"But Madam surely views me as the betrayer. I fear her pursuit; her capabilities are formidable. Though I hide amidst the vast sea of humanity, I must never be lax. This unease stems from that fear. Yet, this place offers many advantages to me—I am too fortunate, hence I worry that Madam might deliberately design a trap."
"But...amidst the vast sea of humanity, how vast is this world. How can I ascertain that this matter is related to Madam? Would Madam truly spend lavishly to kill or capture me? Someone like Madam with such meticulous calculations of profit and loss, how could she squander wealth so recklessly."
"Also...Li Xian, oh Li Xian, you are merely a muddy footsoldier. To Madam, you're insignificant. Even if she hates you, it's not worth raising a storm over you. Yet, on the verge of success, you shrink back; how cowardly."
Li Xian gradually calmed down, but then thought again:
