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Chapter 80 - Chapter 79

Lady Ixora, Lord Hugh's Daughter POV:

 Lady Ixora felt her stomach tighten as Lord Cassian's arms wrapped around her waist, guiding her toward the waiting cluster of nobles. Every step was measured, every breath calculated. She had to appear poised, flawless, untouchable.

But she could feel his hand slide slightly lower along her waist. She froze, muscles stiff, silently praying for the night to end without incident. Every smile she gave had to mask her discomfort; every nod had to be perfect.

She reminded herself, she was Hugh's daughter. Strength ran in her blood, and she would not falter now.

"Evening, Adam. It has been a while," Cassian greeted an esteemed guest, his voice smooth, practiced, confident.

"Meet my fiancee, Lady Ixora," he added, sweeping his hand toward her.

"Such a lovely lass," the guest said, stepping forward.

Cassian reached down, kissing the glove on her hand. Ixora forced a practiced smile.

"Lovely to make your acquaintance," she said, her voice steady, her tone precise.

But inwardly, she had already zoned out, counting the seconds, tracing the patterned hem of her gown with her mind, and planning each polite word, each gesture. She could feel the eyes of every noble in the room on them, measuring, judging. She could not falter, not for Cassian, not for Hugh, not for herself.

Her heart raced. Her shoulders itched from the tension. Her hands were perfectly still, gloved and delicate, but she could feel every instinct screaming. One wrong move and whispers would follow, and her perfect composure would crumble.

When she could no longer take it she spoke 

"I must excuse myself," Lady Ixora said, her voice steady, gloved fingers lightly touching the guest's arm. "Please, continue your evening."

The gentleman inclined his head politely, and Cassian's grip reluctantly loosened, though his eyes lingered. Ixora gave him a fleeting, polite smile she did not feel, then stepped away.

As she passed, she allowed herself a single glance at a familiar face in the crowd, a silent acknowledgment, a brief warmth that reminded her she was not entirely alone.

Her feet carried her swiftly from the ballroom, almost on autopilot. She needed air. She needed space. Away from the gilded walls, away from whispered politics, away from Cassian.

She found a secluded alcove near a quiet balcony. The chill of the evening wind brushed against her skin, biting at her arms, and she sank onto the stone ledge.

The perfect composure of the ballroom slipped from her shoulders. She felt the weight of the night pressing down on her.

Her lips curved in a dry, bitter laugh, almost hollow. She did not cry, vampiress did not, but the tension twisted in her chest like a coil. Cassian. That insufferable man. She hated him with a sharp, unrelenting edge.

Hopelessness settled over her in heavy waves. She hugged her knees slightly, still wrapped in her shawl, staring at the cold stone below. Her senses still buzzed with the memory of the ballroom, the whispers, the judging eyes, the faint brush of Cassian's hand.

And yet… she was alive. Strong. Immortal. Yet even she could feel the weight of the world pressing down, and for a brief moment, she allowed herself the luxury of quiet despair.

The wind tugged at her hair. She sniffed once, dryly, almost mocking herself, letting the tension roll off in a laugh that carried no warmth, only controlled bitterness.

She closed her eyes briefly, drawing in the cold night air, steeling herself. This night was far from over.

Blended seamlessly into the crowd, Asahel's eyes caught movement near the balcony doors.Lady Ixora, slipping away from the ballroom, her steps hurried but silent, immediately drew his attention. Typhon had instructed him to stay alert, and yet, he couldn't just watch her go.

He followed quietly, moving with practiced ease through the shadows. The young vampiress had not noticed him, too absorbed in her thoughts to sense another presence.

He saw her sniffle, a small, almost inaudible sound that made his chest tighten.

"You are Lord Cassian's fiancée," he said softly.

It wasn't what he had meant to say. The words had formed before he could stop them. But his eyes swept over her anyway, unashamed: the way the evening gown clung just right, the blue of the fabric bringing out the rare warmth in her eyes. Beautiful. 

He shook himself, letting a flash of irritation run through him, his eyes reddened slightly with the reminder of restraint.

Ixora froze, wide-eyed, trying to compose herself. Her hands rubbed at her eyes, attempting a forced smile that failed miserably.

"You don't have to pretend while I'm here," Asahel said, his voice soft but firm.

Her body stiffened at the words, every muscle taut. She wasn't used to anyone noticing beyond appearances. Especially not an ordinary peasant.

"Someone is feeling nosy," Ixora said, arching an eyebrow as she turned to face him. Her lips quirked with amusement. "Belle of the night, are we?"

Asahel tried to crack a joke in return, but it faltered under her sharp gaze. She laughed softly, the sound carrying a warmth that made him shift uneasily.

