No matter how much I love you, I can never compare to him in your heart. He can effortlessly receive all your love, while I can only rely on my own efforts, persevering step by step, never willing to give up.
Zhang Ni didn't know when he came out; perhaps he had already emerged when he heard his parents talking. He merely hid quietly in the corner, wanting to see how much his parents would sacrifice for him. Maybe, for a vulnerable child, his inner world is complex. He fears that his parents don't love him, yet he also fears that his parents love him too much!
They say children don't understand, but that's not true. Children are always the ones who grasp the most truths. He always chooses to smile, as if none of this ever happened. He knows that some things, even if he decides, are futile. So why hurt those who once loved him the most? Moreover, those people are his mom and dad, and he simply can't inflict such hurt.
