I was originally going to put this in as a notice chapter, but I've been doing too much of those lately (ffn and WebNovel will unfortunately have to get the chapter if I decide to post this there) but recently, starting a day before my birthday actually, I've started to feel better… mentally? I'm slowly getting back the whole voice/visual image thing that I have whenever thinking of what to write, though it's more, idk, controlled?
I've probably made it sound weird but idk how else to describe my thought process when writing. It's not as strong or active as it once was, I guess. But in general I'm writing more often, it could be because I genuinely got better (my eyes aren't as light sensitive anymore, but reflections still bother me more than it used too) or because I'm more confident now that a couple of people to beta read my chapters. Maybe it's a bit of both.
I really hope when I'm able to get new glasses that everything gets better. I don't have to dim my kitchen light anymore, but I notice reflections a lot more. I've been told I have tunnel vision, but have never truly noticed it until recently. Anyway, good day/night
If you've actually read this, that means you now know that I've actually improved the beginning of chapter 16. Mostly cleaning it up a bit and adding a bit more detail to the hybrid's death(not much to be honest), though I did try to make an attempt at a fight scene for it, couldn't come up with anything, but one thing stuck, and I'm adding something I wasn't originally going to do.
I do want to rewrite the first 2 chapters, as I know that those are the worse quality of them all, and have put off some people from the rest of the book.