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Chapter 35 - What the Past Hides

The door shut with a dull thump, final and unceremonious.

That sound alone unraveled what little strength Xierra had been holding onto.

She crossed the room with unhurried steps, boots discarded somewhere between thought and habit, and collapsed onto the bed as though gravity had finally remembered her name. The maroon duvet shifted beneath her weight, compressing into a yielding nest of warmth and quiet. She buried her face into the pillows, breath shuddering out of her chest as tension seeped from muscle and bone alike.

Every ache announced itself all at once.

Inari watched from near the foot of the bed, golden eyes tracing the slow rise and fall of her back. "It's been a draining day for everyone, Master. Especially you. You should rest."

The Crimson Lion Kings' headquarters lay hushed at this hour. Lanternlight filtered through the tall windows in softened hues of ember and gold, painting the walls in long, slanted bands. Somewhere far off, voices drifted faintly—Magic Knights that just got back settling in, shoes and brooms being set aside, exhaustion shared without words.

After their return, Rhein guided them to the infirmary after reporting in and surrendering the enemy garments to the higher-ups. Healing magic had closed wounds and dulled the pain, but it could not touch what clung to the mind. The body recovered faster than the heart ever could.

Xierra released a tired huff and rolled her head to the side, forcing one eye open. "And what about you?" she asked. "You took a worse hit than I did, Inari."

He flicked his tail dismissively. "Hardly. You exerted yourself far more. It's your thoughts that need quiet."

"And so do you," she replied, without hesitation.

That ended the debate.

Inari let out a small breath and shook his head, tail swaying as if to brush the concern aside. Xierra reached out, fingers finding the dark fur almost blindly. She combed through it with slow, absent strokes, the texture cool and familiar beneath her touch.

His body eased beneath her hand.

He lowered himself onto the pillow beside her, paws folding neatly beneath his chest. His eyes closed, lashes resting against pale fur. "How are you feeling now, Master?"

She stared up at the crimson canopy overhead, its fabric stretched taut like an unmoving sky. "I don't know," she admitted. "Tired. Confused. Everything feels tangled."

Her arm lifted, palm reaching upward as though to grasp the color above her. She opened her hand. Closed it. Watched her fingers move as if they belonged to someone else entirely.

Inari cracked one eye open. "If this concerns the injury I sustained earlier, let it go. I'm unharmed. Even if I weren't—" He paused, voice steady. "If I fall, you must survive. I can return through your grimoire. But if you fall..."

He did not finish the thought.

Xierra turned her head toward him, blue eyes searching his face. Words refused to come. Fatigue pressed heavily behind her eyes, dulled her reactions, and made every emotion feel too close to the surface.

He meant it. That was the part that unsettled her most.

Death held no fear for Inari. It never had. To him, it was an interruption, nothing more. But her death—her end—meant finality. It meant silence. It meant waiting through centuries, alone, for fate to remember him again. For the world to return him to her side again.

If fate allows.

Just like before.

Her chest tightened.

Unbidden, another pair of eyes surfaced in her thoughts—amber touched with gold, warm in a way that never asked permission. Yuno's gaze slid into her mind with startling clarity, different from Inari's yet just as impossible to ignore. Both shades of gold. Both were bright like the sun. Both were far too gentle for the violence of this world.

Why him?

She squeezed her eyes shut and dragged a hand through her hair, undoing the careful brushwork from earlier. "Get it together," she muttered, more to herself than anyone else.

Maybe she missed Rekka. Or Nash. Perhaps a little of Arlu and Horo clinging to her skirt. Or the children back at Hage, their laughter sharp and bright against stone walls and open skies. That had to be it. That made sense.

This didn't.

The pressure in her chest refused to ease, prickling beneath her ribs like something restless and alive.

Ever since that day—that day—his words had lodged themselves deep within her thoughts. Not spoken outright, not confessed outright, yet unmistakable all the same. The way he looked at her. The way his smile wavered was hopeful and terrified all at once.

That smile resurfaced again.

And again.

No matter how hard she tried to push it away, it returned, persistent and quiet, settling into her memory like it belonged there.

His words had struck her without warning.

