismissively, though there was a flicker of uncertainty beneath his confidence. "Worry not, Master. They are royalty. I am certain they possess servants capable of cleaning the entire fortress. Including our quarters. I... think. I hope."
She eyed him. The hesitation did not go unnoticed.
Her gaze drifted to the bed once more before she carefully smoothed the coverlet and rose. Leopold's words echoed faintly in her mind—"There should be something for you in the wardrobe. A welcome gift!"
Xierra crossed the room and opened the wooden doors.
Inside hung a robe of deep crimson, the fabric flowing and light, cut shorter in the front and cascading longer at the back. The Crimson Lion King insignia had been sewn on the right chest, framed by delicate gold embroidery that caught the light when she shifted. Beneath it lay neatly arranged dresses and casual garments—simple, practical pieces mixed among finer attire.
She stared.
"...So they really do wear normal clothes," she murmured, faint amusement curling through her fatigue.
Inari hopped up onto her shoulders, peering down with approval. "You should bathe and rest, Master. Tomorrow marks the beginning of your true trials." His tail flicked lazily, though his grin was sharp. "And I will be increasing your training during any free hours you may possess. So enjoy your reprieve while it lasts."
Xierra visibly wilted.
She refused to look at him, staring instead at the far wall as she exhaled slowly. "You say that like you're planning to drag hell itself into my schedule."
Inari merely laughed.
"Oh," she added after a pause, exhaustion finally catching up to her resolve. "I should write a letter. Let everyone back at the church know I arrived safely."
Her voice softened at the thought—faces she knew by heart, prayers whispered beneath old rafters, the warmth of a place that had raised her.
Xierra glanced around the room once more, at the unfamiliar luxury and quiet.
For all its grandeur, she had never felt more aware of how far she had come.
Inari let out a quiet scoff, turning his head aside as his eyes slid shut. The candlelight caught along the sharp lines of his markings, casting fleeting shadows across his fur.
"That hell you speak of," he said calmly, voice low and measured, "is merely preparation. The world does not soften itself for those who wish to survive it, Master. It sharpens its fangs."
Xierra smiled faintly. There was no fear in his words—only certainty, forged by a lifetime she had yet to understand.
"I know," she replied gently. "You're only trying to protect me."
Her fingers reached up, scratching behind his ears, slow and familiar. She drew him closer, pressing her forehead lightly against his warmth. Only then did she notice it—the faint glow along the violet markings framing his face. They shimmered softly, responding to her touch as though stirred awake, brightening in quiet rhythm with each movement of her hand.
Inari stilled, the tension in his shoulders easing.
"Rest first," he murmured after a moment. "I will sleep once you are finished."
She nodded. "Don't worry. I won't stay up too long."
"It would be unwise if you did," Inari replied, opening one eye just enough to peer at her. "Your body requires care, even if your spirit refuses to slow."
"Got it," she said, amused.
She moved to the desk beside her bed, its surface carved with careful artistry—flames, lions, and curling filigree etched deep into polished wood. When she opened the drawer, she found pristine sheets stacked neatly within, accompanied by tools she could scarcely name. Everything was immaculate. Everything felt unreal.
Her gaze lingered on the peacock quill resting upright in its stand, its iridescent feather catching the candlelight in soft blues and greens. The ink beside it was sealed in crystal, dark as spilled night.
This room feels like it belongs to someone else, she thought.
Still, she reached for the quill.
Carefully, she dipped its tip into the ink, her grip unsteady as the weight of its worth settled into her palm. She swallowed, steadying her breath.
Remind me to never grow accustomed to expensive things.
The first stroke of ink met paper, slow and deliberate. She chose her words with care—each sentence shaped with intention, each line measured so as not to waste what had been given. The quiet tick of the clock filled the room, marking time as the night deepened beyond the windows.
When she finished, she smiled at the page, warmth blooming in her chest.
She crossed the room and opened the window, the cool air brushing her cheeks as the distant hush of the city breathed below. With a whispered hope, she sent the letter into the night, watching it disappear beyond torchlight and shadow.
