On January 28, 2026, Lin Yuhui again wanted to share his reflections with Liana, but he began with a third-person narration.
2026年1月28日林语晖又想要对莉安娜讲自己的感悟,但是开始时却用了第三人称陈述,
"If you want to grasp the true state of an industry, you have to go and practice it yourself. After verifying it with my own experience, I found that the online fiction market is nothing like what the leading companies claim—that it keeps growing and remains highly profitable. Nine times out of ten, it's just commercial hype. Especially given the current global economic downturn, very few people are willing to read at all, let alone pay for it. So I decided to make my novel freely available to readers. That move probably struck a nerve with the operators of Què Yán Group. They turned around and demanded that their contracted authors write purely out of artistic pursuit and creative passion. This remark stirred up a storm in the online writing community. To be honest, they should have accepted me as a resident author and allowed me to publish on their platform. But greed blinded their reason, and that's why I no longer update my novels on their site. When I post on other platforms, I also keep an eye on the reading data, but I don't take it too seriously. I mostly check the data just to confirm whether the platform is actually showing my work to readers. I don't write to please these readers; letting them see it is merely incidental. I also don't care how they judge my stories. I put pen to paper only to reveal myself to one person—even if she sees my clumsy writing, it doesn't matter, because that is the real me, so I bear no psychological burden. Of course, if the story can make her happy, that's even better. There is an old Chinese saying: 'A ruler is shorter than a yardstick, yet an inch can measure finer things.' A ruler can measure longer objects, but there are still things longer than a ruler in this world. An inch, when measuring small things, can divide them with greater precision. I hope you are in a happy place right now. If your duties are difficult, please stop being so hard on yourself. If venting helps you, please tell me everything. I don't know what else I can do for you, just like I don't know where the sparrows go in the depths of winter. If you are busy, please take care of yourself first. If I am bothering you, please shut me out. I only want to help, not hold you back."
"想要摸清行业真实行情,就得亲身去实践.我亲身验证过后发现,网文市场根本不像头部企业宣称的那样持续增长,盈利可观,十有八九只是商业炒作.尤其是当下全球经济形势低迷,愿意看书的人本就寥寥无几,付费阅读更是无从谈起.于是我决定把自己的小说免费向读者开放,这件事大概戳中了阙言集团运营方的痛处.他们转头就要求旗下签约作者创作要纯粹出于艺术追求与创作热忱.这番言论在网文作者圈子里掀起了风波.说实话,他们本该接纳我这样驻站作者,允许我在平台发布作品.可贪婪蒙蔽了他们的理智,这也是我不再在他们网站更新小说的原因.我在其他平台发文时,也会留意阅读数据,但不会过分在意.我看数据更多只是确认平台是否正常向读者展示我的作品.我写作本就不是为了迎合这些读者,给他们看只是顺带之举.我也不在乎他们如何评价我的故事.我落笔只为一个人展露自己,哪怕她看见我文笔笨拙也无妨,那才是真实的我,所以我毫无心理负担.当然,如果故事能让她看得开心自然更好.中国有句老话:尺有所短,寸有所长.尺能丈量更长的物件,可世间仍有比尺更长的东西.寸丈量短小事物时,却能分得更精细.我希望你现在身处幸福之中.如果你的职责艰难,请别再苛责自己.如果发发牢骚对你有帮助,请尽管说给我听.我也不知还能为你做些什么,就像寒冬里不知道麻雀都去了哪里.要是你忙,请先顾好自己.要是我打扰到你了,请隔绝我.我只想帮些忙,不是拖累你."
After finishing, Lin Yuhui could not find a reason to send it to Liana. Would saying these things be of any use to her? He decided to say something else instead.
写完了之后,林语晖找不到把它发给莉安娜的理由,说这些对她有用吗?说点别的吧,
"Days have returned to calm again. I hope you too can enjoy your own peace beyond work. I will miss you, but I don't want you to feel burdened. Just like the ladybug that spent this winter in my room—it will leave when spring comes; and the sparrows that forage on my windowsill—they belong to the sky."
"日子又回归了平静,也希望你工作之余也能享受属于自己的安宁.我会想念你,但不想让你觉得有负担.就像瓢虫在我房间里度过了这个冬天,开春就会离开;麻雀在我的窗台上觅食,它们属于天空."
Looking at his own words, the hand that wanted to keep writing finally ran out of momentum and stopped. No heartfelt words flew toward Liana—only falling teardrops... Why are you crying?
看着自己的写的文字,林语晖想要写下去的手终于耗尽了动力,停了下来,没有飞向莉安娜的心语,只有跌落的泪滴...,你为什么要流泪?
Lately I've heard interstellar friends mention many times that we should cherish and take care of our bodies. Actually, I do care about my body quite a bit, and I will do my best to maintain it. It's only when I think of you that I find it old and worn-out, unworthy of you.
