"Right now, I just want to be by your side, take care of you, and we should talk things through."
Carla thought, Alexander Kingsley had never been this extreme before. This time, it must have hurt him deeply, his body and mind are grieving, she wouldn't feel any better either.
So she decided to "painfully change her ways," to find Alexander Kingsley and apologize, soothe him, take care of him, and never lie again about her affection shifting elsewhere, because that feeling, she couldn't bear it either, it was extremely unbearable.
If it were Alexander Kingsley saying he had fallen for someone else, or vanished quietly, avoiding her for three years, she would be furious enough to spit blood and go crazy, wouldn't she!
"Admiral."
"I know, I made a lot of mistakes in the past, I can explain everything, I know you can hear me, so, I sincerely want to tell you, give me one more chance."
