It's just losing a part of my desires and emotions, is there really any need to make such a big deal out of it?
Xue Dili grumbled in his heart, even feeling for the first time the faint grievance of "am I actually a picked-up child or something," though not very strongly.
Wait, grievance…
Xue Dili froze for a moment. Did he just feel sorrow? And anger?
No, he still couldn't recall what anger felt like.
But it seemed… there really was a bit of an effect?
He tasted the lingering trace of grievance that was about to dissipate, and began thinking in his heart. Pain would trigger sorrow and grievance.
Only, simple pain was already useless. At the very least it had to be soul-electric-shock-level pain, but he wasn't some special-kink alphabet-circle pervert; there was no need to deliberately pursue this kind of pain that directly hits the soul and mind.
Then could it really be, like his mom and that Fairy said, that love would help him find joy again?