The curtains were drawn shut, crimson fabric pooling softly against the floor. She changed quickly, exhaustion pressing heavily now, limbs aching as though the day had finally caught up to her. One by one, the lights were shut off until the room surrendered to moonlight alone—silver and quiet.
"Good night, Inari," she murmured, settling beside him.
Her fingers brushed through his fur one last time.
He shifted slightly, one eye cracking open before closing again. "Good night, Master," he replied, voice already fading into sleep.
The room fell silent, holding them both in its gentle dark.
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She saw it again.
The vision unfurled before her like a wound that refused to seal, peeling itself open with quiet insistence.
But this time, the winged man was gone.
The girl stood alone.
Charred timber jutted from the earth like broken ribs, their blackened edges still whispering heat into the air. The village—once alive with smoke from hearth fires and the dull clatter of routine—had been reduced to a skeletal memory. Ash drifted lazily, settling into the cracks of stone and the folds of scorched earth, soft as snowfall yet heavy with loss.
The child trembled at the center of it all.
Her grimoire was clutched tightly against her face, as though she could disappear behind its covers, as though the world might forget her if she hid well enough. No arms encircled her shoulders. No voice murmured reassurance into her hair. There was nothing to soften the sight of ruin reflected in her eyes.
No one came.
Not the angelic figure Xierra remembered—no luminous silhouette standing defiant against a sea of fire, no white glow cutting through hell itself. That presence, once serene and impossible, had vanished without explanation.
There was only the girl.
Her sobs gradually lost their sharpness, breaking into quiet, uneven breaths. She sniffled, wiping at her cheeks with a soot-stained sleeve, her brows knitting together as she took in the devastation anew. The flames had long since devoured everything they could reach. What remained was silence—vast, ringing, merciless.
She lowered her gaze.
One step back. Then another.
The shadows cast by the ruined structures seemed to stretch toward her, long and accusatory. She recoiled instinctively, unable to meet them, her foot catching against debris hidden beneath ash. The world tilted. She fell hard, the impact stealing a sharp breath from her lungs.
A quiet whimper escaped her.
The hem of her dress was ruined, its pale fabric marred by smoke and cinder, grays and blacks blooming where fire had kissed too close. Her hands shook as she pulled the grimoire back to her chest, fingers digging into its spine as though it were the only thing tethering her to reality.
And then she cried.
The sound tore from her throat unrestrained, raw and aching, echoing through the emptiness where voices once lived. She cried for the warmth of home, for familiar faces, for a life that had been swallowed whole. Each breath burned. Each thought tightened her chest until it hurt to remember.
She waited.
For footsteps. For a call. For anyone to emerge from the ruins and tell her this was a nightmare she could wake from.
No one did.
When her voice finally gave out, all flames faded.
Not all at once, but gently—like embers surrendering to the dark. The heat receded. The glow dimmed. What remained was a quiet so deep it pressed against her ears.
"Why are you crying, child?"
The voice slipped through the stillness, neither loud nor soft, but unmistakably present.
Xierra felt her breath hitch.
She knew that voice.
The girl lifted her head sharply, eyes darting across the ruins. She pushed herself onto trembling knees, brushing dirt from her dress with clumsy hands. "Who are you...?" Her voice wavered, small and uncertain.
For a moment, there was nothing.
Then—
A black fox sat before her.
Its fur drank in the dim light, sleek and unnervingly untouched by ash. It tilted its head, amber eyes fixed on her with unsettling intensity. Its mouth moved again, voice echoing the same hollow cadence.
"Why are you crying, child?"
There was no warmth in its tone. No mockery either. Just a flat, curious insistence, as though the answer were something it needed to hear.
This was not the fox Xierra knew.
This presence felt older. Emptier. Like something abandoned by the passage of time—a deity whose name had been forgotten, a soul lingering after purpose had burned away. Its gaze carried the weight of endings rather than beginnings.
And yet, there was familiarity in the way it watched her.
Two remnants, facing one another.
Discarded things of humanity.
