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Chapter 59 - The Things We Pretend Not to Know

Morning came heavy. The kind of gray, sluggish dawn that felt like the sky itself hadn't decided whether to wake up or go back to sleep. Adam sat in the back seat of the cab, watching the streets blur through a thin film of condensation on the window. The city was still wet from the early rain, and the tires hissed against the asphalt, leaving behind a faint trail of mist that curled and vanished into the cool air. His reflection ghosted faintly against the glass, pale and unfocused, the shadows beneath his eyes darker than they'd been in weeks.

He hadn't slept properly. His head was full of static. Every time he closed his eyes, it was either his mother's voice echoing through him or Abi's silence replaying itself like a bruise that refused to fade.

The driver hummed along to some low jazz track on the radio, the saxophone's lazy rhythm weaving through the smell of old leather and faint pine-scented air freshener. Adam tapped his fingers against his thigh, counting the seconds to distract himself from the weight in his chest.

When the cab pulled up to the school gate, the morning fog had begun to lift. The campus loomed ahead, the familiar iron gates slick with dew and the faint smell of cut grass drifting from the lawns. A few students milled about near the entrance, chattering and laughing in small clusters. The world felt painfully normal.

He paid the fare, slung his backpack over his shoulder, and took a deep breath before stepping out. The cold air bit his cheeks, and for a fleeting moment, he wished he could just keep walking past the gates, disappear into the long road that lay ahead, and never have to face the questions waiting on the other side.

The security guard at the gate, a middle-aged man with sleepy eyes and a cup of steaming coffee in his hand, nodded at him. "Morning, kid. Feeling better?"

Adam forced a smile, the kind people wear when they're trying to act fine. "Yeah, much better."

He scanned his ID and entered.

The hallways smelled of disinfectant and paper. His footsteps echoed faintly against the tiled floors as he made his way toward homeroom. The building hummed with the familiar sounds of chatter and lockers clicking shut, but somehow, everything felt muted to him, like someone had turned down the volume on the world.

He reached the classroom early. The fluorescent lights overhead flickered once before settling into their sterile white glow. Desks sat neatly aligned, sunlight cutting through the blinds in clean stripes that dust motes drifted through lazily.

He dropped into his seat, the one near the back beside Luna.

She was already there. Quiet as ever. Her posture perfect, her long hair tucked neatly behind her ear, her gaze fixed on the open notebook in front of her. She didn't look up, not even when he sat down.

For a moment, Adam just studied her profile. The calm precision of her movements, the way she occasionally tucked a strand of hair away without breaking her focus, it was hard to tell if she was pretending or if that really was who she was.

He remembered the way she had appeared last night? No, yesterday, when everything had gone to hell. The calm in her voice, the way she'd moved without hesitation, saving his life like it was something ordinary. Then Abigail's voice from last night whispered back in his mind, she's working with the nurse.

The thought itched in his skull. He didn't know what to believe.

He glanced at her again. Luna's pen scratched softly against the paper, her expression unreadable. For just a fraction of a second, her eyes flicked toward him; quick, almost instinctive but it was enough. His pulse skipped. She turned away immediately; her face once again carved into that same cool indifference.

Adam swallowed and looked down at his desk. His hands felt restless. He tried to push away the swarm of thoughts. The lies. The confusion. The ache of last night's silence between him and Abi.

When the homeroom teacher walked in, the classroom settled into uneasy quiet. Mr. Delaney carried his usual folder of papers, his glasses perched low on his nose. The man's voice was monotone but oddly comforting as he read out the morning announcements, some updates about the upcoming exams, a reminder about uniform policy, the usual noise that made time crawl.

"Greene," the teacher said suddenly, looking up from the roll sheet. "Good to have you back. Feeling alright?"

Adam straightened in his seat. "Yeah, sir. I'm fine."

Delaney gave a half-smile, though his eyes narrowed slightly. "Good. You gave the class quite a scare. I was told you had to be taken to the hospital after leaving school. What did the doctor say?"

Adam's throat went dry. His brain stalled for half a second before words stumbled out. "Uh, just exhaustion. I guess I pushed myself too hard with assignments and all. Nothing serious."

The lie came out smoother than he expected, but Delaney didn't look convinced. The man adjusted his glasses, studying Adam with that quiet suspicion teachers always seemed to have when they knew a student was full of it.

"Well, take it easy from now on," Delaney said finally. "Don't want you collapsing in my class."

Adam forced another smile. "Yes, sir."

Before the teacher could say more, the intercom crackled to life with a low hum. "Adam Greene, please report to the principal's office."

A few heads turned toward him, whispers rippling through the room.

Adam's pulse kicked up. He muttered a soft "excuse me" and stood, his chair scraping softly against the floor. The relief of escaping Yates's questions was immediate, but it didn't last. The longer he walked down the hall toward the principal's office, the heavier his stomach felt.