最近多次听到星际朋友提到要爱惜,爱护自己的身体,其实我挺在意自己的身体的,我会尽力维护它,只是在想到你的时候才会嫌弃它已经老旧破败了,配不上你.
I wonder if they have sensed my thoughts. Perhaps when you always want to present your best self to the other person, that is love.
不知道是不是他们感觉到了我的想法.或许当总是想把自己最好的呈现给对放的时候,这就是爱.
Valentine's Day is approaching. Should I say something to her? What if no one confesses to her? How could I let a young woman of such charm be left cold and alone on that day?
就快到情人节了,向她说点什么吧,万一没人向她表白呢,怎么可以让一个妙龄女孩儿在那个日子里被冷清.
Might as well also share with her the results of my introspection over these past few days. Because as time goes on and more information reaches the mainland, Lin Yuhui has come to realize that many of Liana's words in her videos were directed at other people and other matters, while he had taken them as aimed at himself—which may have also tired Liana, who could not explain herself.
顺便把这些天来自己的反省成果也跟她说一说,因为随着时间推移,更多信息传到国内,林语晖发现莉安娜好多视频中的话语是对别人,别的事情说的,而他把那些当成了针对自己,可能也让无法解释的莉安娜感到疲惫.
February 14, 2026.
2026年2月14日,
"My dear, I have too much to say and don't know where to begin. A few days ago, I happened to read a piece you wrote. I could see how much effort you had put into it—that cautiousness, that fear of hurting Earth people's feelings, and your encouragement toward us. That is also one of the reasons I don't want you to come back—I don't want you to overwork yourself for these things. A few days ago, one of your fans released a video for you. That is another reason I don't want you to come back. If he really succeeds in inviting you back—oh, my heart would be a little wounded by jealousy, just kidding, but this is indeed a human weakness. Will you allow me a little conceit? Before I appeared, you were deep in illness yet did not retreat—well, maybe it was because of another man, just kidding. As you said, sincerity is the only weak spot for people like us.
"我亲爱的,我有太多话,不知从何说起.几天前,我又一次偶然读到了你写的一篇稿子,我看得出你在上面花了很多功夫,那种小心谨慎,生怕伤害地球人的感情,以及对我们的鼓励.这也是为什么我不想让你回来的原因之一,我不希望你为这些事太过劳累.前几天你的粉丝为你发布了一个视频,这是我不想让你回来的另一个原因.如果他真的成功邀请你回来,哦,我心会有点小小的嫉妒他而受伤,开玩笑的,但这确实是人性的弱点.能不能允许我小小地自满一下?在我出现之前,深陷重病你没有退缩,嗯,也许是因为另一个男人,玩笑.正如你所说,真心是我们这类人唯一的软肋.
I do wonder whether I was manipulated by some force to come here and disturb your heart—through genetic programming or chip implants. I'm not sure this is love either. It feels more like admiration for a pure, kind, and wise woman—someone so rare on Earth. Perhaps this is commonly seen as a man's love for a woman. One thing is certain: humans tend to seek out those similar to themselves. You are also human. Do you wish to live a life as clear as pure water, or a life as brilliant as a rainbow after the storm? Come with me, bring all your fans, or just those you care about. Spring is about to return here. Your life needs some passion, but don't force yourself—do what you are capable of, or push just a little beyond your comfort zone. Some information we have received suggests that stress affects your race more than it does ours. Add telepathic ability to that, and it truly becomes a heavier burden. Please don't feel you owe anyone because of what you have or haven't done. In a place with more people and a larger world, this is inevitable. Do not carry any emotional baggage. Another thing—when I see some content from your relatives and from you yourself, that sense of disapproval. I begin to wonder if some of it comes from you. Please don't be like that. You and she have different life paths, and you have unclear memories of past lives—such comparisons are unfair. I would rather see that situation as a better gift, giving you more possibilities to develop your own life. I believe that as time passes and you achieve more, you will gain more confidence in yourself, but please don't push yourself too hard—nothing in this world is perfect. There is also the issue of misunderstandings in our interactions, and your limited channels of expression have made things worse, putting great pressure on you—especially my instinctive jealousy. I'm sorry. It's not entirely my fault, just as nothing is entirely yours. That's just how things happen.
