Gu Qingyuan only wanted to make up for the harm he had caused Shen Biran; it was this feeling that allowed him to persist from the past to the present. Persisting until now wasn't an easy thing, so he felt that what he could do now was only this.
He actually wanted Gu Xiaonuan to understand his thoughts, but in the end, he felt that he wasn't qualified to make Gu Xiaonuan understand him.
He did have many problems in the past, and it was these mistakes that made him what he is now.
He shouldn't receive forgiveness from these people, and at the same time, he was destined not to receive any forgiveness.
In fact, he knew better than anyone else that everything that happened before him was the same.
But there's no way; sometimes, even if you can understand these things, you absolutely shouldn't use this method.
When they use such a method to solve problems, it means that their own problems are indeed emerging.