They set her heart racing so violently that breathing became an afterthought, a forgotten habit lost somewhere between one heartbeat and the next. In that moment, his presence swallowed everything else—the world narrowed until only his gaze remained, unwavering and impossibly close.

She had stood there, suspended between steps, desperately searching for some kind of signpost, some rule she had missed. She had wanted direction.

Now, alone with her thoughts, that same feeling coiled tighter around her ribs.

The butterflies in her stomach never settled. Anxiety brushed shoulders with something lighter, something that felt dangerously close to anticipation. She hadn't expected her first weeks as a Magic Knight to unravel her like this—to test her in ways that had nothing to do with mana control or battlefield instincts.

Asta never worried her.

He was loud, reckless, and stubborn in the best way possible, surrounded by the Black Bulls who would throw themselves into danger for him without hesitation. Inari kept him grounded whenever their paths crossed, sharp words and sharper instincts reining him in.

But Yuno—

Every mention of his name sparked heat along her cheeks, short-circuiting her thoughts entirely. The disciplined part of her mind—the part that analyzed, calculated, observed, and adapted—crumbled without resistance.

Xierra let out a sound of frustration and grabbed the nearest pillow, pressing it over her face as though fabric could muffle the chaos brewing in her head. She rolled onto her side, voice caught somewhere between a complaint and a plea, then dragged the blanket up and wrapped herself in it completely.

The world could wait.

Not now. Not when her chest felt this crowded with questions she didn't know how to ask.

Inari watched the transformation with narrowed eyes. "You truly have a talent for emotional whiplash, Master," he remarked, unimpressed. "You're reduced to a hot mess."

Her movements stilled.

Then, all at once, she bolted upright with a small, startled cry that jolted him in place.

"What is it now?" Inari asked, fatigue edging his tone. "What revelation has struck you this time?"

Her eyes widened as realization snapped into place. "Rhein. He told us to meet in front of the captain's office, didn't he?" The words tumbled out, quick and bright. "He's probably reporting the mission. We can't be late."

She swung her legs as if to stand—

—and immediately met resistance.

Inari planted both paws on her shoulders and pressed her back into the mattress, a low growl vibrating from his chest. "In the morning, Master," he reminded what Rhein had said, gaze sharp. "Until then, you will rest."

Xierra froze beneath his weight, blinking up at the canopy.

He didn't budge.

Inari had noticed it long ago—her inability to stop. The resemblance unsettled him more than he cared to admit. Her habits mirrored his first master's with alarming precision: relentless effort, disregard for physical limits, a refusal to slow unless forced.

Sleep was optional. Rest was negotiable. Progress mattered more than comfort.

Like she was an immortal rather than a mortal with an aging body.

Even before the Magic Knights' entrance exam, Xierra had trained herself raw. Curiosity drove her forward, filling page after page of her grimoire with half-formed spells and experimental formulas. She couldn't wield them all—not yet—but they existed, waiting. Tools for the future. Weapons against the unknown.

Inari released a slow breath.

"Hardworking" felt inadequate. He looked down at her, irritation threaded with concern. The words that fit far better sat heavily on his tongue.

Workaholic. Overworked.

And entirely unaware of how close she always stood to burning herself out.

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Inari waited until her breathing evened out.

It surprised him—how quickly her lashes stilled, how tension slipped from her brow without protest. Sleep claimed her, explaining nothing, leaving only the faint rise and fall of her chest beneath the blanket. Usually, she wrestled with rest as though it were an enemy, thoughts clawing for attention long after her body begged for pause.

Tonight, she gave in without a fight.

Exhaustion, he concluded, a low sound slipping from his throat as he straightened. The kind that reached bone-deep. The kind that worried him.

He slipped from the mattress and moved through the room with careful steps. One by one, the lanterns dimmed beneath his touch until the chamber settled into shadow, warmed only by moonlight bleeding through the windows. He tugged the curtains closed, muting the glow, then turned his attention to the chaos she had left behind.

A scorched robe folded away. Books stacked—less neatly than he preferred, but orderly enough to keep them from collapsing again. The smell of burnt mana still clung faintly to the fabric, stubborn and familiar.

