Because knowing it's impossible, the notion in her heart to interfere with the young master's emotions is essentially a comfort for her own uselessness—it's self-deception—Miss Qing's thoughts are truly weak.
Either you give up directly like Liu Qingluo.
Or you remain guilt-free like the typical girls in Flower Moon Building.
This unwillingness to give up yet fear of failure is the most disgraceful; it's like comforting oneself: as long as I don't confess, I won't be rejected, there's still a chance.
Isn't this just deceiving oneself?
"Don't hold back, say it if you want." Ah Qing spread her hands: "I'm actually just someone who achieves nothing but comforts myself with such thoughts—so useless...right?"
"Not at all." Although Huang'Er understood clearly, she still defended Ah Qing.
