Gong Yulu felt it was indeed a mistake to read these updates because she found Su Jiameng's inner monologue at the time too cutting, piercing her heart painfully. She indeed was a puppet without self-identity. Even though she had shed the puppet's identity, she still lacked her own "way." Su Jiameng's "way" was to guard and protect the Alliance... but what about hers?
The so-called "way" is what one desires to pursue in their heart and is willing to sacrifice everything for.
To be honest, this question is too artistic, and classmate Gong Yulu had never thought about it. Her interests and hobbies were broad, spending much more time in the research lab than wielding a gun on the battlefield, preferring dissection to piloting a Mecha. However, all these interests were initially forcibly imposed on her by others, and she never really thought about what she truly wanted.