The girl blinked slowly. Then, on unsteady hands and knees, she crawled closer, stopping just short of touching distance. She mirrored the fox's posture, crouching low, wary but drawn in despite herself.
"Who are you...?" she asked again.
The fox laughed.
It rose, padding around her in an unhurried circle, claws crunching softly against stone and ash. Its eyes never left her face. "You're the child everyone's been talking about," it said. There was no intrigue in its voice—only acknowledgment, stripped bare of emotion.
Her eyes widened. She leaned forward, hope flickering despite herself. "Do you know where everyone went, Mr. Fox?"
The fox stopped. It sat, tail flicking lazily before snapping its head away from her. "I have a name, you know."
She stiffened, cheeks flushing faintly beneath soot-stained skin. "Ah..." Her fingers curled into her skirt. "What's your name? Everyone calls me Xierra."
The name rang.
Like a bell's peal that resounded through its routine. Like an alarm clock that turned on its set timer. Like everyone who knew what time it was for lunch and dinner.
Familiarity.
Xierra—the fifteen-year-old who bore witness to this vision—felt something twist sharply in her chest.
The resemblance was impossible to ignore.
Platinum hair, dulled by ash. Blue eyes, red-rimmed and glassy with grief. Pale skin marked by bruises and burns. Everything about the girl felt achingly familiar—and yet, utterly wrong.
She could not remember this.
She was not this.
There was no memory of a village consumed by fire. No recollection of standing alone amid ruin that was not Hage. No memory of holding a grimoire with hands so small, nor of meeting the fox for the first time beneath anything other than falling snow.
This girl was not her.
And yet, she was.
A small detail tugged sharply at Xierra's awareness—easy to miss, devastating once noticed. Tucked near the child's right pocket, a napkin hung loose, its fabric frayed and singed at the edges. Loose strands of thread had been burned into place, half-ruined by heat, yet still legible.
Xierra Eous Lilyanthone.
The name had been embroidered there once with care. Now it was charred, warped by fire, as though the flames had tried—and failed—to erase it.
The child before her was a puzzle piece that did not fit the bigger picture—something severed from the life Xierra knew she had lived.
The fox grinned.
The expression was wrong on its face—too sharp, too pleased. It stepped closer and pressed its nose gently against the girl's.
She laughed.
The sound burst out of her, sudden and bright, startling in its purity. For the first time, the fox looked alive. A faint spark stirred behind its amber eyes, a glimmer that suggested warmth not yet erased by time or neglect.
"Inari," it said. "My name is Inari."
"Inari...?"
"Yes," it said at last—soft, almost indulgent. "Although you may call me by another name."
The fox cackled, the sound sharp and hollow, and flicked its long tail in an exaggerated arc, as though scattering invisible embers from the air itself. The motion was deliberate, distracting, a performance meant for a child's eyes.
"Choose," it continued, voice hinted with something dangerously close to amusement. "Some know me as Ukanomitama-no-Kami. Others whisper to Toyouke when they think no one listens." Its gaze settled on her, unblinking. "Or—you may call me Inari Ōkami, and never speak the other names again."
The girl's lips parted. She tried to shape the first name, tongue stumbling over syllables far too large for her mouth.
"Uka... no... Mi—" She wobbled in her crouch, weight shifting awkwardly to one side, a soft whine slipping from her throat as she caught herself with both hands. "It's too long," she muttered, frustrated. "It's too hard..."
That earned another laugh—lighter, this time. Less like a crack in the air, more like warmth remembered.
The fox sprang forward, light as a shadow, landing atop her small shoulders. Almost immediately, its form shrank, fur dimming, bones folding inward as though it understood her limits without being told. It settled there like a living mantle.
"You'll grow into it," Inari said easily. "Names always sound heavy at first."
A pause.
"We will be seeing each other every day from now on, little Master."
"Every... day?" The girl tilted her head, eyes wide, confusion blooming slowly across her soot-smudged face. "What do you mean?"
His voice changed.
It sank—deepened—losing that eerie, puppet-like timbre. What replaced it was something closer to a man's voice: steady, resonant, impossibly calm. The shift made her frown. She could never tell what the fox truly was. One moment, it sounded like something stitched together from a recording. Another, like someone real. Solid. Present.
