Sometimes, wanting to live easily is really hard!
"Actually, none of the decisions you made were wrong; it was my extreme behavior that hurt you time and again, and in the end, I got nothing.
In this life, I have not wronged anyone. The ones I always mention are you and my father, who never listened to a word I said. I regret every mistake I made and can't bring myself to forgive. I just want to ask you, haven't you ever made a mistake? Everyone makes mistakes. To err is human, so how can you not believe that all my past actions were not my true intention? Doesn't abandoning you hurt me as much as abandoning my classmates did? Do you genuinely believe that all the decisions I made were just to live selfishly for my own freedom, happiness, and joy?
I think you should consider things from my perspective and see how tough my life has been all these years.
