๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ'๐ ๐ฃ.๐ข.๐ฉ.
It was half an hour past six in the evening when the shoot was wrapped up. I was surprised to see Sir Xyryx all smiles even when we finished at sundown. I am now in my waiting room preparing to leave. I cannot help but feel nervous and anxious all at the same time. I am also worried that Ashe might go back on his words.
While gathering my things, there was a knock on the door. I zipped up my bag and went to open it. "๐๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ฒ ๐ด๐ผ ๐ป๐ผ๐?" Ashe asked indifferently. I was shocked to see him by the door that all I could do was nod. He started walking away from me and that was when I got back to myself. I closed the door and quickly followed him. He was greeting everyone and wishing them a good night. I followed after him doing the same. I cannot seem to find Leif so I might just send him a message later.
We went to the elevators that led down the ground floor. "๐ง-๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ'๐ ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ณ๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐๐ป ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐. ๐ช-๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฏ ๐๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฟ๐๐?" I asked when we were about to reach the building's main door. "๐'๐บ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐๐ป๐ด๐ฟ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐. ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ผ๐๐ป ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐ด๐ต. ๐๐ฒ๐'๐ ๐ด๐ผ." he replied while walking down the front stairs.
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I had bought two slices of cakes and two orders of coffee for the two of us. I had Ashe settle in the living room while I prepared the food I bought. I took a deep breath before going to the living room. Placing the tray containing the cakes and coffees on the coffee table, I sat on the single sofa across where Ashe is sitting.
"๐๐ฒ๐'๐ ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฟ๐๐." I said taking the strawberry cake. He took the coffee and sipped on it. I was about to finish my cake when I noticed he had already finished his coffee but did not even touch the cake. "๐๐ผ๐ป'๐ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ฐ๐ผ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐?" I asked. "๐ก๐ผ. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป'๐ ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐ฒโฆ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด๐. ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ผ๐บ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป'๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ๐น๐ถ๐ฑ." he said. I glanced back up at him. I think it is time to start this talk. "๐ช๐ต๐ผ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐?" I asked, meaning to know his full name.
"๐'๐บ ๐๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ผ ๐๐๐ป๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ฎ." he said followed by silence. He opened his mouth and shut it again several times, looking like he was debating with himself to say something more or to end it there. "๐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ ๐ฎ ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ๐น๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐๐น๐ฒ. ๐๐น๐น ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ. ๐ง๐ต๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ผ๐๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐๐. ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ." he finally said after debating in his mind. "๐ช๐ต๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ธ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐'๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ณ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐บ๐ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ?" I braved myself to ask. "๐๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ. ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ." I gasped at the sudden confession. "๐ช๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ด๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐ฐ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ด๐ผ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ผ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ผ๐๐ป. ๐ช๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น ๐พ๐๐ถ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ. ๐ช๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ณ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ." I am talking to an enigma incarnate, face to face, in flesh and bones. I shuddered at the realisation.
It was all too much to absorb at once. I was absentmindedly playing with my fingers while listening to what this man had to say. I will myself to understand and hold a grip on what this man before me had said. I searched his face, anything that might confirm that he was just joking, but I found none. Instead, I noticed his formerly gleaming silver highlights becoming the colour of the rest of his hair, and his hazel brown eyes are now turning to electric blue. His sudden change in appearance is just a push for me to finally believe in him.
"๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฑ... ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐'๐บ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ. ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ป ๐ต๐ผ๐ ๐ ๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ, ๐ต๐ผ๐ ๐๐ผ? ๐-๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐น๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ด๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ?" I was gushing words after words. He sighed again. "๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ, ๐๐ผ๐๐ป๐ด ๐น๐ฎ๐ฑ๐. ๐๐๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ผ ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ด๐ผ๐ ๐ฎ ๐๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ, ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐?" I shivered and nodded absentmindedly.
"๐ฌ๐ผ๐๐ฟ... ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ. ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐ฒ๐น๐น๐ ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ. ๐๐ ๐๐บ๐ฒ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ผ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐๐บ๐ฒ๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ฑ. ๐๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ๐ ๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ผ ๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ป๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ถ๐, ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐๐๐ฎ๐น. ๐๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ป๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป๐๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ๐บ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป." I felt fear eating me whole. I was drowning in my own thoughts when a memory snapped.
"๐ฌ๐ผ๐" I gasped as I pointed to Ashe in front of me. He jumped at my sudden utterness of words. He looked at me quizzically. "๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป'๐ ๐ฎ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐๐ฐ๐ต, ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐?" I asked. "๐ฌ๐ผ๐๐ป๐ด ๐น๐ฎ๐ฑ๐, ๐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ป ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐น๐ ๐ฎ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐บ๐ ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ." he calmly replied. "๐๐๐ ๐... ๐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ." he continued, voice just above a whisper.