Anything to ease her load.

Inari scoffed quietly to himself. His first master had been meticulous to a fault. This one lived half her life buried beneath ink and paper, chasing answers before questions fully formed. Whoever had twisted the threads of time had a sense of humor far too sharp for his liking.

He leapt from the desk without a sound and padded toward the door, easing it open before slipping into the corridor. The latch clicked shut behind him, controlled and restrained.

It had been a long while since he needed such restraint.

Especially for a human child.

A child he had sworn to guard.

A child he had sworn not to lose.

A breath escaped him as the hallway yawned wide before him. The sound bounced and rolled along the stone walls, richer and deeper than he had expected, swallowed and returned in uneven waves. The Crimson Lion King headquarters lay quiet—too quiet.

Lanterns burned low, spilling amber pools across the worn floors, painting the emptiness in molten gold. Shadows pooled in corners, curling around pillars and staircases, and the absence of voices pressed down like a weight, leaving the building hollow, watchful, almost sentient in its stillness.

Inari's ears twitched, catching the faintest creak of leather boots and the soft scrape of fabric.

Footsteps approached, then another set. Low murmurs wove through the silence, tentative and careful. His gaze drifted upward, noticing how the morning light had already crept into the hall, golden and gentle. He realized he must have dozed longer than he thought—enough for the sun to climb, for the day to arrive almost unnoticed.

Even he, vigilant as he was, had been more tired than he cared to admit.

Then a familiar voice broke through. "Oh. Hey—it's Inari."

Rhein emerged first, carmine eyes dulled by fatigue, posture looser than usual. The sharp confidence he wore earlier had dulled, replaced with something worn and human. Something mundane. "We were just talking about you. Is Xierra around?"

At the word we, Inari glanced aside.

Leopold peeked out from behind Rhein's shoulder, all teeth and stubborn energy, grin undimmed even now. "Yo! I heard what happened. You holding up good after all that?"

"I've endured better hours," Inari replied, tail swaying. "Master is resting. I intend to keep it that way for the remainder of the day—unless you intend to drag her into more trouble."

Rhein huffed a tired laugh and lifted both hands, as if surrendering to Inari's idea of chaos. "No, no. Nothing like that. If she needs rest, then that's settled."

"Then you can come with us instead!" Leopold crouched in front of him without warning, eyes bright with interest. "What was your name again? Inami? Inashi? Inazaki!"

Inari reacted instantly. A sharp smack landed against Leopold's forehead as he skidded back, fur bristling, a hiss tearing free. "You're catastrophically wrong! Inami might pass on a generous day, but who in the world are Inashi and Inazaki?!"

Rhein snorted and grabbed Leopold by the shoulders, hauling him out of striking range. Leopold yelped, scrambling as his feet slipped beneath him.

"Don't provoke him," Rhein warned, though laughter tugged at his voice. He released Leopold without ceremony, letting him drop onto the floor.

Leopold bounced back up at once, rubbing his back. "Hey! That actually hurt!"

"Tragic, Leo," Rhein replied. "Truly."

Inari stared at them, ears slowly flattening. "Your energy is deeply confusing," he remarked. "And unnecessary. You told us to meet in a few hours. We have not reached even half an hour of the agreed time."

Rhein shrugged and crouched beside Leopold, meeting Inari at eye level. "Like I said—nothing important." He gestured toward Leopold. "He just wanted to check on her."

"And the room," Leopold added quickly.

Rhein winced. "Yes. And the room."

"The room?" Inari turned his head toward the corridor he had just left, curiosity sparking. "The maids handled it before our arrival," he replied. "I noticed. If that answers your concern."

Leopold straightened, brushing an invisible layer of dust from his crimson garb, spinning lightly on his heels as if the motion might jog some forgotten thought. His fingers dug into his chin, tugging at the short stubble of a beard he still insisted he had in spirit.

Rhein, leaning casually against a polished marble pillar, clicked his tongue and let a lazy grin stretch across his face. "What is it this time?" he asked, amused by the endless energy of the younger boy.

"I feel like I'm forgetting something," Leopold admitted, a flash of panic coloring his grin.