Perhaps one day, she would hear yet another voice. She did not know why the thought felt important.
"Come," Inari said gently, the word carrying weight now. "Little Master."
"Where?" she asked.
From where Xierra stood—watching, trapped within the vision—there was nowhere else to follow. The dream folded inward, pressing closer, forcing her along its path. Was this a nightmare? A memory? Or the truth she had never known she'd lost?
"Anywhere but here," Inari replied, gaze sliding toward the ruins. "This place is no longer safe for you."
His tone softened, almost regretful.
"We are returning to where you were meant to grow."
"...Kakuriyo?" The name surfaced on the girl's tongue like a half-remembered lullaby—foreign, yet aching with familiarity.
Xierra felt it resonate through her chest.
A realm spoken of only in fragments. A drifting world beyond the eastern seas, where dawn was eternal and night never truly lifted. Where the dead lingered, and mortal eyes were not meant to reach.
Inari smiled—slow, careful.
"That is correct." His tail brushed over the girl's hair, the motion protective, almost reverent. "Where humans may not trespass. Where they cannot hurt you. Cannot fear you. Cannot cage you for what you are."
His eyes dimmed, something old and wounded flickering behind the amber.
"It was a mistake," he continued quietly, "to believe they would protect you once you grew older. That they would understand you. We should have taken you from the beginning."
The girl—no older than five, Xierra reminded herself—lowered her head. Ash clung to her lashes. Her fingers tightened around her silver-clad grimoire.
"But..." she whispered, staring at the blackened ground. "Not all of them are bad."
The words carried no anger. Only sorrow. And something like mercy—for those who had abandoned her, and for spirits who had been cast aside just the same.
For a moment, Inari said nothing.
Then, softly—firmly—
"You will learn," he said, "that this world holds more cruelty than kindness."
His tail stilled.
"And not all humans deserve your trust."
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Such strange names—ancient, weighty—yet they clung to her like half-remembered lullabies. They resonated somewhere deep within Xierra, as though she had once known them long before she learned how to forget.
When the dream shifted again, relief washed through her like cool water over scorched skin.
This vision did not ache.
The anguish that had gnawed at her bones receded, loosening its grip. The distant screaming that had once battered against her senses dissolved into silence, leaving behind a fragile, almost sacred calm.
Before her stretched a boundless plain, luminous and untouched. White blossoms drifted across the field like fallen snow, brushing against tall blades of grass that swayed in a gentle, unhurried routine. The sky above was a flawless blue—vast, cloudless, and endless—arching over the land as though nothing cruel had ever existed beneath it.
It looked like a day meant for remembering joy.
A day like any other.
Beneath the wide canopy of a solitary tree sat two figures. One was a young man—a teenage boy, more so—with soft blond hair that caught the sunlight like spun gold, his doe eyes bright with the ocean's warmth and deep curiosity. Beside him was another, taller and more reserved, with white hair braided neatly down his back, pointed ears peeking through pale strands. His eyes glimmered gold—wise and gentle all at once—like something drawn from stories told only in whispers.
They spoke quietly, laughter threading through their words as dappled light danced over their shoulders.
Then the blond boy turned his head.
"Over here!" he called, lifting his arm in an easy wave.
Xierra—no, the girl—ran toward them, breath hitching with every step. Her platinum hair clung to her forehead, damp with exertion, yet it shimmered like molten gold beneath the afternoon sun. She skidded to a stop just short of them, chest heaving.
"...You're late," the white-haired one remarked, tone mild but fond.
"I know—sorry," she said between breaths, bending forward with her hands on her knees. "I didn't mean to keep you waiting. I'm just—" She laughed weakly. "I'm exhausted."
Her legs finally gave in, and she let herself fall backward into the grass, landing atop a cushion of green. Her grimoire slipped from her grasp and landed beside her with a soft thud, pages fluttering once before settling.
The two exchanged a glance.
One smiled knowingly. The other sighed, the sound resigned but affectionate.
