Trust isn't always what you think it is. It's even hard to come by.
Gwen a normal girl living a normal life. Yeah no it was normal but i guess so much can happen even if it is normal. She was shy maybe antisocial but mostly shy. How about a peek in her life.
In a small town which was slowly growing and getting popular she went to a middle school, arriving she set down her bag. She didn't talk only remained at her desk and that's when her best friend arrived. Her name was linsy. One was never seen without the other and in the same class so it ment no separation. Every recess they walked around on the school yard talking to the teachers or even the director. It was a regular school day linsy complaining about the her relationship with a guy named serg who had every now and then broken up. They met with another girl ,her name was Kate and they were hanging out in school but linsy didn't really like kate so every time she left she would complain to gwen about her. They were mean really mean. Gwen followed what linsy said that's just how things have always been. The only thing was that linsy had some problems cheating on her situationship with a guy from her class named travis and he was a terrible influence. Gwen didn't like him, neither did kate but they all kep quiet hanging out anyway. They were all still 12 and 13 and yet thought they were so cool. Gwen tried helping linsy constantly giving small cards with instructions like bring lunch and so on at one poit the words no smoking had to be written down. Gwen rememberd that day clearly, travis had brought a vape and shared it with linsy who managed to influence gwen into giving it a dew puffs. They were high on adrenaline not even knowing the danger. They told kate who soon started as well. It was all fun and games every now and then anoth girl named iris joined the team but was mostly left behind not wanting to hang out with her a lot. They had their good times like playing football and even bringing coffee at some point. They laughed together and hung out a lot. But Gwen didn't like smoking and stopped shortly after kate quitting esaly as well but linsy never got off easy. After months her mother found out. She was pissed off. She obviously wasn't allowed as a nurse she knew the danger and even beat her completely enraged since linsy had also been sneaking out at night to meet a 16 year old serg. Cps was called yet they got to stay home and they were glad. She apologized to Linsy for the outburst but said to never do it again since anything could happen. Things callmed down and eventually things were normal yet Gwen every day returned home backpack to the floor not doing homework rather sleep. At night in the shower where nobody heard she cried over everything. The pain of her best friend the lonlyness that still sat heavy in her chest and even about herself. In the mornigs when her older sister stayed in bed thinking about life gwen stood in the small bathroom staring. Fat , ugly, fake everything constantly in her head. Tired of it long ago, getting dressed then heading to school sleeping though every lesson wondering if the future would give her the big friend group she had secretly wanted. On a school trip she met up with her old childhood friend named wendy and her best friend Trixie. They became friends. It was Gwen linsy kaye wendy and Trixie. Travis on the verge of getting broken up with. Everything was perfect linsy even stopped smoking but obviously things can't ve good for ever. Wendy had to move, far away. The friendship between her and Trixie broke and slowly Kate was left behind and linsy and Gwen couldn't have survived forever if they never talked. Shy and mean aren't as good of a friendship as people think about finally 7th grade arrived. A brand new Start