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Chapter 10 - Chapter 10: Something Already Decided

The morning came quietly, but there was something different about the small house.

Elsha noticed it before Jasmine even spoke.

Usually, the sound of movement inside the room was enough to tell him she was awake. A cupboard opening, the scrape of a chair against the floor, the soft footsteps she made whenever she moved around the house. Since she had started staying with him, the place had slowly developed a strange rhythm that had not existed before. It was still his house, still the same old iron-sheet walls and worn furniture, but there was now another presence inside it.

That morning, however, the room remained unusually quiet.

Elsha sat near the small table, preparing breakfast. A little flour, some eggs, and tea were all he could manage without spending more than he wanted. He had already prepared lunch that Jasmine could eat later while he was at the stall. He placed the food on the table and looked toward the bed.

Jasmine was awake.

She was lying on her back, staring at the ceiling.

"You're awake," Elsha said.

She turned her head toward him.

"Yes."

"You've been awake for a while."

She pushed herself up slowly and sat against the wall.

"I couldn't sleep."

Elsha looked at her for a moment before returning his attention to the table.

"Bad dreams?"

"No."

He placed a cup of tea in front of her.

"Then what?"

Jasmine wrapped both hands around the cup, allowing the warmth to settle into her fingers.

"I was thinking."

"That usually causes problems."

She gave him a small smile, but it disappeared almost immediately.

"You really don't take anything seriously, do you?"

"I take important things seriously."

"And I'm not important?"

Elsha glanced at her.

"I didn't say that."

Jasmine lowered her eyes to the tea.

For several seconds, neither of them spoke.

Outside, Nairobi was already beginning its daily struggle. A distant matatu horn sounded from the road. Somewhere nearby, a woman called out to someone across the compound, while the footsteps of people heading toward work passed intermittently beyond the thin walls of the house.

It was an ordinary morning.

Yet Jasmine looked as though she had been awake all night fighting a battle nobody else could see.

Elsha sat opposite her.

"You're thinking about Saturday."

It wasn't a question.

Jasmine's fingers tightened slightly around the cup.

"How did you know?"

"You've been thinking about it since yesterday."

She looked at him.

"I didn't tell you that."

"You didn't have to."

She studied him for a moment, almost as if she were trying to understand how he noticed things without asking many questions.

"You notice too much."

"I've been told that before."

A faint smile touched her lips.

Then she looked away.

Saturday.

The word had been following her for days.

It was on her phone. It was in the messages she kept deleting. It was in the thoughts that returned whenever the room became quiet. Even when she tried to focus on something else, some part of her mind kept counting the days.

She had known this moment would come.

She just hadn't expected to spend it sitting in a small house with a man she had met by accident.

"I don't want to go," she said quietly.

Elsha leaned back.

"Then don't."

Jasmine looked at him.

"You make it sound easy."

"It is easy."

"No, it isn't."

"Then explain why."

She hesitated.

Elsha waited.

He had learned long ago that silence could tell him more than questions. People often revealed things when they were given enough room to choose their own words.

Jasmine looked down at the table.

"My family has already decided what happens next."

Elsha's expression remained calm.

"Next?"

She nodded.

"With my life."

He said nothing.

Jasmine took a slow breath.

"They decided a long time ago."

"And you don't agree."

She laughed quietly, but there was no amusement in it.

"Do I look like I agree?"

"No."

"Then you understand."

"I understand that you don't want something."

"That isn't the same thing."

Elsha looked at her carefully.

"No. It isn't."

She remained silent.

For a moment, he thought she would say more, but she didn't.

Instead, she picked up a piece of food and barely touched it.

Elsha noticed.

"You should eat."

"I don't feel hungry."

"You haven't eaten properly since yesterday."

"I'll eat later."

He shook his head.

"You'll eat now."

Jasmine looked at him.

"Are you always this bossy?"

"When people don't eat my food, yes."

She smiled faintly.

That small moment of normality eased some of the tension in the room.

Jasmine eventually began eating.

Elsha watched her for a few seconds before standing.

"I'll be late."

"You're going to your business?"

"Yes."

She looked toward him.

"You really go there every day?"

"Yes."

"Even when something is wrong?"

"Especially when something is wrong."

She seemed to find that answer strange.

"Why?"

"Because the meat still needs selling."

Jasmine shook her head.

"You're impossible."

"Maybe."