"You always do," Rhein replied with a short, knowing chuckle.

Leopold's eyes lit up suddenly. "Ah! I remember now!" He leapt forward, pointing a triumphant finger at Inari, standing solemn and still in the dim light of the hallway. "You aren't throwing a tantrum this time!"

Inari's ears twitched in irritation, the tip of his tail flicking sharply. "When have I ever thrown a tantrum, you insufferable brat?" he hissed, scooting back just enough to avoid Leopold's accusing finger.

The fox felt the weight of exhaustion settle deep in his bones. Tantrums were tempting, he admitted to himself. But the energy—no, the will—simply wasn't there tonight. He exhaled, long and slow.

"As much as I hate to admit it, I am far too tired to indulge your theatrics. Now, proceed with your business so I may return to my sleep."

He had stayed awake for the last few nights watching over Xierra. Her restlessness had grown into something that could not be ignored—nightmares that dragged her into uncharted waters of fear. The sight of her jolting awake, sweat glistening on her forehead, chest rising and falling as if she were gasping underwater, haunted him.

She was stubborn, refusing to speak of the terrors. And so, he had become equally stubborn, remaining at her side.

Rhein's soft apology drew him back. "Sorry about that," the boy murmured. "We'll get straight to the point."

Leopold held up one of the charred robes, fingers tracing the burned edges. "We need more information about the men you fought. About what actually happened back there."

Inari tilted his head, ears catching the faint hum of the wind through the empty corridors. "Rhein isn't always with Xierra. And you—" His gaze shifted sharply to Leopold, "—well, you almost were."

Rhein adjusted Inari on his shoulders, careful and deliberate. The fox did not resist. The human boy rubbed the sleek fur along Inari's head, murmuring in the quiet language of friendship and trust. "Asta was reckless. Hurt himself, yes, but not you. Heath spoke to you then. Now, tell us everything, Inari. What made you stop?"

Inari closed his eyes, resting his head upon crossed paws. His breath was even, slow, as though drawing time itself into his mind, letting memory sift through layers of fire and shadow.

"Let's speak somewhere else."

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Leopold and Rhein walked beside him in silence, each step measured. Neither spoke. Neither pressed. They understood, in their own way, that words sometimes had to wait until the mind was ready.

The hallways stretched long and empty, the usual bustle of the Crimson Lion King headquarters muted by the hour. Even the wind seemed to bow in respect, threading softly through open windows and around the stone pillars. Their footsteps bounced off the marble, punctuating the serenity, a gentle metronome marking the passage of thought.

As they moved, fragments of life passed in quiet observation—mages hurrying along the training grounds, the distant clang of metal meeting metal in the practice yard, the muted glow of lanterns illuminating the familiar halls. Each detail stitched into a tapestry of calm and purpose.

Finally, they reached a familiar room: a library dedicated entirely to the members of the Crimson Lion King Magic Knights.

Bookshelves rose high, each shelf brimming with scrolls and grimoires, some stacked in neat precision, others leaning under the weight of knowledge accumulated over years. The air carried the soft perfume of aged paper and lingering ink—a scent of history and unspoken battles.

Inari's ears twitched, nostrils flaring slightly, as he allowed himself to sink onto a low table, watching the human boys carefully. The library's quiet seemed to cradle them all, holding space for what must be said and what must be remembered.

Xierra's absence from the room was felt—not in emptiness, but as a presence waiting, like the calm before a storm. Inari's amber-tinged eyes swept over the tomes, the scent of the library mingling with the faint trace of her perfume that still clung to the room. He wondered how many of these books she had pored over, how many pages she had touched in search of answers for questions she couldn't say out loud.

Rhein spoke, low and steady, breaking the delicate silence. "Start from the beginning," he urged. "We need the full story, Inari. Everything you saw, everything you felt. Nothing left out."

Inari lifted his head, eyes reflecting the soft lamplight, golden and patient, holding secrets too heavy for human shoulders alone. But he was a spirit. He was a god worshipped by those of the past—in a foreign land, in a vast plane said to hover above the eastern sea.

