He doesn't want Zi Yunsui to suffer, but he also doesn't want Qi Longbing to suffer, because Qi Longbing had been with him, and they both have experienced some emotions; she doesn't want him to be in pain.
Alright, no matter how things turn out, she truly doesn't want both people who love her to be in pain. Of course, he's still a bit unclear about his own choices for now, but he will carefully think it through.
Zi Yunsui didn't say any more words, looking at Hua Xiaomo, her eyes revealing a deep gloom.
He really wants Hua Xiaomo to understand his feelings for her, his love for her, because they have gone through many, many things together. He can't say that just because he experienced emotions with Qi Longbing in the past, he can forget what he went through with him.
