For someone with disordered memories, the most painful thing is when, in others' eyes, you are their old friend, but to you, they are a group of slightly overly enthusiastic strangers.
It truly is painful…
In truth, they're not that unfamiliar. Church remembers their names and the experiences they shared, yet, after the memory disarray, a sense of alienation inevitably fills the space between them.
"You'll feel a sense of distance with others, but don't worry, they're all good people."
On a certain page of the diary, his past self wrote such a sentence, leaving it for his future self.
Church tried to follow the advice, but imagination and reality always seemed to have quite a gap... perhaps it's not just about the gap; maybe it's his friends that seem to have some issues.
For instance, right now.
"Valentine told me who should leave~ those emotional memories he cherished the most~"