The past waited in those pages, in those shadows. And he would tell them, carefully, because he could not risk losing the threads that bound Xierra to this moment, or the truths that had hidden themselves in the quiet corners of yesterday.

He let his gaze wander through the towering shelves, committing the place to memory with quiet intent. This was the sort of room his master would adore—the patient hush, the way knowledge slept between leather spines and brittle parchment.

He made a mental note to bring Xierra here next time, already imagining her settling into a corner with a book pressed close to her chest, eyes bright with curiosity.

A faint curve tugged at his muzzle. Another breath left him, heavier than the last.

"The title Master Observer really does suit you," Inari finally remarked, tone light enough to pass as teasing, yet edged with something sincere.

Rhein let out a tired laugh, shoulders loosening despite the exhaustion carved into his posture. He leaned into it, playing along. "I know," he replied, voice thin but amused. "And if you caught that part of the conversation, then you've probably caught everything else that revolves around her, too."

Inari opened his eyes at last. His attention dropped to the polished floor, where two sets of boots slowed and stopped. Rhein and Leopold had settled by the rear windows, sinking into velvet cushions warmed by sunlight spilling through stained glass. Dust motes drifted lazily in the glow, turning the air into something almost dreamlike.

Time moved strangely there.

When they finally stirred again, nearly half a day had slipped past them.

Dawn had chased the sun till noon, then yielded once more without granting a single moment of rest. Inari suspected Rhein might collapse where he sat, breath evening out into sleep—but the boy held on, eyes sharp despite the strain. Perhaps the boy, too, remained in a state of exhaustion.

"You've been trained. Clever, quick to pick up on things," Inari acknowledged. "Sharp, too."

"And she is as well," Rhein countered without hesitation. "Neither of us is blind enough to ignore what happened—what we saw." His mouth flattened as he returned to the subject, carmine eyes reflecting the newborn light beyond the windows. "We noticed how you stopped back there. And it's not like we're going to hurt you if you talk. Or if you don't."

"We wouldn't even if we wanted to," Leopold added with a rough laugh, arms folding as he leaned deeper into the cushion.

But the laughter faded quickly.

What remained was a look that reminded Inari too much of Fuegoleon's stare—unyielding and heavy with expectation. It pressed down on him, urging secrets to surface that he had buried for a reason.

"Only if necessary."

Inari scoffed. "That sounds suspiciously like a threat."

"More of a warning," Rhein clarified. His body stayed loose, deliberately non-threatening. A formality, nothing more. "I don't dislike you, Inari. I don't doubt you. You're good to have around."

"But the higher-ups don't agree," Leopold cut in. "After comparing reports—from the Crimson Lion Kings and the Black Bulls—they've decided you're a separate being from Xierra. No matter what bond you share."

Rhein glanced at the fox. "I don't know how it reached this point. But it did."

Inari dropped from Rhein's shoulders and settled between them, movements unguarded. His muscles eased, confidence settling in. They couldn't harm him—wouldn't, even if they tried. He was a god, an anomaly threaded into this world. At best, their blades would find fur and nothing more.

"And what convinced them?" Inari asked. "I am tied to my master's grimoire. If she dies, I fade with it. That truth doesn't change, no matter how they wish to name me."

"Spells don't think," Rhein replied, fatigue seeping through his patience. "They don't speak. No one has ever seen a talking 'spell.'" He rubbed at his temples, eyes closing briefly. "You're bound to her grimoire—but you didn't originate from it. Isn't that right?"

Inari gave a low hum. "Yes. And no."

Rhein's brows knit together. "That explanation helps no one."

He rested his head against his palm by the sill, fingers tapping lightly as he waited for Inari's gaze. Distrust flickered in those pale gold eyes—Rhein had learned to spot it. All the charm and cleverness that foxes displayed were masks. To the world, Inari was nothing more than an animal beside a girl.

But now—

His expression shifted.

The brightness dulled. His ears twitched unevenly, tail slowing its habitual sway. A quiet sorrow settled into his posture, subtle but unmistakable.

Rhein exchanged a glance with Leopold. The older boy lifted a brow, helpless, gesturing back at Inari. Neither knew how to move forward.

