"Yeah, I was not feeling alright. Cause it's been a very long time, I have not visited any tourist places. So, just my body had a lot." I explained while trying to find the next words. Why did it feel like, he smirked? I was not sure but let it go. "It's okay. Take rest. But there was another thing that you should tell me, alright? If you need to take a rest or are not feeling good, anything. You know that my mom will kill me if anything happens to you." I rotated my eyes, I did not want to hear more. Why does even he keep saying those I wish not to hear anymore? "Okay," I told him. I wanted to ask a silly question, I thought. I did not move to another side. I remained in my previous position, facing him. He was lying straight, holding his eyes on the ceiling. I was paused for some seconds. "Leno," I called him for the first time in my entire life, even after the wedding. He looks at me with his eyebrows up, turned his eyes from the ceiling, still lying straight. I am one of the guys who has a problem with positions, while having any type of conversation. And it was a serious matter, I am going to ask. "Can you move aside?" I told him at first. As he moved in my direction. He was a little confused and tense. "What happened?" He asked. I was sure about his question. "Nothing. I just wanted to make sure, we are talking face-to-face." I paused after thinking, have I said a suitable line? The confusion on his face has not changed. "Alright. Tell." He told me. I asked directly to the point. "Ahm! Can you tell me after unblinking observation, what the result is you get? Actually, I notice you notice me often. That's okay, you can if you want. But I wanted to know what you get? Positive or negative?" He was looking at me strangely, winking to see clearly. He covered himself with the blanket, behaving as like, a big answer is awaiting on the way. "That's an added sentence for you- I also noticed that you noticed me noticing you. Get it?" That made me angry each time he uses that tone as a joke but each time it makes me angry. Fine. I indeed understood. I irritably looked at him, as he was holding his eyebrows up, again, waiting for my response.
"I asked for the results not much. If you tell me I can sleep then." I used the tone for him to realise, I am not in the mood to have any fun, even with him? Impossible. He merely chuckles, then said, "Not much. It is my normal behaviour to notice someone's each thing. I can not control it. It is just an outcome of my brain or perceptions. And yeah, I noticed your behaviours, or feedback, maybe. According to my results, I can tell you that I found most of the suitable behaviours in you. So, you can say, till now the result is positive." He went with his lines, I wished he could stop forever. I further asked the last question before I fell asleep, again. "That's okay you can not control your behaviours or types. You said it is positive, my question is, from where does the preference come that you're giving feedback about my behaviours? There's a lot of difference between noticing and JUDGING. Your judgemental way yours one comes after your fake care about me. Listen, Leno. I will listen to each of your demands, at least stop IT." I showed the tolerance, I was keeping in me. I do not want him to even carry me to the hospital after any horrible road accident. I forgot to tell you. He was looking at me strangely. His facial reaction never became suitable for any situation. He smiles that time maybe to make me chill. "Luka Modric, you're right. My preferences come after noticing things. I choose my behaviours to show before them after noticing theirs. Same to you. I have been choosing those since I lifted your veil. My positive side isn't for everyone. And next, if you think it was a demand to tell you to stay away from the worst things, thanks to God that He gave sufficient knowledge to humans to invent the word- DEMAND. And most importantly, I don't fake my care for anyone."