The office was on the second floor, tucked behind a pair of frosted glass doors. The school's emblem gleamed on the nameplate: Madam E. Bellhart, Principal.

He hesitated for half a breath before knocking.

"Come in," a voice said. Calm, clipped, almost too polite.

Madam Bellhart was seated behind her desk, surrounded by walls of polished wood and neatly stacked books. A faint scent of lavender hung in the air, mixing with the sharper tang of coffee that steamed gently beside her. Her dark eyes lifted to meet his, sharp and unreadable.

"Adam Greene," she said. "Sit."

He obeyed, his palms damp against his knees.

She smiled, but it wasn't the kind that made you relax. It was the kind that made you feel like you were already under a microscope. "You've been unwell, I hear."

"Yes, ma'am."

Her head tilted slightly. "Strange. You were seen leaving school with miss Rivera yesterday, weren't you?"

Adam froze. "Uh… yeah, I was. She saw my condition was really bad, so she offered to help me home."

"I see." Her pen tapped softly against the desk. "And after that? Straight home, I assume?"

He nodded quickly. "Yes. Straight home."

Bellhart's gaze lingered on him for several long seconds, the silence thick enough to make his throat tighten. Then she smiled again, eyes glinting. "Good. You should be careful, Mr. Greene. Accidents happen when people are tired."

Her words hung oddly in the air. They didn't sound like concern. More like warning.

Adam tried to steady his breathing, forcing his voice not to crack. "Yes, ma'am. I'll keep that in mind."

She leaned back slightly, folding her hands on the desk. "That's all, then. You can return to class."

He stood, murmured a thank-you, and left. But as he stepped into the hallway, the air felt colder. He didn't know what unnerved him more, the way she had looked at him, or the way it felt like she already knew what had really happened.

The rest of the day drifted by in a blur. He went through the motions, classes, lunch, chatter but none of it stuck. By the time the final bell rang, the sun was slanting low through the windows, filling the hallways with tired golden light.

He gathered his books and made his way to the library. Mondays were for study sessions with Abi. They'd been doing it for weeks now, an unspoken habit that had somehow settled between them. But today, even as he walked through the quiet corridors, something in his chest tightened.

The library doors creaked softly as he pushed them open. Inside, it was hushed and warm, dust motes swirling lazily in the amber light from the high windows. The scent of old paper and polish filled the air, heavy but oddly comforting.

Abi sat in her usual corner, by the window. Her uniform, a crisp red with gold trim, looked almost too perfect in the fading light. Her hair fell over one shoulder, gleaming faintly, but her posture was tense.

Adam walked over and sat opposite her. She didn't look up.

"Hey," he said softly.

A faint nod. Nothing else.

He tried again. "Rough day?"

"Fine," she said shortly, eyes still on her notes.

Her tone was sharp enough to sting.

He hesitated, then lowered his voice. "About last night—"

Abi's pen froze mid-sentence. Slowly, she looked up, her hazel eyes locking onto his. For a moment, they were calm. Then, just beneath the surface, he saw it, the flicker of hurt, anger, maybe both.

"Don't," she said flatly.

He blinked. "I just—"

"Adam," she cut in, voice low but tight, "I said don't."

Her jaw was clenched, her eyes glowing faintly with that impossible hue that always surfaced when her emotions ran too high.

The air between them grew thick. He swallowed hard, realizing this wasn't something he could fix with words.

"Alright," he said finally. "Let's just… study."

She nodded once, flipping a page in her textbook.

They worked in silence. Or tried to. The scratching of pencils, the occasional shuffle of papers, the soft click of the clock overhead, everything felt louder than usual. Around them, students came and went, whispering as they passed. But Adam noticed the glances. The way their eyes lingered on Abi a little too long, their voices dropping to murmurs once they thought she couldn't hear.

Abi noticed too. He could see it in the way her shoulders tensed, the small twitch in her jaw. Her hand trembled once before she steadied it.

He wanted to say something, to defend her somehow, but the words never came. He didn't even know what was being said, only that it was about her.

The tension stretched until it felt unbearable. Finally, he set his pencil down. "Maybe we should call it early today," he murmured.

For a second, she didn't respond. Then she exhaled sharply and stood, gathering her books in one swift motion.

"Yeah," she said. "Good idea."

She didn't look at him as she walked away, the faint scent of her perfume, vanilla and smoke, lingering in the air long after she was gone.

Adam sat there for a while, staring at the empty chair across from him. The sound of the clock ticking filled the silence.

He wasn't sure if he felt abandoned or relieved. Maybe both.

***

Adam sat at his desk in his dorm room with his chin propped on one hand, the glow of his tablet painting faint blue lines across his face. The clock on the nightstand glared back at him, 4:17 p.m. mocking him for every page he hadn't yet read. His textbooks lay sprawled across the desk in chaotic order, notes half-written, words beginning to blur into one another.