They rose and approached her without hurry, footsteps nearly silent against the earth.
"You're younger than us," the blond said, crouching beside her. He leaned over until his face filled her vision, blinking as she squinted up at him. "How do you manage to tire yourself out so quickly?"
She stared back at him, eyes hazy, catching faint glints of gold within her blue irises. He noticed—and with a soft laugh, closed his eyes and shifted just enough to block the sunlight from blinding her.
"I don't get to choose the limits of my body," she replied, voice small but honest. "And I've never been athletic. My mana's not that impressive either. It never was. It never will be."
The white-haired man extended his hand. She took it, fingers curling around his as he helped her to her feet. Dust clung to her dress; she brushed it away absently, then reached out just in time to catch her grimoire before it slipped further into the grass. She hugged it close, exhaling sharply.
The blond boy frowned.
"That's not true," he said, almost immediately. His expression softened, eyes earnest. "Your magic is incredible. Your mind is sharper than anyone I know!" His smile widened, bright and unwavering. "What others say about you doesn't define who you are."
The elf nodded in agreement. "You are not alone," he added gently. "Inari stands with you. The others do as well. And the elves—every one of us—are on your side, whether you see it or not."
"And us too," the blond said, pressing a hand over his chest.
The words settled into the air like a promise.
From where Xierra watched, her chest tightened.
This dream did not hurt like the others—but it lingered far longer.
Lumiere—she had learned of the blond's name with the same quiet certainty one learned the rotation of the sun—was a boy shaped by light itself. He carried brightness not merely in his magic, but in the way he existed: effortless, unburdened, tender. He was laughter caught in gold, spring mornings bleeding into summer afternoons. There was something princely about him, yes, but not the distant kind carved from marble and duty—rather, the sort that knelt in tall grass and smiled as though the world were kind simply because he wished it to be.
"Tetia and I will always support you," he had said. "No matter what path you choose. Always."
His hand came to rest on the girl's shoulder, steady and familiar. He leaned closer, eyes alight with teasing as he took in the faint crease of her brows, the way her fingers curled protectively around her grimoire. For all his playfulness, he noticed everything. She answered his smile with a tired huff, lips tugging upward despite herself, refusing to give him the satisfaction of words.
"Speaking of paths," Lumiere hummed, tapping his chin thoughtfully. His other hand hovered at her back, guiding her with an easy gentleness toward the shade of the tree. "Where's Inari? He's usually glued to your side."
She lifted a brow, schooling her expression even as he lingered far too close—too warm, too present. "And what do you need him for?" she asked evenly. "I believe he's occupied with the others."
"I still need to finish our debate," Lumiere replied, eyes sparkling. "His perspectives are always interesting."
Beside them, the elf—Licht—covered his mouth, shoulders trembling with restrained laughter. When he spoke, there was fond resignation threaded through his voice. "Anything involving spirits is interesting to you, my friend."
"Oh, come on," Lumiere scoffed lightly, rolling his shoulders. "Not everything is fascinating. Some things are just—" He gestured vaguely, glancing away a heartbeat too late. "Dull."
Neither of them believed him.
She stared at him flatly, then rubbed her temples, releasing a long breath. "Did he cause trouble again?" she asked. "Because if he did, Tamamo would never forgive me for letting him wander unattended in this realm."
Lumiere stepped back with a thoughtful hum, then skipped ahead toward the tree, boots brushing through grass dusted with petals. "He behaved," he said easily. "And I enjoyed his company."
Her eyes narrowed. "You like him that much?"
He turned, sunlight haloing his hair. "Hmm. Maybe." Then his smile softened—something quieter, more sincere slipping through the mischief. "But not as much as I enjoy yours."
Before she could respond, he leaned in and pressed a swift kiss to her cheek.
It was brief—light as pollen drifting through air—but it struck with the intimacy of lovers basking beneath an untroubled sky, where affection bloomed without fear or consequence. The world felt impossibly bright in that moment, as though even the blossoms leaned closer to witness it.
She froze.
Not because she disliked it—but because she didn't.
