Luciano can't see.

Claudia can. She just chooses not to. 

She's his caregiver, his eyes and his crutch. The one who describes the sunset he'll never witness and the one who helps him see himself in the light. 

Luciano's cruelty isn't a condition, it's a choice. You would think that this would make Claudia, wary, observant and careful.

Instead, Claudia is blind to every one of his red flags. 

Because she catalogs every one of his smiles and misses every one of his threats. She memorizes the way his hands shake when he's scared and ignores the way they shake when he's angry at her. 

Luciano lost his sight in an accident.

Claudia is losing hers in devotion.

And love, she's learning, is the only disability you choose.

I know, I KNOW. I haven't touched this book for well over 2 years and I am so so sorry to those who actually liked this book. 


I wrote this book when I was 14. I'm 19 now, and looking back, I absolutely hate it. Which is why I feel like a revamp is necessary because you guys deserve so much better. 


Old chapters stay up so you can see the glow-up. New chapters start now.


If you're new here: welcome to the mess. If you've been here since 14-year-old me: thank you for not leaving.


Chapter 21 starts the real story. Buckle up.


Also, what do we think about the new cover? (also, there's a new book description. please check it out for the full experience) 


Chapter 21 - authors note