I saw...
I saw...
I watched the fragments
As they fall...
They fall, they fall.
I couldn't say nothing at all...
At all, at all.
Hmm.
I saw...
Hmm.
-
I need to focus.
Leave all the darkness behind me.
Synergize my mind
With the one who's here beside me.
Hmm.
Four years single.
Five books written.
Six mental breakdowns later.
I don't resent her,
I am grateful.
Forged into an alligator.
Hmm.
I've crawled out of her swamp
Done wallowing with the haters.
Realized that those lies
We're crippling instigators.
Hmm.
I've worked it all out,
Got more work
To make me greater
Than the day I was before
Like an oiled recuperator.
Hmm.
My thoughts have been so
Sticky,
Tricky,
Picky...
Empathy is peaking.
Some emotions, in are sneaking...
Hmm.
Forgetting to exhale,
Fuck I forget I ain't breathing...
Hmm.
Walls are coming down,
This frozen heart has started beating...
Beating!
Beating!
Hold up!
Think my blood is leaking.
Gotta keep it
Holding on.
Hmm.
Could she be the light
That smites
The shadows before dawn?
Hmm.
Mayhap all these feelings
Could be real
And linger on.
Hmm.
Reeling on the ceiling,
I feel her coming on
Right before the war is won,
Like...
Hmm.
This moment is testing me.
I don't want to feel no one but her.
Please leave her love next to me.
She don't gotta flex with me.
We can be
More than our exe's
See
You and me
Could just be
Molded from destiny.
Rest with me.
Hmm.
All of the layers
Between us
Are flexible
Like no one else can see...
-
I saw...
I saw...
I watched the fragments
As they fall...
They fall, they fall.
I couldn't say nothing at all...
At all, at all.
Hmm.
I saw...
Hmm.