Edward
That was when I made the decision that maybe it was better if I was alone. Just for a little while until I got a grip on my emotions. I was only fooling myself to think that I was fine, however when Connor passed through my mind I would burst into a fit of tears. That wasn't someone who had healed and I wasn't going to damage Harper with me.
He took it pretty well when I told him. He was disappointed but he understood and I was glad we would stay as good friends. Maybe it was the paparazzi that had gotten to me and the news but I would have liked to figure out our relationship without the world's eyes on us.
Evidently to Connor I played it off but I didn't want him to think it would be easy getting me back. Yes I knew I loved him but I wanted to make sure that he actually stayed being the new man he was, not slipped back into old habits, and if he was pushed to do that under the illusion that there was someone else then so be it.
