I don't know which genre i live in these days, is it fantasy, horror, slice of life or action?
I woke up. Again.
There was nobody, nobody in my sight. Rose and Serevyn, nobody. I sit up straight, and the first thing I do is look at my chest where the hole was. My heart, now was replaced by something.
I hate it.
I hate this feeling. I hate it, i hate it i hate it.
My heart wasn't there anymore. There was a fucking diamond. A diamond which I now hate. I don't like this. I don't like this feeling, but there is nothing I can do about it. My instinct tells me that this fucking stone was the reason that I am alive, which I am not thankfull for, but also the reason I was dying in the first place.
Why is it here?
Suddenly, she appears. Rose appears.
"You are awake now, huh?"
"You had some kind of transformation". She says after a long pause,looking at me, almost poking a hole in my body with her eyes.
"Some kind of transformation?", I asked.
My heart doesn't feel like it's beating anymore.
"Where is that Serevyn guy?", I inquired.
"He…. Don't get shocked, dear, alright?"
After a short pause, which felt like an eternity, she continues,
"He became the vessel in your heart's stead,
"The diamond which sealed Serevyn is now your heart", She says, her finger poking my chest.
"Ohh…" I say,calmly, as if it didn't matter, then it hits my brain and realising it struck me that he wasn't joking when he said that he literally lives in my heart.
"What?!", I exclaimed. This doesn't make sense. I freeze. Never in my life did I think I would be this shocked to not even feel anything about this shit.
I touch my chest where once my heart was. It feels empty there, as if it had been reduced in size, I never really saw how the diamond actually looked.
I remember the time when the blood was gushing out of my chest when Serevyn attacked me. It was pretty painful at first but then it started to feel numb as if it didn't matter much because even if I die, I won't be leaving anything behind. Though I did feel a little sad remembering all those memories and just dying like that.
The last thing I remember was that the floor was covered with blood and beside me was my brother. Then, as my vision blurred, I saw someone, someone with tanned skin and red hairs. I didn't see his whole face but the air around felt intense like he had been overwhelmed with worry and anxiety and rushed to my brother's side.
That's the last thing I remember before being unconscious.
Why am I even here in the first place? In this supposed 'mind centre'?
It feels strange here, in this white foggy place, as if I am still here and outside at the same place. Outside. How much time has it been since I have been unconscious?
Then I look somewhere, the sight I see is a black, dark, night sky, but there is no star in sight. The sky seemed bright because of the moon but it was still a dark sky.
Then I saw the sky move, I was like "heh?!, how is the sky moving?", but then I looked around and saw I was the one actually moving. I was in a car, a quite familiar one at that. The car from my childhood. A car with the memories of the childhood I cherished so much with Wystaen and Avena. The one which I had forgotten.
I was looking outside the window, looking at the darkside hidden inside of my heart which never went out to see the world. Well, not the heart now, I guess, just some stone now which works as a heart.
I kept glancing outside, outside in the dark night sky, trying to find something. I don't know what this 'something' was.
I glanced at my other side, and saw Wystaen. He was an innocent boy with his healthy but skinny looking body but with the energy of a buzzing bee, but his olderself doesn't have half of this kinda energy, he looks like a zombie surviving on caffeine and ramen. He even has the hair colour of a zombie, like cyan but dead. [I mean, cyan mixed with gray] and he has tan skin now, he didn't had that before when he was a kid.
There was someone in the driver seat driving the car. I glanced at the person, trying to see who it was. The back of the person was familiar, really familiar. From behind they looked Avena, my dead step mother.
She looked at the rearview mirror and saw me sitting looking at her. She was beautiful, and looked kinda young. Then I saw someone beside her in the passenger seat. Long hair and a bit of a mix of masculinity and femininity, but something looked missing on his head. Something like the crown that he always wears. He looked out of place in this picture perfect memory of mine.
Then Serevyn looked back slightly, noticing my presence.
"You are here?", he asked fiere.
"Which one are you? Fiere or rose?". He asked again, with suspicion. Creaking back in the car seat.
Even though he asked me this, nobody noticed his presence, not my mother or brother. It felt as if no one knew he was even there. That felt ominous in itself. I glanced at my mother, she looked too focused on driving the car and my brother was glancing out of the window, seeing the dark scenary.
"Why are you asking?", i asked, not in pleasant way.
"So you are Fiere, probably", he says, not in his usual way with all the formalities and all.