Her fingers lifted to the place his lips had brushed, warmth lingering there like a secret. She turned her face away, cheeks warming. "Don't say things like that so suddenly," she muttered.
"Say things like what?" Lumiere asked, feigning innocence with practiced ease. "I have no idea what you mean, my dear."
Licht's knowing gaze followed him as Lumiere laughed and strode ahead, leaving the two of them behind. He crested the gentle rise, one hand resting against the tree's trunk as he waved back at them, calling for them to hurry.
She lifted a hand as if to protest—then let it fall, surrendering with a quiet sigh. After a moment, she looked to Licht and gestured for him to walk beside her.
"Sometimes," she said, voice dry, "I wonder how you ever became friends with him."
Licht considered this, then smiled faintly. "Sometimes," he replied, "I wonder how the two of you became lovers."
She stopped short.
"...Fair point."
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Life, she learned, was never composed solely of smiles and unbroken laughter.
Everything carried an ending within its beginning—dreams that softened into memories, memories that soured into nightmares. Cycles that refused mercy.
For Xierra, the moment that nightmare began repeating, it never truly let her go.
It always started the same way.
A sea of fire rose without warning, flames folding over one another like living things. Hatred saturated the air so thickly it felt viscous, clinging to her skin, forcing its way down her throat. Each breath burned. Her lungs screamed as if they were being scorched from the inside, every inhale a punishment, every exhale a struggle that never felt complete. Pain threaded through her veins, sharp and unrelenting, as though her body remembered something her mind refused to fully claim.
And then—light.
A day so brilliant it almost felt cruel in its contrast. Two lovers beneath an open sky, warmth pooling at their feet, petals drifting lazily through the air. An elf standing nearby, quiet and steadfast, laughter soft and unguarded. A moment that felt endless in its peace.
Only for the fire to return.
Again.
And again.
And again.
The images shattered and reset like a broken record trapped beneath a warped needle, replaying without mercy. A mechanism damaged beyond repair, its button jammed, refusing to let the song end.
It was tragic in its repetition. Grief stripped bare of dignity. Humanity lay raw in all its foolishness, looping endlessly through the same mistakes.
Then came the voices.
They crawled in from the edges of her mind, overlapping, colliding, eroding one another until no single sound stood apart. They were the dead—those who lingered too long, suspended between existence and erasure. Voices heavy with regret, soaked in sorrow rather than gratitude. Some cried for vengeance. Others whispered in confusion, unable to recall when or how they had died. All of them carried grief—for themselves, for the world, for what the universe had become.
They struck her thoughts like blades.
A thousand cuts, each one shallow enough to endure, together deep enough to kill. Words dissolved into fragments, meanings bleeding together until language itself collapsed.
"—hy, X——rr—?"
That voice pierced through the chaos.
She recognized it instantly.
It was fractured, raw with anguish—anger braided tightly with regret. Anger at the world. At society. And at himself.
But it was never her, never at her.
"Y—— s——— —hat —o— we—e go—n— —o —ak— —s to y——— ho—ela—d."
You said you would take us to your homeland.
Flames laughed around him, crackling loudly enough to drown his sobs, yet not enough to silence the truth in his voice.
"—o—... h—ve—'t fu———ll—d y—ur pr——is—..."
You haven't fulfilled your promise.
Her vision blurred, but she saw him.
She always did.
And she had.
He was the angel who stood amidst hell.
He collapsed to his knees, hands clawing into ash and stone, fingers digging as though the earth itself might answer him. His cries rose into the smoke, a broken hymn for the dead—a requiem sung by someone who knew no god would listen.
His wings, once immaculate, are now torn and ruined. White feathers matted with red, dragged through soot and blood until they no longer resembled anything divine. His form was pale against the inferno, every shred of brightness rendered grotesque by the world that surrounded him.
Clouded eyes reflected firelight without understanding it. Silver hair fell in uneven coils, stained dark with blood that was not entirely his own. His garments hung in tatters, split open by violence, edges singed and frayed. Beneath him, the ground was nothing but rubble—no soil, no grass left for the sky to mourn.