It was now my turn to look at him quizzically. "๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ป?" I questioned. "๐๐ฎ๐บ๐ป. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป'๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ ๐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐น๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ฎ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ต๐๐บ๐ฎ๐ป." I heard him mutter that only made my brows furrow more.
"๐๐ถ๐ฟ๐๐, ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ธ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ? ๐ง๐ต๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ผ ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐." he suddenly questioned. "๐ช๐ต๐ฎ-" I opened my mouth to question but he cut me off. "๐๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป!" he said. I sighed before answering "๐๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฟ, ๐ท๐ฒ๐ ๐ฏ๐น๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐, ๐ถ๐ป๐ต๐๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐น๐ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐ป๐ด, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ณ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐บ๐ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ." I answered. "๐ง๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐ป๐ผ๐ฟ๐บ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ, ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ, ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ป ๐ต๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฒ๐น๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐น๐๐ฒ ๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ต ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐น ๐ฏ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ป ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐น๐ฒ๐ณ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ถ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ฎ ๐ณ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ต ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฎ ๐น๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ป." he explained.
"๐๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐... ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ." I whispered my realisation. "๐-๐๐'๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ ๐'๐บ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐." he said only above a whisper.
"๐'๐บ... ๐'๐บ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ, ๐ ๐ด๐๐ฒ๐๐." he said, quivering like he was afraid himself. He fell silent. We fell silent. Only the silent taps of the raindrops to the house roofs can be heard. I did not even notice that it had started raining outside. Heavy atmosphere engulfing our bodies as we both keep our minds wrapped around what was said.
A sigh left him after a few moments getting my attention. It feels colder as the night gets deeper even when the air conditioning in my house is not that cold. "๐๐ผ๐ผ๐ธ, ๐ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ป๐ผ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฟ๐บ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐. ๐๐๐๐..." he sighs again. "๐๐๐๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ณ๐๐น ๐ป๐ฒ๐ ๐ ๐๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ. ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป'๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐บ๐ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ผ ๐๐ถ๐น๐น ๐น๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ถ๐น๐น ๐ต๐ฒ๐น๐ฝ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ด๐ฒ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐ด๐ต๐ ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป." he continued and that was what pulled my thoughts back to me. "๐๐ ๐ฐ๐๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฒ?" I shrieked when what he uttered sank in to me.
"๐๐ผ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ธ ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ... ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ ๐ผ๐ป ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ฑ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ธ ๐บ๐ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฟ๐? ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐ณ-๐๐ฐ๐ธ? ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป'๐ ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ป ๐๐ฒ๐น๐น ๐ฎ๐ป๐๐ฏ๐ผ๐ฑ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ป๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ป ๐ถ๐ณ ๐บ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐ณ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฎ๐น๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ ๐ต๐ผ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฒ๐น๐น ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐ ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฝ๐น๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป ๐ถ๐ ๐ฎ๐น๐น ๐๐ผ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ? ๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐? ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ป๐ผ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฟ๐บ? ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐ ๐ธ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐ถ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ป๐ผ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฟ๐บ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ผ๐'๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐น๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น?" I blurted straight. I do not even know if he understood any of it. He sighed again for what felt like the nth time since we started our conversation.
"๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐ฑ๐ผ๐ป'๐ ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ป ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ป๐ผ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฟ๐บ ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฑ. ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ด๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ, ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ. ๐๐๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น๐น๐ ๐ถ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ป'๐ ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น ๐ณ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐ป๐ผ๐๐ด๐ต. ๐๐ ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐ฎ ๐๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐ป๐๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐น๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐บ๐ฒ๐น๐น ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐น๐ถ๐ณ๐ฒ. ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ป'๐ ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฏ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐๐น๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐. ๐ ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ป, ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ๐ป'๐ ๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐ธ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ผ ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐น๐ฑ ๐๐๐ถ๐น๐น ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ณ๐๐น ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ป ๐ถ๐ป ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐๐น๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐." I warily eyed him only to notice that I was still sitting holding on to the empty cup of coffee, hands quivering.
I stood up. I do not really know what to do right now. Heck, I cannot even point a finger on what I am feeling right now. Emotions surge through my whole being clouding my rationality. I stared at him for a while longer until he spoke again. "๐'๐น๐น ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฒ. ๐๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ณ๐๐น ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ณ๐๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ป๐ฑ๐ ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ผ๐ป ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฝ๐ผ๐๐๐ถ๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ." he said and started walking to the direction of the door.
I collected the dishes we used and started to clean up. I do not know what to do or if I should listen to him and believe in him, but I felt his sincerity when he said he meant no harm. I mean, some might say he might be telling the truth by the way he saved me several times, but he is still like my perpetrators. He might be after my blood too.
