I literally don't get how this thing got so popular sometimes. I must just be really good at ranting and being schizo, lol. I feel a lot more sane and bored now. The tension of being taken care of by someone is a bit much with the threat of homelessness over your head. But that is a slow, insidious killer. It's just stress as Darkest Dungeons would say. It's barely an issue for a few more days, and that's if mom doesn't take care of it. Which is within the cards, with my help.
I am working at a gambling parlor now, so that's okay money. Worst case scenario, I can get off the streets once or twice a week on my poor paycheck. And that's if kindness doesn't shine through thanks to my mom and other people.
It's strange as always to admit my Mom gets lots of help through being a social butterfly. It's a charismatic woman's life and I am the schizo adult son she drags around out of kindness. I don't get it besides the mechanics of life telling me this is how it works. Men works, women get help, and you pray you get dragged along as a man. It makes sense in that regard with ease honestly.
The past and I look at each other like the past made a bad move for once that resonates across this whole life of mine. But life shall go on, once I make enough money to get my own place. Then it barely matters again to the realist in my head. And I'm halfway there, I have one job at least. I just need another part time job or to replace it with a full time job to be back where I was before. My fall from grace was barely a fall besides financially anyway.
I'm probably gonna pretend to myself that writing Standy Valentine at the gambling parlor is going to help drum up attention for my job so I get more tips. It's an unlikely bet but it's just barely worth a shot. Helping people go gamble and give out tips is such a sinful thing, God would hate me for it. Lol, just makes it funnier to do it.
How should I go about it? Obviously I should just make up a nice crowd of customers. And make myself seem cool and hot. And drama? No crime drama, I don't need them going crazy here. No paranoia, just gamble bros.
I've been beginning a simulation rpg of America again. At least I think it isn't my first time, based on memories of streaming. Let's review some politics I came across while roleplaying.
Racism and how to deal with making companies be more diverse: Number one, let's do two levels of this: Company and Employee level.
For the Company, up to 50% off taxes based on how diverse your company is. If the company consists 70% of minorities, you get the 50% off taxes. Every 5 percent below that, you lose 5 percent. Minimum of 20% to get a 20% tax discount.
For the Employee, give a $25 dollar bonus on every paycheck while they maintain this high diversity score.
It is intriguing to consider how to deal with high levels of diversity when it comes to food and religion. I imagine jews and islamic people needing kosher food would generate major issues socially. And a vegan or five thrown in just makes it worse. And religious differences makes things annoying. Especially Islam and their prayers. The prayers are the worst cause they happen at all times of the day to observe their religious practices. There are at least 3 prayer sessions on a regular basis that must be observed during a typical 8 hour shift. If the shift starts at 6AM anyway. Only two if it's like, 8-5 or something.
Body Double politics. I made this a meme before, let's bring it up again. Basically the most useful move of a body double is to die for the person they're doubling for. Preferably during a controversial announcement or something. Is this ethical? No, you're being paid to be a sacrifice. But it's a good move, still recommend it.
And uhhh... I forget the rest, check my youtube videos. I'm doing videos for country simulating america. I might do a side branch and do like, Britain or something. I dunno, I'm thinking about it.
Peace and love, webnovel.