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Chapter 198 - Chapter 198: I Love You, Red. I Love You, Anna.

Dr. Robert Scranton's voice thinned into a nervous murmur, jittery and uneven, as if each word had to fight its way through the dark. He sounded unwell—half scientist, half ghost—talking to the only thing that seemed to answer him: a tiny blinking dot on a dead control panel he called Red.

Inside SHIELD, no one moved. Agents stared at the feed with tight jaws and lowered eyes.

"What's happening to him?" someone whispered.

"The isolation," Nick Fury said quietly. "And worse—the loss of normal perception. No sight. No sound. No touch that behaves like touch. It's been almost three months."

Natasha Romanoff's voice wavered. "He's… slipping."

Then the recording shifted. Scranton coughed, pulled himself back to the edge of reason, and spoke with forced steadiness:

> "Okay… never mind. Ahem. This place barely follows Kejel's Laws of Reality. And when I say barely, I mean it. I double-checked. On the standard Hume scale, this reality reads about… 0.01. That's really low. Time and space exist—but only a little. So biologically I won't starve to death. I… don't know what that means for the rest of me."

The chat froze. He had not given up. Even in this nightmare, he was still calculating.

> "I lied to myself in the last log," he admitted after a pause. "My body… and this little red light… we are the most real things here. Over time, our Hume levels will balance with the ambient field. I have to do more math."

He began muttering formulae—Kejel's second, third, fourth laws—substituting ambient Hume values near zero, estimating his "external field" around 1–1.4, then stumbling over the notion of an "internal field" he hadn't nailed down.

"I am real," he insisted, breath catching. "I exist. An extremely real person… in a place without reality."

A hush spread through the building. His will was iron. But the damage was there, too, like hairline fractures crawling through glass. Stark watched with a hard, tired look. "Even the most unstable test chambers we've built don't get this unreal," he muttered. "He's beyond the edge. And he knows it."

Colonel Rhodes grimaced. "And from here on… he's not just talking to the red light. He's hearing it talk back."

"Hallucinations," Stark said softly.

The log advanced:

> "Two months, eighteen days… Red, you're wrong. You used the wrong equation for Kejel's third law. Because of the LSS malfunction, our index sits between 2.2 and 3.6. That gives us more time than we thought to— Yeah, Red, wait for death, right?!"

Anger bled through the words. But the math kept him moving.

Six days later, he returned.

> "Two months, twenty-four days, five hours. Anna… I need your help. The stinging in my skin—that's my Hume field spreading. My reality is dissipating. I have… three years. I must stabilize before it drops too low."

He proposed a theory: even a very low Hume field is still a field, which means it spreads over time. If he could contain and reuse what remained—slow the "leak"—he might buy himself time to escape. It was a plan. A hope. A future tense.

He made a decision: leave the control panel—leave Red—and go searching. For some reason, when he drifted away from it, his breakdown slowed. Maybe proximity changed how his field diffused. Maybe distance bought days. He imagined the space like a canyon with distant cliffs—boundaries he could reach if he just kept going.

> "Sorry, Red," he whispered. "I hope we can still be friends when I return. I'll be back soon."

And then he was gone, into the dark that had no directions.

Time jumped.

James—running the feed—opened the next recovered note.

> "Six months, ten days, five hours. Hello, Little Red Light. Long time."

Four months later, he had returned. His voice was cold now. Hope had frozen into something sharper.

> "Looking back, I don't know what got me so excited. This place is… my god, it's hell. There is no boundary. Just forward. Forward. Keep going forward. I walked the same way for two months. Why did I ever think I could leave?"

He laughed, a broken sound. Then he cursed himself—calling himself a fool for believing the horizon would end like an old map. The chat filled with shocked messages. Two months forward in a world that barely had time, barely had distance, barely had anything—and still no edge, no wall, no door.

> "If I keep going down," he asked, "can I get out from the bottom?"

More months passed.

> "Ten months, twenty-eight days, fifteen hours. No bottom. Also—f**k you, Red."

The tone shifted again. He sagged into apology.

> "I'm sorry, Red—don't leave me. I'm sorry I locked you up. Come back. Please."

He tried to steady himself with small truths.

> "Today I'm forty. Happy birthday, Robert."