"You know," he said, clearing his throat, "you could always go home."

"I can't," she replied lightly, shrugging. "I have to… watch, as Cassian's fiancée."

Asahel's jaw tightened at the name. "Is that bastard bothering you?" he growled under his breath, the words low but laced with warning.

A smile found its way to Ixora's face, amused at the abrupt ferocity he displayed over her concern. She wandered a few steps, glancing over the balcony, wondering how the night had twisted so that she now found herself discussing her supposed finacee Lord Cassian, with the very man she found most annoying.

"You could be beheaded for calling a Lord a bastard," she tried to scold, though her tone failed to mask the smile tugging at her lips.

"He's your supposed fiancé," Asahel said, voice quieter now, edged with frustration he refused to disguise.

"Is he?" she murmured, more to herself than him, letting the words hang between them.

Asahel stepped closer, letting his shoulder brush against hers as they leaned against the balcony's cold stone. His voice was low, teasing, yet carried a weight that made her stiff.

"I thought you were Lord Hugh's favorite," he said, eyes glinting. "Didn't think he'd give up his daughter so easily."

Ixora's hands tightened on her shawl. "What do you know? My father is still trying to persuade the king to consider the proposal."

"Doesn't seem so… from here," Asahel said, smirking slightly, letting the wind tug at his dark cloak.

Ixora's eyes flashed, heat rising to her cheeks. "I'm a lady. It's expected that I marry a noble of blood one day. This… this is my destiny."

"Is it?" His question was quiet, almost a challenge.

Her face reddened, and for a heartbeat her pride faltered. Sadness, sharp and heavy, pressed against her chest. She looked away, gripping the balcony ledge as if the stone could steady her.

 She knew Asahel was right. If her father failed to sway the king… she would be forced to wed that bastard.

She could feel the weight of her destiny pressing down, cold and unyielding. Her heart thumped quietly beneath her ribs, a rhythm she could neither control nor ignore.

"I… I can't choose who I want," she whispered, almost to herself, her voice lost to the wind.

Asahel didn't speak. He simply watched her, silent and steady, letting the moment linger. No teasing, no words of comfort, just presence.

"I can't run away," Ixora murmured, her voice tight, almost swallowed by the night air. "It would soil my father's name… He has suffered enough to keep that name."

Asahel scoffed softly, the sound low but sharp. "You're the one marrying Cassian, not him," he said, his tone carrying both disbelief and quiet frustration.

Ixora turned her gaze toward the dark courtyard below, shoulders tense, jaw set. "It doesn't matter," she whispered, more to herself than to him. "I have no choice."

Asahel's eyes narrowed. He stepped a fraction closer, letting the wind tug at his cloak. "You always have a choice," he said quietly, almost a growl. "Even if it's not the one they want you to take."

She glanced at him, her brown eyes flickering with something like hope, but quickly buried under the weight of duty. She gave a small, dry laugh, shaking her head. "Hope… is a luxury for those who can afford it."

Ixora shook her head, trying to force a lighter tone, though her heart still beat heavily in her chest. "Funny," she said, a wry smile tugging at her lips, "how you know what goes on in my life… and yet, I still don't like your guts."

"The feeling is mutual," Asahel replied without hesitation, and they both laughed softly, the sound carried away by the cold night air.

She leaned a little closer, curiosity sparkling despite herself. "Tell me something about you, Asahel," she challenged, the teasing edge in her voice daring him.

He stiffened, a shadow crossing his features. No one ever asked about him. No one.

"There's nothing to tell, princess," he said at first, his voice clipped, a guard's armor around his heart.

"Don't be absurd," Ixora said, shaking her head. "There is always something. Everyone has a story, Asahel. Even you."

For a long moment, he said nothing, his jaw tightening. She watched him, noting the subtle tension in his posture, the way his eyes flicked away, and then back again, betraying a flicker of something he would never admit aloud.

"I didn't grow up with riches and a father like you did," Asahel said quietly, his gaze fixed on the courtyard below. "I never knew my father, and my mother never spoke about him. She worked for nobles… washed their clothes, and we lived off scraps. Some were obnoxious, others… too nice, that it felt like we were begging for their money."

Ixora listened, her heart softening slightly. She had always wondered why he carried that quiet disdain for nobles.

"That's why I couldn't stand them," he continued, his voice low, almost bitter. "She would drag me along to help her. One day… a nobleman harassed her, and I lost it. Attacked him… injured him. Then I ran. Ran like a coward, too afraid to go to jail… or be beheaded."