At his feet lay a shattered mask, cracked beyond repair. Beside it, a spear broken clean in half.
He did not look like an angel.
Not now. Not ever.
He was never a being made by God.
He was only a being still breathing beneath a world that had long since rejected him. Not alive, yet not allowed the mercy of death. A creature of night that should never have been forced into humanity's light.
He had spoken of dreams. Of ambitions. Of futures he would never reach.
He had followed her. Believed in her. Trusted her.
And the world had betrayed them both.
Hakufuu was not a being born of heaven. Not shaped by divine hands, nor sculpted from sacred earth. He had once been something gentler—a watchful spirit of the mountains. A guardian who stood between humanity and the fragile balance of nature. A heavenly dog, a sentinel who belonged to stone and wind and silence.
A child of the mountain.
But humanity had never learned to accept no.
Again and again, they reached for what was not theirs. Claimed what they could not own. Destroyed what they did not understand.
And now, he paid the price.
So did she.
All of them did.
For the greed of humanity—and the ashes it always left behind.
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Xierra jolted awake with a sharp gasp, her body surging upright as though dragged back from deep water. Sweat clung to her skin, dampening the collar of her nightwear, her breath tearing in uneven laps from her chest. For a fleeting, terrible second, she swore she could still taste smoke at the back of her throat—acrid, choking, far too vivid to belong to a dream alone.
The darkness of her room pressed close.
Moonlight filtered through the tall windows in pale ribbons, dulled by heavy velvet curtains that softened the world beyond. The silhouettes of trees loomed outside, their branches blurred and indistinct, yet reaching all the same long, crooked fingers scraping lightly against the glass whenever the wind stirred. Shadows swayed across the stone walls, stretching and shrinking in slow, restless motions, as if the night itself were breathing.
It all felt too familiar.
Her heart hammered painfully against her ribs.
What were those images? Those voices?
Memories?
A cold drop slid down her cheek. Then another. Tears followed without permission, stinging her eyes as they fell. Her ears rang in the quiet—an unbearable, high-pitched hum that clashed cruelly with the stillness of the Crimson Lion King headquarters. She clawed at the blanket, lungs refusing to cooperate, breath hitching as though unseen hands had wrapped around her throat.
She coughed, sharp and broken.
The movement stirred the small weight beside her. Inari roused at once, eyes snapping open, their amber glow dim in the low light. He rose onto his paws and crept closer, his usual mirth absent as his gaze searched her face.
"Master?" His voice dropped to a whisper. "Are you all right? Why are you crying?"
He pressed nearer, careful and alert, senses reaching outward. The room was clean—no foreign mana, no lingering curse, no unseen intruder lurking in the dark. Her body was unharmed. Yet something had shaken her badly enough to fracture sleep itself. And it hadn't been the first night.
Not since the day they stood before the demon skull.
Xierra lifted a trembling hand and wiped at her cheeks, smearing the tears away as though embarrassed by them. She dragged in a slow breath, then another, forcing her coughing to subside beneath the weight of the thick duvet wrapped around her.
"I—I don't know," she admitted softly, her voice breaking between sniffles. "But I'm fine. Really. Don't worry. It's just... been happening lately."
Inari said nothing.
He already knew.
The night was his domain—its watcher, its keeper. Dreams, nightmares, the thin line where consciousness blurred into illusion—he had walked those borders long before humanity learned to fear them. He understood how the mind could twist reality into something crueler than truth. Hallucinations, visions, half-remembered pasts—mirages that bore no physical weight, yet crushed the heart all the same.
The unknown had always terrified humanity.
And yet, his master faced it head-on.
She always had.
Xierra inhaled deeply, steadying herself, then let the breath fall in a tired sigh. "I'm sorry," she murmured, eyes lowered. "I keep worrying you. Please, go back to sleep..."
Inari's gaze lingered on her longer than necessary.
He studied the pallor of her skin, the faint sheen of tears still clinging to her lashes. When had her hair begun to look so silver beneath the moon? He remembered how it caught sunlight instead—how it once gleamed and glistened with the day.
