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Chapter 107 - Decision

Lara heard the words, but for several long seconds they did not become meaning.

The child had yellow fire.

That fact had split the room open, and she was still standing in the middle of it, every instinct she had sharpened for battle and utterly useless against this. Her own blood had answered the ritual.

The little boy had sparked with the same bright yellow flame that had lived in Lara's bones since birth.

The woman was looking at her as though she expected something from her. The court was drinking every second of it like starving carrion birds.

And Lara, for perhaps the first time in years, had no idea what the fuck to do.

She stared at the boy.

He was frightened now, his small body pressed into the woman's skirt, his little face half-hidden. He had Lara's fire, maybe her blood, maybe her eyes, and still Lara could not pull a single memory from the past three years that made any of this make sense.

There was no drunken night that fit. No half-remembered body. No missing piece suddenly clicking into place. Just shock.

Just the horrible, unreal certainty that if this child was truly hers, then something in her life had existed without her knowledge, growing quietly in the dark while she had been busy wrecking herself over Sarisa.

The judge's voice cut through the noise like a blade over stone.

"Well. After hearing everything, we have come to a decision."

That snapped the room back into shape. The whispers died. The nobles straightened. The queen folded her hands in her lap, looking serene enough to have been carved from ice.

Lara dragged her eyes away from the boy and fixed them on the judges. Her head was still full of static, but instinct returned enough for her spine to straighten. If they were going to sentence her, then they would at least do it while she stood.

The silver-browed judge looked down at her with a mouth made for bad news.

"Lara of the demon realm, you have admitted under witness that you struck His Highness Vaelen, future king by betrothal, within the royal palace itself. You further resisted royal detention and injured several guards acting under direct order of the crown. In light of this, and in light of the instability demonstrated by the additional evidence brought before this court, the judgment is as follows."

Instability.

Interesting word for humiliation.

Lara did not move.

"You are hereby banned from the Celestian realm."

The sentence landed with all the force of a physical blow.

Even expecting it did not make it easier.

Somewhere to her left, someone drew in a sharp breath. One of the women from Sarisa's ridiculous little gathering, maybe. Or perhaps Vaelen, now seated with his injuries artfully displayed, savoring the moment.

The judge continued, because of course she did.

"You will not reside within our borders, appear at court, or enter any holding of the Celestian crown unless expressly summoned by writ. However, this court acknowledges that a child of this realm, Aliyah, remains yours by blood and prior recognition. That relation cannot be removed by judgment."

For one fleeting second, something almost like relief cut through the noise in Lara's skull.

They could not take Aliyah from her.

Good.

Then came the rest.

"You may still see your daughter," the judge said, "but not within the Celestian realm. If visitation is to occur, it must happen beyond our borders or yours and under conditions approved by the crown."

The relief curdled into rage.

Approved by the crown.

Of course.

The judge's eyes hardened. "Should you cross into Celestian territory without permission, violence in response or imprisonment of greater duration may be enacted. Defiance of this judgment will render you an enemy of the Celestian state."

Enemy.

The word rang in the chamber with deliberate weight.

They wanted her feared. Banished. Reduced to a warning story told to children and courtiers alike. Do not love too recklessly. Do not let demons close. They break walls, strike princes, father bastards, and in the end they are sent away like the problems they always were.

Lara laughed.

It was not loud. It was not polite. It came out of her like something breaking.

The judges did not appreciate it. The queen appreciated it even less. But Lara could not help it. The whole thing had crossed beyond cruelty into farce. Banned from the realm where her daughter slept.

Told she could only see Aliyah under terms dictated by the same woman who had drugged Sarisa and chained Lara like an animal. Marked enemy if she dared to put one boot over the wrong border. It was almost elegant in its malice.

She looked at Sarisa then.

She should not have.

She had held that line for most of the hearing because the second she truly looked at Sarisa, this became harder. But now she did, and there she was: pale, furious, very still.

The future queen, the woman Lara loved so much it felt like an open wound, forced to sit through the formal destruction of everything that still tied them together under one roof.

Sarisa's face did not crack. Not publicly. But Lara knew that face. Knew the tightness at the corners of her mouth. Knew the terrible steadiness that meant she was balancing rage on a knife-edge.

Lara wanted to tell her not to move. Not to speak. Not to make this worse.

Then the judge ruined even that thought.

"There remains the matter of the second child now recognized by blood."

Lara's attention jerked back.

The little boy. Neris.

He had not moved much. Still pressed to Selene's side, still too quiet. The yellow flame had frightened him. The whole room had frightened him. He looked like he wanted to disappear and had not yet learned how.

The judge turned to the woman. "Selene. Do you seek compensation or support?"

There was a rustle in the chamber. Ah, yes. Here came the practical ugliness. Coin. Obligation. Terms.

Lara's jaw clenched.

Selene lowered her eyes, her fingers smoothing over the little boy's shoulder with a motion that might have read maternal if Lara had trusted a single thing about her. When she spoke, her voice trembled prettily.

"No," she said. "I ask for nothing for myself."

Veylira, from the side of the chamber, made the smallest, most dangerous sound Lara had ever heard.

Selene went on.

"I am giving the child to Lara. Knowing how wealthy she is, knowing she can give him far more than I ever could."

Silence.

Then—

"What the fuck was that?"

Veylira's voice cracked across the court like thunder.

There it was. At last.

Lara's mother did not rise with grace. She rose like an executioner deciding patience was for lesser women.

Her chair scraped across the floor, the sound loud enough to make half the court flinch. Raveth was beside her before the echo died, one hand already at Veylira's wrist as if calculating exactly how much damage she could permit before diplomacy became impossible.

Veylira was not looking at the judges.

She was looking at Selene.

At the child.

At Lara.

"What the fuck," she repeated, quieter now, which made it much worse. "You walk into a royal court with a child no one has seen before, claim my daughter got you pregnant, watch them exile her, and then decide you're just handing the boy over like a parcel because she has money?"

Selene visibly flinched.

The court, which had been enjoying itself moments earlier, now looked much less comfortable.

Good, Lara thought viciously. Choke on it.

Selene's lips parted. "I only meant—"

"No," Veylira snapped. "I know exactly what you meant. You thought wealth would make your lie—or your madness—sound charitable."

The judges began speaking over one another at once, trying to restore order, but the room had shifted too far now.

The performance was cracking. Nobles leaned in. Malvoria had half-risen from her seat, eyes burning with delighted fury.

Elysia's expression had gone serene in the way it did before she said something devastating. Raveth, beside Veylira, looked one breath away from violence and enjoying the wait.

And Lara—

Lara looked at the child again.

At the tiny horn buds. The red-streaked hair. The amber-red eyes.

The court's noise blurred.

She still did not know what was true.

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