If Gu Qingyuan could understand what had happened, then Zi Fei wouldn't have made such a complex and difficult choice.
It's often like this; if it weren't, perhaps there wouldn't be the current issues and conflicts.
Most of the time, Gu Qingyuan just wants Shen Biran's forgiveness, but he doesn't always have the chance or possibility to achieve this good result.
If he could have such a result, naturally, it wouldn't have ended up like this.
Yet the result he wants to see doesn't appear before him, and feeling disappointed and hopeless is only normal,
Gu Qingyuan might also begin to doubt everything he sees, and once doubts increase, naturally the same issues will arise.
Gu Qingyuan doesn't know why he has such thoughts, but when they appear, they provide a reason to continue. If not continued, then what to do in the future?
Whenever there are such thoughts, one should act accordingly, and must do so.