He picked up the container he had prepared for his lunch and moved toward the door.

Before opening it, he looked back at her.

"Don't go anywhere today."

She frowned.

"I wasn't planning to."

"Good."

He opened the door.

"Elsha."

He stopped.

She was looking at him with a seriousness he hadn't seen that morning.

"Thank you."

He nodded.

Then he left.

The walk toward the market was familiar enough to clear his mind.

Nairobi was already moving at full speed. Matatus squeezed through gaps that seemed too small for them, conductors called destinations from open doors, boda bodas slipped between vehicles, and pedestrians crossed roads with the confidence of people who had done it a thousand times.

Elsha moved through it all without hurry.

There was something comforting about the city's disorder.

Nobody cared who he had been.

Nobody cared what he could do.

To everyone around him, he was simply a young man heading to work.

That was exactly how he wanted it.

By the time he reached the market, Esther was already arranging clothes outside her stall.

She looked up when she saw him.

"Morning, Elsha."

"Morning."

She watched him put down his things.

"You came early again."

"You said yesterday that someone had to keep this place alive."

Esther smiled.

"So you listened?"

"Unfortunately."

She laughed and continued arranging the clothes.

After a moment, she glanced toward the road.

"That girl hasn't come to your business again?"

Elsha looked at her.

"Not today."

"I thought she might."

"Why?"

Esther shrugged.

"She seemed interested in your meat."

"She wasn't."

"You seem very sure."

"I know what people look like when they want meat."

Esther laughed.

"Then what did she want?"

Elsha gave her a brief look.

"Nothing."

Esther studied him, but she didn't push.

That was one of the things Elsha appreciated about her.

She noticed things, but she understood that not everything needed to become a conversation.

Soon the market became busy.

Customers gathered around his stall, asking for different portions and bargaining over prices. The smell of charcoal and roasting meat filled the air as Elsha worked. He moved naturally, cutting pieces, seasoning them, and placing them over the fire.

For a few hours, everything was simple.

He liked that.

There was a satisfaction in knowing exactly what needed to be done.

No mysteries.

No cultivation.

No enemies.

No ancient power sleeping inside him.

Just work.

Now and then, his mind returned to Jasmine.

He remembered her expression that morning.

He remembered the way she had said that her family had already decided what would happen next.

He had lived long enough to understand the weight behind those words.

People rarely used that kind of language when talking about ordinary family disagreements.

There was something deeper.

Something already in motion.

Yet Elsha refused to involve himself.

He had promised himself that he would live differently this time.

His previous life had been filled with people who wanted to control destiny itself. Powerful families, sects, enemies, allies, and countless others had always believed they had the right to decide how another person should live.

He had spent too long fighting against such people.

He had no intention of bringing that life into this one.

At midday, Esther handed him a bottle of water.

"You've been quiet."

"I'm always quiet."

"More than usual."

Elsha accepted the bottle.

"Maybe I'm thinking."

"That's dangerous."

He smiled.

"That's what someone told me this morning."

Esther looked at him curiously.

"Someone?"

He took a drink.

"Forget it."

She shook her head.

"You see, that's exactly why I don't ask you questions. You answer half of them."

Elsha smiled.

"That is enough."

She returned to her stall.

The afternoon passed.

By the time the market began to slow down, Elsha had almost managed to push Jasmine's situation from his thoughts.

Almost.

He closed his stall later than usual and started the journey home.

Traffic had thickened by then. Nairobi's roads seemed to become more impatient as evening approached. Vehicles crowded together, horns sounded from every direction, and people hurried toward stages before the roads became even worse.

Elsha stood among them, waiting.

He looked at the city lights and thought about how different this life was from the one he remembered.

There had been a time when he could cross vast distances without touching the ground.

A time when mountains were nothing more than obstacles.

A time when his name had carried enough weight to silence entire groups of people.

Now he waited for public transport with everyone else.

And somehow, he preferred it.

When he finally reached his neighborhood, darkness had already settled.

He walked toward his house expecting to find Jasmine exactly where he had left her.

Instead, when he opened the door, he found her sitting near the window.

She turned when she heard him.

"You're back."

"Yes."

She looked at the food container in his hand.

"You didn't eat."

"I did."

She raised an eyebrow.

"You're lying."

Elsha placed the container down.

"How do you know?"

"You always come home looking tired when you haven't eaten."

