The people around me say that I've changed a lot. I don't really know how I've changed, but I know that I like the way I am now.
The only reason for this change that I can think of is probably because of you. It's you who gave me the courage to change.
The last time I proposed to you, I promised you the future you wanted. I broke that promise before, but this time, I think I'm truly ready to fulfill that promise and give you the future you desire.
I often think of you while at work, and it really validates Wang Xiaobo's words... Whenever I think of you, a smile spreads across my ugly face.
I remember the way you look when you're curled up on the chaise longue, the way you act when you're drunk and proud, the guilty expression when you do something wrong, the sly look when you tease me, the noble demeanor when you play the violin, but no matter which look it is, I'm always fascinated.