"We are spirits," Inari spoke at last.

The words broke off slightly as they left him. "Something you will never truly grasp. Beings beyond your world—beyond what you are meant to understand."

Rhein startled, breath catching. Inari was gone.

No flash, no trace—just absence.

Yet his voice remained, stripped of its usual sharpness, carrying a weight neither boy had heard before.

Rhein swallowed hard.

We.

Inari had spoken of himself as many.

But there had only ever been one fox.

They were humans. Magic Knights. Not spirits.

Not whatever Inari had just revealed. A pause stretched between them, thick with realization. Then the voice returned, hollow and resigned.

"We are something humans would never come to peace with."

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There was no dream this time.

No shrieking, no wails of souls clawing for freedom, no fire consuming the walls, no rivers of blood pooling beneath her. Just silence—soft, patient, almost idyllic—and the dim glow of early morning brushing the edges of her room.

Xierra blinked, the world around her slow to register. Her sheets clung to her skin, still warm from sleep, and the hollow quiet of her room felt unreal after the chaos of recent days. A thin shaft of sunlight squeezed through the curtains, pale and diffused, illuminating the small motes of dust that danced like tiny stars in the air.

She shifted, stretching her limbs with a groan that was half contentment, half weariness, and rubbed her eyes until the sleepiness ebbed enough to think. A yawn slipped past her lips, soft and unrestrained.

"Awake now, Master?"

The familiar, velvety depth of Inari's voice drew her attention. He perched gracefully on the edge of her bed, tails swaying with gentle arcs, his golden eyes catching the light of the morning. "You can sleep longer. There's still time before the meeting."

Xierra turned her head, pressing into her pillow just enough to feel his warmth radiate beside her. She giggled, a short, amused sound that bounced in the quiet room. "No, I think I've had enough sleep." Her voice was rougher than usual, scratchy from the deep rest she had taken.

Sliding from the bed, she crossed to the corner of her room where the teapot and cups waited. Steam curled lazily from the brown liquid, carrying the scent of something floral and honeyed. She lifted the cup, inhaling deeply before taking a sip. The warmth spread through her chest, gentle and steady.

"Freshly stocked," Inari said with a grin. "The boys got them for you."

"Rhein and Leopold?" she asked, letting the words spill between sips. "This tastes amazing! I wonder what they brewed it with."

Inari hopped onto a nearby chair, nose twitching as he sniffed the cup she extended toward him. "Lavender," he said. "And a bit of honey to sweeten, faint but present. Not too much."

She hummed, a quiet sound of contentment, eyes narrowing thoughtfully. "How long have I been asleep?"

"Not too long," Inari replied, moving to tug the curtains aside with his teeth. Sunlight streamed in more fully, illuminating the specks of dust in the air, golden against the rich reds and browns of the room.

"There was even enough time to meet your little friends."

Xierra froze mid-sip, the cup hovering at her lips. Her gaze locked on him, and she felt it—the subtle shift in his smile, sly and crooked in a way that promised mischief and secrets. Hair on her arms rose at the sight.

"Did you do something to them?" she asked, teasing, finishing her tea in careful sips as she watched his reaction.

Inari's ears twitched, and he glanced away, a faint flush coloring his fur. "No, what do you take me for? It's just a little story time, Master," he replied, carefully neutral.

"Suspicious. Very suspicious," Xierra muttered, though her lips tugged into a small grin.

From the doorway, Rhein's head peeked in, messy hair catching the sunlight, a half-lazy grin on his tired face.

"He told us much about Hage. Nothing dangerous. Don't worry." His voice was light, playful despite the exhaustion that weighed his movements down.

"Oh. My bad," Xierra said, setting her cup down with a small clink. She padded over to him, smiling as brightly as she could. "Good morning, Rhein."

"Morning!" he replied with a burst of energy, a laugh that reminded her how stubbornly alive he was despite weariness.

"Or afternoon," Xierra mumbled, eyes glancing at the clock perched on one wall of her room, chuckling at the time. "This is the first time I woke up this late into the day."

"Really?" Rhein laughed, taking a seat by the edge of her bed. "You should get used to it. Oh, and did you like the tea? My brother got it for me a while back. Thought you might enjoy it."

