The woman was confessing, but in reality, she was recounting her bitter past.
She lost her parents at a young age and was taken in and cared for by other believers under the radiance of the Goddess. However, her foster parents also died in an attack by Outer Zone players. She spent two years moving between neighbors' homes before finally entering an institution similar to a welfare home specially set up for orphans of believers.
Here, she lived neither poorly nor well. The adults, after being baptized, were very patient with the children, never beating or scolding them. However, the children, not yet bathed in the radiance of the Goddess, did not understand compassion or how to associate kindly with others. She was often bullied and went hungry frequently. When she told the adults, they pitied her but were also extremely lenient towards the children bullying her.
