"Grandpa, I used to always tell her that there's plenty of time in the future, and now it really has become a long future ahead, haha..."
Zhang Yichen now feels that his father's experiences over the years are simply colorful chapters of life he hasn't lived through. He also wants to go out and explore a few times, to live freely and recklessly like a wanderer. But over the years, he has been focused on his goals, aiming to prove to the world that he is a decent man, forgetting what he truly wants in the end.
"Dad, do you know? When I hear you speak about your life experiences, deep down I mostly envy you. I admire you more for being able to live freely outside for so long, free from all family obligations, only pursuing your own happiness. But I can't. My whole life has been spent running around for the sake of everyone in the family. I have never known what it's like to live for myself, nor have I tried to live my life independently!"