He spat quietly to the side, his jaw tight, eyes glimmering with a memory that burned. "That was the last time I saw my mother. Not that she would miss me… every time she kept reminding me that I was the reason my father left her."

Ixora's gaze softened. She reached out just slightly, not touching, but letting her presence convey understanding. "No… a mother can't forget her child, trust me. I grew up without one."

"And I felt it", Ixora continued, her voice barely above a whisper. "Every time I saw a child my age with their mother… I would cry to my father, even though I knew nothing could change it, not if she wasn't willing."

Her hands tightened on the shawl around her shoulders, and a dry laugh escaped her. "My mother… she was a harlot. Got pregnant for a lord, gave birth… and then left. Never looked back."

The wind tugged at her hair, brushing against her flushed cheeks, and Asahel remained silent beside her, letting her words settle. He said nothing, not out of disdain, but because some truths could only be heard, not answered.

Ixora's eyes drifted toward the dark courtyard below, the distant murmurs of the ball a muted reminder of the world she was expected to navigate. Her jaw set, and she let the cold night air carry her quiet, bitter thoughts.

Asahel's gaze flickered to hers, dark eyes sharp in the shadowed night. He stayed close, silent, letting her confession hang in the air, giving her the space to speak her pain while guarding her in his quiet, steady way.

For a long moment, neither moved. The balcony held only their breaths, the cold stone beneath their hands, and the unspoken understanding that some wounds ran too deep for words. Then Asahel broke the silence.

"You don't need her," Asahel said lightly, nudging her shoulder with a faint grin. "You grew up fine. Beautifully."

Ixora tilted her head, a teasing spark in her eyes. "So… you agree I'm beautiful?"

Asahel stiffened, as if caught off guard, his ears tinged red beneath his dark hair, though his face remained expressionless. "N-no, I mean—"

Before he could finish, a familiar, commanding voice cut through the night air.

"There you are, Ixora!"

Lord Hugh's voice rang clearly as he approached, the weight of his presence unmistakable.

Asahel's posture shifted instinctively; he bowed low, the practiced motion of a knight honoring a noble, while Ixora dropped into a curtsy, her shoulders straight but her heart still racing from the previous exchange.

"Father," she murmured, her voice soft.

"I have come to fetch you," Lord Hugh said, his gaze sweeping the balcony briefly before returning to her. "Come, say hello to some people."

Ixora straightened, brushing off her skirts as she prepared to follow him, stealing one last glance at Asahel, who remained still, his expression unreadable but his eyes dark and watchful, the unspoken tension of their shared moment lingering in the cold night air.

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Eugene POV:

Eugene's steps were careful as the guards led him through the winding corridors of the palace. Every detail, the carved pillars, the heavy tapestries, the faint scent of burning wax, was foreign, yet his mind kept replaying the echo of a voice he barely remembered from years ago.

And then he saw her.

A figure in the room, poised and composed, yet impossibly familiar. Eugene froze, disbelief flashing across his face.

"Long time no see," the voice said, smooth and deliberate.

Dalia. The girl he remembered from years ago, the one he had once watched over, the one in pigtails and glamous gowns, laughing under the sun as he tried to keep the younger children in line. She was no longer a child, yet something about her presence tugged at a corner of his memory.

"Dalia…" Eugene murmured, a note of awe and confusion in his tone. "I… didn't expect…"

"You've grown into your duties well, Eugene," she said lightly, a small, knowing smile playing at her lips. "Still trying to make sense of all this, I see."

Eugene nodded slowly, glancing around the room, taking in the shadows and the faint scent of old wood. "I… I remember you, from long ago. You… you used to be so small," he said, a hint of nostalgia threading his words. "I never thought I'd see you again like this."

Dalia's gaze softened briefly, though her posture remained perfect, commanding. "Time changes all of us," she said, "but some things, like certain memories, stay alive longer than we expect."

Eugene frowned, his brow knitting tightly. "Why am I here?" he asked, his voice steady but laced with suspicion.

"Not to worry," Dalia replied, her tone calm, almost dismissive. "I have no business with you. It is your master I seek."

He narrowed his eyes. "What do you want with Lord Typhon?"

"Not that it concerns you, dear Eugene," she said lightly, with a small, almost teasing tilt of her head. "Please, make yourself comfortable until he arrives."

Eugene's gaze didn't waver. "Does King Isis know you are alive?" he asked carefully.

For the first time, Dalia's composure faltered. She froze, just for a moment, the faintest shadow crossing her features. "There are… some things better left unspoken," she said finally, her voice soft but firm, a subtle warning tucked beneath the words.

Eugene swallowed, sensing the weight behind her pause. Whatever game was unfolding, it was bigger than him, and the woman before him was very much in control.

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