He stared at her.

"You've known me for how long?"

"Long enough."

He almost smiled.

Jasmine stood and walked toward the small table.

"I kept your food warm."

"You didn't have to."

"I know."

He sat down.

For a moment, the room felt strangely comfortable.

Jasmine served him food, then sat opposite him.

She seemed less frightened than she had been in the morning, but there was still a heaviness behind her eyes.

Elsha noticed.

"You still haven't told me."

"Told you what?"

"What happens on Saturday."

Her hands became still.

"I told you my family has decided something."

"You did."

"But you want to know what."

"I didn't say that."

"You're asking."

"I'm asking because you're staying in my house."

She looked at him.

"That means you care?"

"It means I don't like surprises."

Jasmine smiled slightly.

"You're very honest."

"I try to be."

She lowered her gaze.

"My family believes they know what's best for me."

Elsha continued eating.

"They probably believe they're protecting you."

"They aren't."

"Then what are they doing?"

"Deciding."

The word came out quietly.

But this time there was anger behind it.

Jasmine looked toward the window.

"They have planned things for me for years. Where I should go. Who I should meet. What kind of people I should spend time with. What my future should look like."

Elsha stopped eating.

"And you accepted that?"

"I was younger."

"And now?"

"Now I know what it feels like to have everyone around you telling you what your life is supposed to be."

She looked at him.

"I don't want that anymore."

Elsha stared at her.

For a moment, something old stirred inside him.

Not power.

Not an aura.

A memory.

There had been people who had once tried to decide his path for him too. People who believed strength gave them the right to determine the fate of others.

He remembered what it felt like to realize that the life he thought belonged to him had slowly become something other people controlled.

He looked away.

"If people are deciding your life for you," he said, "then you have to decide whether you're willing to live it."

Jasmine's eyes remained on him.

"And what if I can't change it?"

"You can."

"What if changing it hurts people?"

"It will."

She looked surprised by how quickly he answered.

Elsha continued eating.

"Doing what you want doesn't mean nobody gets hurt."

"That sounds selfish."

"Maybe."

He paused.

"But living your entire life for other people is not kindness either."

Jasmine became quiet.

The words seemed to settle somewhere inside her.

Outside, the neighborhood had grown quieter. A motorcycle passed along the road, its engine fading into the distance. Somewhere nearby, a radio played softly behind a closed window.

Jasmine reached for her phone.

The screen lit up.

Elsha didn't intend to look.

He wasn't trying to invade her privacy.

But the change in her face made him notice.

She had received another message.

She read it.

Her shoulders stiffened.

"What is it?" Elsha asked.

She locked the phone.

"Nothing."

He looked at her.

She gave him the same answer she had given him before.

But this time he knew better.

"It isn't nothing."

Jasmine remained silent.

Elsha waited.

Finally, she unlocked the phone again and stared at the message.

Saturday. Seven o'clock. Be ready. Everything has already been arranged.

She didn't show him.

She didn't need to.

He had already seen enough.

"Are they coming for you?" he asked.

Jasmine shook her head.

"No."

"Then what?"

She swallowed.

"They expect me to go."

"Where?"

She looked at him.

"I don't know how to explain it."

"Try."

She stared at the phone for several seconds before placing it face down on the table.

"My family has made a decision."

Elsha waited.

"They made it without asking me."

"What decision?"

Jasmine's eyes slowly lifted to his.

For a moment, it seemed as though she was finally going to tell him everything.

Instead, she whispered, "Something about my future."

The room became quiet.

Elsha leaned back in his chair.

He could have asked more.

He could have pushed.

But he remembered the promise he had made to himself.

He didn't want another person's trouble becoming his.

Not again.

"Whatever it is," he said, "you still have a choice."

Jasmine looked down.

"I don't think I do."

Elsha studied her face.

"You always have a choice."

She didn't answer.

Her phone vibrated again.

Neither of them moved at first.

Jasmine slowly picked it up.

This time, the message was shorter.

Seven o'clock. Don't disappoint us.

She stared at the screen.

Then she turned the phone off completely.

Elsha watched her.

He did not ask who had sent it.

He did not ask what would happen on Saturday.

But for the first time, he understood something clearly.

Jasmine was not simply running away from her family.

She was running from a future they had already chosen for her.

And whatever was waiting for her on Saturday had been decided long before she ever met him.

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