She was human. A creature born of breath and bone. Of flesh and blood.
And yet, she rested beneath moonlight as though it belonged to her. Serene. Quiet. Guarded by a grimoire older than she herself knew, sleeping peacefully through a darkness that had once swallowed her whole.
Had she always seemed so grown?
It felt only yesterday that he had found her beneath falling snow, small and shaking, his paws brushing against her as he told her to stand.
Inari exhaled slowly.
Then, not wishing to prolong the moment, he nodded and forced a grin into place. "You too, Master. Though I won't be able to sleep if you don't. Consider this your participation in assisting with my beauty sleep."
She blinked at him. "Your—what now?"
"...Forget I said anything." He turned his head away, ears twitching. "Close your eyes and rest."
A soft laugh escaped her—quiet, fragile, but real. Amused, all the same.
Xierra tugged the blanket closer and sank back into the pillows, burying her face into its texture. One slender hand reached out blindly until it found him, fingers threading through his fur in slow, gentle strokes. A faint hum followed—tuneless, barely louder than a breath, yet steady enough to soothe the space between them.
She drew him closer, voice lowering into something tender as sleep began to reclaim her. "Goodnight, Inari."
He watched her eyes flutter shut, her breathing easing at last.
"Goodnight," he replied softly, his smile fading into something fond and protective. "...Little Master."
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That night, she dreamt of him.
A dream that unfolded so softly, like linen drawn across a window—gentle, unhurried, aching in its familiarity. There was no fire this time, no smoke clawing at her lungs.
Only warmth. Only light.
Only him. With her.
She dreamt of the boy who had grown beneath the sun, who had loved the sky as though it were something alive—something that listened. He had chased clouds with reckless devotion, arms spread wide as if he might one day catch the wind itself. The heavens had always answered him kindly.
She saw him as he once was: a crybaby with scraped knees and stubborn tears, sobbing not from pain but from frustration, from wanting too much, too fast. And beside him stood a girl just as fragile, just as frightened, hiding her trembling behind quiet resilience. She recognized herself in that child—not by face, but by the way she held her breath when the world felt too loud.
Hage returned to her in fragments stitched together by memory.
The old church bell, dulled by age but faithful in its ringing. The worn wooden floors that creaked beneath bare feet. Three children growing up in borrowed clothes and shared meals, laughing too loudly, crying too easily. They had been the smallest there, the youngest voices echoing through prayer halls far too big for them.
Yet they had never felt alone.
She dreamt of the boy with ebon hair—sable and unruly, dark as tree bark after rain. It reminded her of the forest's edge, where shadows stretched long and cool. It reminded her of Father Orsi's coffee, bitter enough to make her grimace, and of the river stones they skipped across water until dusk swallowed their reflections. His hair had always been a mess, like a bird's nest disturbed by too much life.
She dreamt of the boy with amber eyes.
They shone like polished chrome beneath sunlight, warm and unyielding. Gold threaded through gold. When he looked at her, it had always felt like standing in the middle of autumn—surrounded by falling leaves, by the hush of harvest time, by the promise that something had ripened because she was there to witness it. His gaze carried the color of river fish flashing beneath the surface, quick and brilliant, impossible to catch twice in the same way.
And she dreamt of the boy loved by the wind.
Nature itself had claimed him, kissed his cheeks, tangled its fingers in his hair. Birds lingered where he walked. People smiled without knowing why. The earth and sky had conspired to adore him, and Hage had followed suit without resistance. He had belonged everywhere, as if the world had been waiting for him all along.
Within the dream, she watched from just a step behind—close enough to feel his warmth, far enough to doubt she was meant to reach for it.
She wondered what it might have been like.
To be lovers beneath heaven, just as the girl and boy in her dream were—hands entwined, hearts unburdened, untouched by fear of loss or distance. To be lovers beneath the sky, to be rescued not because she was weak, but because someone chose her. To be held by a knight in shining armor who did not erase her strength, but stood beside it.
And to be lovers beneath the sun.
To have the courage—to finally, foolishly, bravely say that she had always felt the same.
To Be Continued...