They feel that perhaps they have never sought to amend their mistakes, or perhaps they have never thought of possessing anything. Yet everything they are doing now is the most they can do.
If right and wrong all look the same, if each of them doesn't truly know what they are doing, maybe it's fine too. Apparently, all of this is a mistake; apparently, all of this can't achieve his predetermined reality; apparently, all of this is just them overthinking.
But now they feel like clowns, in front of this Five Elements Eight Trigrams Array, everyone is wrong, everyone cannot get what he truly desires. They feel they have done well, they feel they have given much, but actually, they have never really possessed anything.
"What we ultimately achieve, the people and the events are for others. We ultimately give what we give, indeed for others. When have you ever tried to give just for yourself?"
