Leo's p.o.v
The high of ecstasy took him places phenomenal, beyond his imagination and it felt like he was riding the roller-coaster now he was coming down. Coming down the height of passion combined by love, love? No infatuation, his body is still tingling... he felt his bliss in this man's arms, never have he ever felt so whole. Wait, bliss? What followed bliss was the mounting fear of realization? Oh shit. That did not just happen! Instant panic. There is not going back now. Hell. Breathe.
"Leo calm down. Breathe."
Calm down? The audacity of this dammed alpha! Fuck his audacity. Fighting the temptation to strangle this man who in his head, he has already shot the man six times. Six will not do this situation justice, seven, eight, nine, ten times! He does not get the significance of this moment to him. Damn him. Hell, why does he feel like balling in tears? Damn this forsaken alpha.
"Common love. Breathe. What's happening?"
What is happening? Indeed, what is happening? Breathe? Breathing at that moment was a task. Breathe? How dare he tell him to breathe? The bastard. Breathe... he just has to think of something else, something more relaxing than this moment. Tears followed his next revelation, ironically Jayden's presence calmed him but not enough to stop the hyperventilation. Is he being dramatic? Of course, his being dramatic. He came in him, then told him to breathe as if he is being irrational?!
"Bag."
Tears burned his eyes; his feet and fingers were getting numb. His clearly having an asthma attack but the level of pain his in also indicates a more psychological reaction, his having a simultaneous panic attack... Which is bad. Jay handed him the bag, which would not make a dent in his current issue. With shaking uncertain fingers, he opened the zip of his bag. He is lightheaded and dizzy which means if he does not get air fast, he will either pass out or suffocate. He grabs his inhaler; he completely forgot about and pumped twice and tried breathing exercises. He pumped twice more this time using the bag to trap the oxygen and to circle it back into his body. He pumped once more as he felt his chest lessen the pressure trying to survive had on his burning lungs.
The alpha does not know the repercussions of his actions, of course he does not he has fated mate somewhere out there. What pulled him back to the moment was the soft tender lips of his lover, Jay kept breaking the kiss giving him time breathe. Closing his eyes surrendering to the passion losing himself to the feeling. Throwing caution to the wind he kisses back with more passion, moaning when he felt him bite his lips.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
Thank the living stars he could not get pregnant, or this mental breakdown would have been a whole lot worse. At this instance being a beta helped him not just to throw caution to the wind but also on the negative this mistake could potentially be met with serious repercussions. He came inside of him, that jerk. Now his body will crave none but him. Fuck. Why would he do this to him? If Jay ever wasto leave him now, he now knows it will hurt more than a simultaneous attack.
"Jay. I just do not want to get addicted to you... Your omega is out there somewhere, and I am here. You will be able to move on without hiccups, but I will not. It is not fair; you did that to me. That is part of the reasons why protection was invented, it also helps protect the heart from being irrationally invested."
At last, he was no longer hyperventilating or angry instead the sadness hurt him. Gosh, is this what defeat looks like? He groaned and buried his head in his arms. He did say he belongs to him, and he did not lie, his body is his but everything else cannot be in the market.
"Love look at me. Listen to me and hear the words coming out of my mouth. There is no way in hell, I am letting you go. You are my fated and I know you can feel the connection too. It is just your misconceptions stopping you from actually opening your heart up to me. Love, consider us a special case and stop pushing me away, I want to be with you. I love you."
Leo's flush reached his entire body, so he sank deeper into Jayden's arms. He chose to ignore the conversation; silence was better than false reasoning. He will just leave the fate of their relationship to time and if they destined to be together.
"You are mine."
"Yeah? In your dreams."
That might actually be true. His denial of his claim was tied to him showering and pretending it never happened. Now he can never forget because heart was tied to him forgetting. Time will give them another day or never.
"Yeah. There too. It is nice having you here in the real world, so I can do this."
"Whaaa..."
He flipped him on his stomach. Leo pointed a confused then when he realized what the man wanted, he squirmed. Leo was still a bit sore therefore, what the hell was he doing?
"You mine."
For the first time he was with Jay, he released his invisible constraints and passionately wrapped his arms around his neck and kissed Jay. He knowingly broke his command, but it felt so right but it is his fault self- control was not enough to be a binder.
"Forever."
"This is the place I want to bite."
He caressed his nape and pressed kisses, and Leo moaned in both anticipation and uncertainty.
"Uhm. Uh. Not now please."
"Whenever you ready my little beta. Right now, you need to be punished."
"Punished? You wish."
Leo did not even waste time on thinking about it. Realizing the alpha still plans on punishing his disobedience he slipped off and high tailed it to the bathroom, the door closed, and he heard a most desired click. Laughing all the while as Jayden banged on the door. After a few minutes later he opened the door, and Jay widened the range and his willing to be this surprised him. He can never be what Jay needed in a sexual partner, but he honestly did have fun surprising and messing with the good looking alpha.
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Jayden's p.o.v
Claiming Leo in the mist of their combined pleasure incising erotic jungle fever. Not the mating mark but one human considered a 'love bite'. No matter what Leo is a few steps away from being his? He wants to provide, protect, and support his Leo so much that it is all he thinks about. Seeing the way, he smiled running to the bathroom made his own heart flutter. When the door opened, he claimed the man over and over, till they were both warn out.
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"Morning."
"Wait... It's 06:34. Why the hell are you awake?"
"To do this."
"Stop it. I need to brush my teeth. Haha, Jay stop it. My breath tastes horrible."
"Let me be the judge of that."