He had promised himself he would make up for the awkward disaster that had been his study session with Abi, but his brain felt like wet cement. Each time he tried to focus, his thoughts dragged him back to the look on her face, the quiet anger burning in her eyes as she walked out.

He rubbed his temples and exhaled through his teeth. "Get it together, man," he muttered to himself.

Across the room, Bryce was sitting by the window, slouched deep in thought. The guy's usually confident energy was muted, replaced by a stillness that didn't fit him. The sunlight spilling through the blinds caught the side of his face, highlighting the sharp planes of his jaw and the faint crease between his brows.

Adam leaned back in his chair. "You look like you're trying to telepathically talk to the sun," he said.

Bryce didn't respond right away. His gaze was locked somewhere far beyond the window, where the trees outside swayed lazily in the afternoon wind. "I was thinking," he said finally.

Adam raised an eyebrow. "Dangerous."

A small, humorless chuckle escaped Bryce's throat. "Yeah, well, it's about something that's been bugging me for a while. Coexistence."

Adam blinked. "Coexistence? Like, the supernatural thing? I thought that's already been a thing for years now."

Bryce shook his head slowly, still watching the window. "That's what everyone says. On paper, yeah, coexistence exists. Humans and supernaturals, same cities, same schools, same laws. But you've seen it. It's not real, not here." He turned to face Adam, his expression unreadable. "Moonstone Academy's supposed to be progressive. But half the people here still whisper behind each other's backs."

Adam frowned. "You're saying there are supernaturals here?"

Bryce hesitated, then leaned forward, elbows on his knees. "I know there are. A couple of werewolves. A few mages. No confirmed vampires yet, but I'm working on it."

That last part made Adam's stomach tighten. His hands went cold.

"Working on it?" he echoed carefully.

Bryce shrugged, almost casual. "I've got connections. Not exactly school-approved ones, but they get me information." He paused, lowering his voice. "They all keep low profiles, though. Like they're ashamed or something. Even the ones everyone already knows about are treated like they've got some kind of disease. It's messed up."

Adam forced a dry laugh, trying to mask the way his pulse had started to hammer. "You sound like a conspiracy theorist, man."

Bryce shot him a look. "Maybe. Or maybe I just pay attention."

The silence that followed pressed on Adam's chest. He could feel his skin prickling, the faint buzz beneath his veins that had started showing up more often lately, like a secret trying to crawl out. He turned a page in his notebook, pretending to read, praying Bryce hadn't noticed.

"So," Adam said, forcing casualness into his tone, "you're saying people here hide what they are because of... what, reputation?"

Bryce nodded. "Pretty much. Didn't you notice how everyone is looking at the Thorne Triplets thanks to their fight in the hallway yesterday."

Adam froze. He had. The whispers, the sideways glances, the tension radiating off Abigail when he sat with her. So that's what all of it was about.

"People talk," Bryce went on, "and once they find out someone's not 'normal,' it spreads like wildfire. Doesn't matter if that person's never hurt anyone. The moment you're labeled supernatural, you're suddenly the enemy."

Adam's throat tightened. Luna's face flashed in his mind, her quiet detachment, the way she always sat alone, like she was safer fading into the background. He could see now why she might choose silence over attention.

He wondered, if his secret ever got out, would he become the next whispered name in the halls?

He sighed. "Didn't you say at the start of the semester that you hated supernaturals? Especially werewolves?"

Bryce didn't flinch. "Yeah, I did."

"Then why the sudden sympathy speech?"

Bryce looked back out the window. "Because personal feelings don't matter when you're supposed to do what's right. I don't have to like something to understand it deserves fairness."

It wasn't the answer Adam wanted, but it was honest. The kind of answer that made you think instead of feel better.

He leaned back, watching Bryce's reflection in the windowpane. "So, what? You planning to start a club or something?"

"Something bigger," Bryce said, sitting up straighter now. "I'm giving a speech at the Halloween festival. About coexistence. About how we can't keep pretending this school's perfect when it's built on quiet fear."

Adam let out a low whistle. "Bold move."

"Someone has to do it."

Adam wanted to believe it would help, but the image of Abi walking out of the library replayed again in his mind. The stares, the whispers. Words couldn't fix that. "I don't know, man. People don't change because of speeches."

Bryce smirked faintly. "That's because you're a pessimist. Lucky for you, I'm stubborn."

The two exchanged a look, one skeptical, one quietly determined and then the conversation faded back into the rhythm of pencil scratches and shuffling paper. Outside, the sun dipped lower, painting the sky in shades of orange and violet as Bryce was eager to share his grand plan, but Adam had something else in mind, deciding to change locations and take a break before returning class and powering through the night.