"I did! It's wonderful," Xierra replied, bouncing slightly on her spot, happiness spilling in short, gleeful bursts. "Thank you so much."

"And don't worry," Rhein added, tilting his head. "Neither Leo nor I came into your room. Inari brought it in for us."

Xierra's laugh was soft, genuine, filling the quiet of the morning. Inari flicked his tail with amusement, settling on the floor beside her. "Not everyone would face death on their first mission," he said, eyes meeting hers briefly. "It's something none of us will forget."

"Time to get ready," Xierra reminded herself, retreating to her wardrobe to rummage through her clean sets of clothes. She ignored Rhein's light laugh from the doorway, too eager to move and feel normal again.

"Take your time," Rhein called, voice softening. "Inari and I will wait outside."

"All right!" Xierra replied, the small thrill of normalcy threading warmth through her chest. The sun's rays fell across her room like a promise: the day had begun, albeit a bit late, and she was ready to face it, whatever it might bring.

Rhein stepped out first, fingers curling around Inari's scruff with practiced ease as he guided the fox beyond the threshold. The door shut behind them with a firm press of wood against the frame. He leaned back against it, arms folding across his chest, the memory of her bright voice and animated movements still warm in his mind.

A quiet laugh escaped him before he could stop it. His eyes creased at the corners, not from exhaustion this time, but from something gentler—an old, half-forgotten joy. The kind that came with realizing he had found someone new to stand beside, someone whose presence didn't demand caution or a mask. Someone who fit, effortlessly, into the spaces between Leo's noise and his siblings' expectations.

The laughter faded naturally. Rhein drew a steady breath and lifted his gaze.

The headquarters opened wide before him, an expanse of stone and sky where corridors gave way to open air.

Pillars rose like patient barks, pale and weathered, holding up nothing but clouds and sunlight. Low walls traced the edges, their height just shy of comfort, as if daring anyone to lean too far and tumble into the grass below. Morning stretched lazily across the grounds, dew clinging to leaves, the scent of earth still cool and untouched.

Inari leapt onto one of the low barriers, landing with effortless grace. He settled there, tail slipping over the edge, brushing the stone in slow, idle sweeps as the breeze toyed with his fur. His gaze flicked sideways, sharp and knowing. "Happy, much?"

Rhein glanced at him, a grin tugging crookedly at his lips. He didn't bother denying it.

"Shouldn't you be thanking me?" he drawled, voice lilting with mischief, "Oh, great Inari Ōkami?"

Inari snapped at the air where Rhein's hand had been a second earlier, claws grazing nothing but sunlight. Rhein twisted away easily, laughter spilling free, light and unguarded.

"...Thank you," Inari muttered at last.

The word sounded foreign on his tongue. He dipped his head briefly, then lifted it again, eyes reflecting the sky as dawn fully claimed the horizon. Pale gold bled into soft blues, clouds drifting apart as the sun rose with quiet authority. The world turned, as it always did, indifferent to secrets and vows alike.

"Thank you," Inari repeated, steadier this time. "For keeping our secret."

Rhein stepped closer to the low wall and leaned forward, forearms resting against the stone. The height met him at the thighs, letting him fold comfortably into the view. His voice carried no teasing now. "There's nothing to thank me for. Anyone would've done the same—especially when it comes to spirits."

Inari let out a low breath. "It wasn't meant to be hidden."

"It's to protect her," Rhein replied without hesitation.

The fox stilled. Then, slowly, he nodded. "It is." A pause followed, heavy with unspoken thoughts. "You're right. Completely."

Rhein's shoulders eased. "Then there's nothing to worry about. Leo and I—we'll help you."

Inari turned fully toward him.

For a being who had watched centuries fold into dust, who had seen promises rot and faith fracture under human hands, this moment struck deeper than expected. A boy stood before him—tired, stubborn, painfully human—and yet his words carried weight. Comfort. Assurance.

Inari inhaled through his nose and allowed himself to accept it.

"The problem remains," he said quietly. "And the answer this world demands... I haven't found it yet."