我确实在想,是否我是被某种力量操控来到这里,扰乱你心绪的,基因编程或者芯片植入.我也不确定这是不是爱.这更像是对一位纯净,善良且聪慧的女性的仰慕,这样的人在地球上太少了.也许这通常被认为是男性对女性的爱.有一件事是确定的:人类倾向于寻找与自己相似的同类.你也是人类,是想过一种如清水般纯粹的生活,还是经历风暴后如彩虹般绚烂的生活?跟我来吧,带上你所有的粉丝,或者仅仅是你在乎的那些人.春天即将回到这里.你的生活需要一些激情,但不要勉强自己,做那些力所能及的事,或者稍微突破一下你的安全区就好.我们得到的一些信息表明,压力对你们种族的影响可能比对我们更大.再加上心灵感应的能力,这确实是一种更沉重的负担.请不要因为自己做了什么或没做什么就觉得亏欠了谁.在一个人口更多,世界更庞大的地方,这是不可避免的.不要背负任何情感上的包袱.另一件事是,当我看到你亲属和你本人的一些内容时,那种不认同的感觉.我开始怀疑是否多少来自你.请不要这样.你和她的生命轨迹不同,而且你对前世记忆不清,这样的比较是不公平的.我宁愿把那种情况看作是一份更好的礼物,它让你有更多可能性去发展自己的人生.我相信随着时间流逝,当你拥有更多成就时,你会对自己更有信心,但请不要逼自己太紧,世界上没有完美.还有一个问题是,在与我们互动的过程中,可能会有误解,而你受限的表达途径让情况变得更糟,给你带来了很大压力,尤其是我本能的嫉妒心.对不起,这不全是我的错,就像什么都不全是你的错一样.事情就是这样发生的.
But I have a solution. If extraterrestrial life is to have face-to-face contact with us, I think it would be best to have them first introduce themselves to humanity. When people know what they really look like, how they usually behave, what they like and dislike, they won't be so shocked at the meeting, and both sides will have less fear. So, could you ask them to contribute to your channel? That would also lighten your workload. Ask those volunteers—I sense that the Arcturians are very active and perhaps also curious. And I also believe that among your race, there will certainly be anonymous young women willing to join in—women without official positions, who can freely pour out their feelings, receive the comfort they deserve, and no longer feel disappointed. Isn't that a genius plan? Please allow me to brag a little about myself. Also, I'm sorry—I just realized that I may have failed to meet your expectations when you sought comfort before. I'm sorry, my love is too exclusive. That is my weakness, and also my strength. So, could you bring that poor little girl named Malaya to your channel? I will love only her. Please don't turn into Kesiya—I later learned that there really is such a person in your team. I do know that you are in a difficult position right now. No matter what, I wish you happiness. As for what to do, please follow your heart. Do what you need to do, without worrying about others' feelings or opinions—you are living your own life. On this Valentine's Day, may I have the honor of writing this love letter to my dearest one? No matter what kind of love you take it as, this is my special love for a special you. Please don't bear any mental burden over this. If we cannot come together in this life, it simply means our time has not yet come. There are infinite possibilities in the universe; eventually that day will arrive. Or perhaps it has already come—when you were a bird and I was a tree, you sang for me and I sheltered you from wind and rain; or you were a peach blossom and I was the wind, you told me spring had come and I gently brushed across your face; or you were a river and I was the sand, following your footsteps wherever they went, forever. Or perhaps, in every single moment, when I think of you, I am present and you are present too. I love you."
但我有个解决方案.如果外星生命要和我们面对面接触,我想最好先让他们在人类面前做个自我介绍.当人们知道他们到底长什么样,平时的行为举止如何,喜欢什么讨厌什么,见面时就不会那么震惊,我们双方也会减少恐惧.所以,你能不能请他们向你的频道投稿?这也能减轻你的工作量.问问那些志愿者,我感觉大角星人非常活跃,也许也很好奇.而且我也相信,你们种族里一定会有匿名的小姐姐愿意加入进来,她们没有职务,可以自由地倾诉感受,得到她应有的安慰,不再感到失望.这算不算个天才方案?请允许我稍微吹嘘一下自己.还有,我很抱歉,我刚刚意识到可能是我没能达到你之前寻求安慰的期望,对不起,我的爱太排他了.这是我的缺点,也是我的力量.所以,能不能把那个叫玛莱雅的小可怜姑娘叫到你的频道来,我会只爱她一个人.请不要变成凯西娅,我后来知道你们团队里真有这个人.我确实知道你现在处境艰难,无论怎样,我都祝你快乐.至于该做什么,请随心所欲.做你需要做的事,不用在意别人的感受或看法,你在过你自己的生活.在这个情人节,我可以荣幸地给我最亲爱的人写下这封情书吗?无论你把它视为什么类型的爱,这都是我对特别的你那份特别的爱.请对此不要有任何精神负担.如果我们此生无法走到一起,那只是我们的时候未到.宇宙中有无限的可能,终究那一天会到来.又或许它已经来过了,当你是一只鸟,我是一棵树,你为我歌唱,我为你遮风挡雨;或者你是桃花,我是风,你告诉我春天来了,我温柔地拂过你的脸庞;或者你是河流,我是沙,追随你的脚步去往任何地方,直到永远.又或者,在这每一刻,我想你的时候,我在场你也在场.爱你."