He shared a memory from far away:

> "I was adopted. My parents left me in a box. An American couple found me. I don't even know my original last name. I just wanted to tell you. What about you, Red?"

In SHIELD, no one spoke. They were watching a man unravel slowly: logic thinning, language loosening, memory turning into a lifeline he wrapped around his throat just to feel something hold.

And then—panic.

> "No, no, no, no, Red—have you seen my photo? Anna's photo—where is it? Come back—where—Anna! Anna! Anna! Where is it? God, please don't do this—please—no matter what—please."

The room tightened. The photo. He had told the recorder months ago he kept a picture of Anna in his pocket. If anything could anchor him, if anything could keep his mind from sliding off the world, it would be her face.

He found it.

And then it faded.

> "She's fading—please, Anna, don't—come back—please—too fast—my calculations can't be wrong—can't— you'll be fine—please—come back—dear—sweetheart—Red, help me—don't go—don't go—"

The photograph—a simple, human object—disintegrated into the non-reality around him. The last physical bond to the woman he loved was gone. Worse: it proved his math had been wrong. His Hume bleed, his time horizon, his "three-year" window—none of it could be trusted.

He began to chant:

> "Black hair, green eyes, 160 centimeters. Black hair, green eyes, 160 centimeters…"

"What's he doing?" Rhodes asked.

"Saving her," Stark said, voice thick. "He lost the photo, so he's reciting her back into his memory. Height, hair, eyes—anything he can grip."

Scranton pressed on, weaving memory like stitches:

> "We married in 1991. Work kept the suits modest, but we looked great. She was beautiful. We danced all night for a week. Even someone like me had time for a little honey. So come on, Red—talk. Say anything. Give me a high five. Come on. Come on, Red."

His voice swung—high, gentle, angry, tender—like a pendulum between cliffs that never came. Sometimes he was lucid. Sometimes he was drowning inside the words.

And then:

> "One year, two months, twenty-seven days."

"Aaaaaaaaaaah—"

He broke.

The control panel annotated the rest in dead type:

> [The following is the panel's automatic time mark. Recordings continue every one to three days, with occasional stretches of months. Scranton's sobs, screams, and rambling appear intermittently. This continues until two years, seven months, twenty-eight days. Two months of silence follow.]

His "three-year" line was coming, and the feed made it feel like a train you could see but never stop.

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And still, even inside this descent, there were moments where the scientist pushed his head above the water.

Important things he learned and tried—before the photo vanished, before the scream:

He measured the Hume field at a near-zero level (≈0.01), concluding time and space barely existed but did exist—just enough to prevent normal death while allowing unending degradation.

He proved the field spreads, lowering his own Hume level to match the environment, which meant his body and mind would fall apart unless he could slow the leak.

He tested motion, discovering he could move "down," "up," and even "through" the red light, as if "swimming" in gelatin.

He inferred that will can steer movement, meaning motion was partly subjective—not hallucination, but a trait of this broken space.

He realized that near-zero reality can be bent by a person, turning him into a potential reality twister—a "god" with nothing to shape.

He attempted escape runs for months, proving there was no boundary—no floor, no wall, no end.

He tried to buy time by leaving Red, because separation slowed his breakdown—weak evidence of a field-interaction effect.

He used memory as armor, reciting Anna's features and their wedding nights like prayers, when all other anchors failed.

Each of these was a light. Small, trembling, but lights all the same.

But horror moved faster. Losing Anna's photo shattered his timeline and shook his math. After that, the logs stuttered and tore. He screamed. He wept. He mumbled. Sometimes days passed. Sometimes months. Sometimes nothing.

In SHIELD, Natasha's eyes were red. "This is what real loneliness does," she said. "It takes your language first. Then it takes your thinking. Then it takes your shape."

Fury exhaled through his nose. "And still he loved her. And still he recorded. God help him."

Stark stared at the dim glow on the screen—the little red pulse that had been Scranton's star, his friend, his mirror, and sometimes his jailer. "He kept talking because that's what humans do when we refuse to stop being human," he said. "We name the dark. We measure it. We tell someone we love them—even if that someone is a blinking light."

The final line of the chapter crawled across the display, soft as a last breath:

I love you, Red. I love you, Anna.

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