Rhein tapped his foot against the stone, sunlight catching in his hair as he smiled, easy and sure. "Then take your time. We're not going anywhere."

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Xierra's hand hovered just above the doorknob, frozen in a moment that felt like the world itself had paused. From beyond the wood, faint words floated through the still morning air, soft and warm with camaraderie. Her mind didn't wander—no, she was present, alert, weighing each inflection, each pause, each subtle truth behind the laughter and gestures.

Clouds of thought might drift through her head at times, but she was far from naive. She wouldn't blindly trust the carefully crafted masks they wore.

"'Spirits,' huh..." she muttered under her breath, letting the word curl around her tongue. Inari had used it often, his voice carrying reverence for the beings he claimed were beyond the mortal world. It was no novelty to her now.

She remembered the shimmer in his golden eyes when he spoke of them, the weight behind his tail's sway as if the wind itself bent to hear his story. He had called himself one of them, yet stood by her, faithful, unwavering.

Her fingers found the small fox mask tucked in her pouch, the cool metal pressing against her palm. It was a symbol, a reminder of Inari's words, of spirits, of something both ethereal and tangible. She traced its edges with her thumb, letting the smooth contours ground her.

A deep breath followed, steadying the stirrings of doubt that sought to twist her resolve.

Xierra shook her head, sweeping away lingering skepticism.

She chose trust, not blind, but deliberate—trust in Inari, in his guidance, in the way he had protected her through nights she couldn't bear to remember.

Not the shadows he held, not the whispered lies or half-truths, but the steady, unwavering essence beneath. Sincerity, rare and unyielding, was something she recognized instantly.

She could see it in him.

And she would wait for it to fully reveal itself.

Years, decades, even time meant little in the presence of something genuine. She would wait. For answers. For explanations. For truths buried behind mysteries, she wasn't yet ready to untangle.

She would stand ready, patient, as she had been taught by the only being in this world who seemed capable of guarding both her body and her heart.

"And when the time comes..." she whispered, voice soft, yet sure, letting it curl around her thoughts like a promise. A familiar nudging brushed her throat, subtle, like a ghost of memory brushing the skin.

Her mind swirled, hazy yet clear in all the right ways. A voice she had learned to recognize returned, gentle but insistent.

When the time comes, you'll fight and protect them too. Right?

"Right," she murmured back, letting her lips curve into a small, resolute smile. The voice was hers, and yet not at the same time. Someone like her, yet so apart from herself. A companion in thought, a ghostly guardian, or perhaps a fragment of herself she had yet to understand.

She didn't question it further. She didn't need to. Whatever the source, it bore no malice. Anger might flare occasionally, faintly, but never cruelty.

Steeling herself, Xierra pushed open the door, letting the shadows of uncertainty fall away. The dark corridors of intrusive thoughts could wait; she did not need them now. Only the warmth of sunlight spilling through the hall and the presence of those who mattered could fill this moment.

Grinning, she stepped forward, brushing invisible dust from her resolve. "Should we go now? The captain's probably waiting."

Rhein looked back over his shoulder, laughter soft and teasing, carrying the ease of early morning. "Nah, just take your time. I had planned for both of us to report, but Leo and I already did. The captain said to come when you're ready."

Xierra's eyebrows shot up, indignation flashing like lightning. "Wh—? You reported without me?!"

"Inari warned us," Rhein continued with a chuckle, shrugging as if it were nothing. "You were sleeping so soundly, we didn't dare disturb you."

"Inari!" she exclaimed, spinning toward the fox, finger wagging with mock accusation.

The fox, perched on the edge of the wall with his tail flicking lazily, feigned innocence. "What? I said what I had to. You need your rest, Master."

"Hey, now. At least you got your very-much-needed beauty sleep, eh?" Rhein teased, a grin tugging at the corners of his lips, eyes alight with mischief.

Xierra's glare could have cut glass. She had never hated Rhein's snickering quite like this before. But even in her frustration, there was warmth—a quiet acknowledgment that no matter how exasperating, no one had watched over her with such care, or waited so patiently for her to rise.

Her lips quirked despite herself.

"Let's just go."

To Be Continued...

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