by consuming this essence you will finally get the life you've always wanted
⦁ Once you have consumed this essence you will get the opportunity to redesign your entire life in any way you want too, but only once
⦁ as long as something is a part of your life then you can change it, for example you can't change something on the other side of the universe because it's not part of you life, unless you make it so that it is
⦁ sadly this essence is aimed just at your life, so you can't directly change yourself.
⦁ if you want to change yourself in any way you're gonna need a reason for why you're like that.