Even if she tried to forget certain things, there would be a dream that she would experience that would remind her of such things eventually.
It was like she could not escape being influenced by it and the things that tied her to Sofia and Sloane, which only made her feel the need to keep getting stronger and stronger.
The need to compete was much stronger as a result of it, but that kind of motivation could be good in some ways for her.
It was something that provided her with much motivation to keep pushing herself and not give up on herself, even if it meant setting such a big goal for herself.
It would not be suited to others, but it was helpful for her, especially when it came to getting her out of her worst days when she was at her very worst, making her unmotivated and depressed.
In some ways, she was pushing herself a little too hard at times, but that was usually what kept her from being alone with her thoughts.