Hours slipped by like sand through fingers.

By the time Adam finally looked up from his notes again, the time on his watch read 10:57 p.m. The classroom was empty now, and his eyes burned from the strain of studying. Everyone else had already turned in, only he remained.

Adam yawned, stretching until his spine popped. "I'm calling it," he muttered to himself before closing his books.

He packed his things quietly and stepped into the hallway. The air was cool and still, carrying the faint smell of floor polish and night-blooming jasmine from the courtyard below. His footsteps echoed softly as he walked.

The school at night had a different heartbeat, slower, quieter, almost sacred. He passed the windows and caught the reflection of moonlight spilling across the floors, white and cold.

For the first time in days, he felt something like peace. His thoughts drifted back to his mother, the warmth of her voice in that strange dream, the hope she'd given him. Maybe, just maybe, he was one step closer to giving her the justice she deserved.

He was about to turn down the hall toward the dorms when a sound stopped him.

It was faint, almost impossible to name. Like a tone just outside human hearing, thin and sharp, a vibration that made the hairs on his neck rise.

He frowned, glancing around. The sound seemed to come from the library.

That made no sense. The library was supposed to be locked after eight.

Curiosity tugged at him, that same restless pull he'd learned not to ignore. He walked toward the library doors. The handles felt cool under his palm. When he pressed down, they gave way with a soft click.

Unlocked.

He stepped inside.

The scent of old books and varnished wood greeted him instantly. The overhead lights were dimmed, casting long shadows across the rows of shelves. Somewhere deeper inside, that strange tone hummed again, barely audible but pulsing like a heartbeat.

He moved quietly, following it down the aisles until it led him to the far wall. Nothing there but shelves and a dead end.

He frowned, taking a few steps back. Maybe he was imagining it—

"Adam?"

He spun around so fast his breath caught.

Aiva stood by the doorway, her expression surprised but soft. She was in pajamas, light gray cotton with tiny white patterns, and her dark brown hair framed her face in soft waves, cut just above the shoulders in a style that looked effortlessly neat. Her height gave her a graceful presence, even in slippers. The faint scent of cocoa trailed with her, warm and soothing.

"Aiva?" Adam exhaled, a half-laugh slipping out. "You scared me."

"I could say the same to you," she said, smiling gently. "Didn't expect to find you haunting the library at this hour. I always pegged you as the athletic, sleep-early type."

"Yeah, well," he said, rubbing the back of his neck, "turns out grades don't fix themselves."

She laughed quietly, the sound light and melodic. "That's dedication. Most guys would've crashed by now."

"I guess I just really want to stay here," he admitted, shrugging. "Can't exactly let myself flunk out after everything."

Her expression softened. "You've been through a lot lately, haven't you?"

He blinked, caught off guard by the warmth in her tone. "Something like that."

"Well, I think it's impressive," she said, stepping closer, her eyes catching the moonlight through the tall windows. "Pushing yourself when it's easier to give up. That's not something everyone can do."

The words hit him deeper than she probably meant them to. For a moment, the quiet hum of the library felt lighter, the tension easing from his shoulders.

He smiled faintly. "Thanks."

She nodded toward the open door. "Come on, Mr. Ghost. Let's close up. You shouldn't be wandering around alone this late."

He chuckled, following her as she turned back. "You sound like a mom."

"Then listen to your mom and lock the door," she said, teasing.

He pulled the doors shut, hearing the click echo faintly through the hall. Together, they started down the corridor toward the dorms.

The conversation turned easy. Aiva's tone carried that playful charm she always had, half joke, half comfort. She told him she'd changed her hairstyle over the weekend, how the braids had started feeling heavy. The new look suited her; the shorter, airy style framed her face like sunlight catching the edges of glass.

"It looks good," Adam said honestly. "Different, but... good."

She smiled, the kind that crinkled her eyes slightly. "Thanks. I needed a change."

As they walked, their footsteps soft against the polished floors, Adam felt a rare warmth settle in his chest. It wasn't the fiery tension he felt with Abigail, or the quiet unease Luna stirred in him. This was gentler, simple, grounding.

Yet, as they passed the last hallway before the dorms, he glanced back once, just for a second.

The library door stood where they had left it, but for the briefest moment, he thought he saw something, a faint shimmer along the frame, like heat rippling over pavement. Then it was gone.

He blinked and turned forward again.

Aiva was smiling, humming softly under her breath.

For reasons he couldn't explain, he suddenly wondered if she had heard the same strange tone earlier. Or if she had come looking for it too.

But she didn't mention it. And neither did he.

They reached the dorm entrance, exchanging quiet goodnights under the soft golden light. As she walked away down to their respective dorm bouses, Adam watched her silhouette fade into the shadows.

Something about the way she carried herself made him think she knew more than she ever let on.

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