"In that world, I was deeply in love with a girl. It started in high school; she was my entire world. For her, I was willing to do anything. I worked multiple part-time jobs and did everything I could to earn money... and then she abandoned me. Her name was Bai Weixi, my high school classmate.
"After that, I lost all hope in romance. I didn't believe in feelings anymore... until I met Bai Weixi's roommate. She seemed aloof on the outside but was actually incredibly warm-hearted. She gave me warmth when I was at my lowest and most helpless point...
"I don't know how much time passed in that dream before I suddenly awoke. My personality had become reclusive, even a little twisted. I started to give up on myself... I wanted revenge on Bai Weixi. I wanted to make her pay for treating me so cruelly in that realistic dream world...
"At that time, I just wanted to be a complete scumbag—never initiating, never refusing, and never taking responsibility..."
