The whole crowd of the stage seeing us, their eyes on us. Yuan holds the mic a bit tighter in his hands. He is doing like it's his daily chores, of course it is, he is not like me new to these things. Then Yuan asked the audience that are you all excited to witness the romantic story on the streets of Shanghai. The audience screamed as loud as they could and said yes. He smiles and then he gives that mic to me, but why he did, I didn't even know how to handle this much huge crowd, I really don't, but we are standing in the middle of the stage in front of everyone, I need to take the mic then. I take it in my hands, my hands shiver a little while holding that but I managed to make a grip on it and then I said on the mic that Hello everyone I am Zhao Shiza I am the new one here I know you all haven't seen me ever of course how could you all, in fact I am appearing first time.
Then I looked down on the stage for a while and then looked up and said I know this is all my first here so I am a bit nervous, bit is a wrong word I am very much nervous, much much nervous because this is the first time for me to face this much huge audience with my own eyes because I have always seen it on Weibo videos only. And trust me it really feels so good seeing it with my own eyes for an ordinary girl like me who is none other than you all standing here today has ever been able to earn this much I have never thought. I know you all don't know me, even sometimes I also don't know me I laughed a little while saying that but the only thing for what we are here is to deliver you all a story which makes you forget your problems your hurdles in life and maybe it's right to say that we are here today to give you break from your problems we know that everyone is so lost and busy nowadays in their works and personal things that everyone forgot to smile and to bring back that smile we are here today to take you to a ride in a world which never existed yet but it gives you an escape and comfort from your daily life problems and that simple very formal routine of your daily life.
I know you all are not feeling connected with me as I am new in this industry you haven't seen me anywhere but the one thing which is very common between you all and I is that I am none other than one who all are standing here in the audience today. Then I take a deep breath and said we are here to make you all lost in our love and here it is our new modern romantic C drama titled as Lost In Your Love will be airing on China TV daily and available on the app a bit earlier with some special offers so come and let yourself get lost in our story in our love I hope when you all lose yourselves you'll definitely find yourselves because losing yourself is the only way of finding yourself I hope you all like this we made it with so much of love only for you all that when you get back from your hectic work schedule you'll feel relaxed and forget if anything bad happened in your day and smile a smile like that kid has on his face when they get their favourite cherry candies yes for that smile we are working for.
And then after saying this much long long sentences which no one asked me to say even I also didn't prepare it, it just came out of my mouth automatically the moment I held that mic in my hands I hope I didn't say too much here as they only asked me to say the title of the drama and to speak few words about it but I think I was giving them all more life advices and philosophy other than promoting our drama ooo Zhao Shiza your day can't end without doing something wrong isn't it I asked myself while I took a few steps back and returned that mic to Yuan as he leads the event now but I really think I said too much I was supposed to talk about the drama but ended up giving life advices to them all.
Then Yuan holds the event from here onwards I am standing just right beside him seeing him while he is connecting to the audience smiling speaking so softly like a lullaby whatever he is saying I am not able to hear it as everything gets ignored the only thing I focus on is him standing right beside me wearing this white suit looking handsome as usual I know many girls in audience are standing here just for him to see his one single glimpse after all their Xu Yuan is here what else I could expect from them.
Then we are going to play a game in this game we need to introduce our co actor in front of everyone the way we see each other which might be anything then first Yuan introduced me while saying that on mic very loudly that now here is our female lead the most pretty the most beautiful and as precious as some treasure please welcome Zhao Shiza as our female main lead of the drama then everyone in the audience were looking at me for a second which made me a bit nervous but I ignored that and brought a smile on my face then it came to my turn to introduce him he handed over me the mic and took a few steps back and stood there and then on mic I said please welcome the most charming the most handsome and the heartthrob of the nation or I should say the heartthrob of Yihe university the Xu Yuan and I clapped through my hands while holding the mic in it as loud as I could and then he walked a few steps forward and the whole audience started screaming as loud as they could.
Of course their Xu Yuan is giving the jaw dropping handsome looks it's really getting hard for us to stay in our stable state then after this we have another round of game where we need to put our hands inside a box and take out a chit from it and do whatever is written on it and a table is placed in front of us where a box was already there on it we both looked at each other and then together we both put our hands inside that box and then when we took out our hands from it we were holding different colour of chits mine is red coloured and his is yellow coloured then when I opened my chit it's written on it that I need to propose him romantically then I smiled while reading it and then I put down that chit on the table and went on my knees ignoring the heels I am wearing and knelt down in front of him and put my right hand forward to him and said I know we are different like the colour of these chits but isn't it a theory that opposite attracts yes we are very different from each other in all aspects but the only thing that binds us together more tighter is love I don't know whose love is this maybe it will be your love or maybe mine or maybe ours but the only thing I know that there is love and when there is love somewhere it only makes things beautiful despite having lots of in similarities we are here today standing right in front of each other is only because of the love which is breathing and living inside us which makes it ignore all the odds in between us and only to make us look on the love the love which is breathing and living inside us inside of everyone it's just like a home planting plant which needs water and sunlight to bloom fully and I that water and sunlight will only pour on my plant when you'll allow my love to enter your heart.
Then he holds my shoulder with both of his hands and makes me stand up from my knees and smiles a little and said asking a permission to love. Yes we need to I said. Isn't you started loving me without even asking my permission then why you are asking it now he asked me. I smiled and said I am not asking your permission to love you I am asking a permission to express my love in front of you because if your answer is no then also I still love you till my last breath but I'll stop expressing it in front of you and make it inside my heart only and stop expressing it I said it.
Then he smiles and said you don't need to because I want you to love me daily like you do breathing the same way I want it will be essential for your living just like water and breathing for a person he said it. I smiled then he opened his chit where it was written that he needs to hold me without even thinking for a second he immediately lifted me into his arms his one hand on my back for supporting it and other one under my knees my legs sway in the air like I am sitting on a giant wheel of course it will feel like that only after all he is taking the full advantage of his height the whole audience started screaming while seeing us like this maybe they are getting some kind of CP feelings I don't know what but my world lies in his arms only like the way he carries it so effortlessly and then he puts me down on the stage and starts wrapping up the event as too many hours now have been passed away which I couldn't even realise it as with him time just flew away.
A life looks really shorter when I started spending my day with him I said these things into my Mr heart meanwhile he is just wrapping up the event while saying few more warm words to his audience and about our drama I suddenly found him too cute to handle and I took my phone out of my jeans pocket which I am wearing right now as I didn't know where to put mobile phones on such events so I placed it inside my jeans pocket only then I bent down on the floor just to capture him on my phone cause I wanna capture this moment and especially him life is too short to live or to do what you love so I just really don't wanna waste its time on doing my usual routine things I just want to live every bit of it fully.
My Yuan Yuan is looking freaking handsome while I am clicking his pictures from every angle on the stage just like a professional photographer he sees me doing this even the audience notices that too and they all started screaming much more louder again but those sounds are not entering into my ears as I am already lost myself lost myself in him is the way of finding myself in him and he gives a pose to my phone while showing off his sharp jaw line as I am clicking his pictures then this event gets ended very smoothly which I haven't thought it but it really did that I didn't even expect it but from today I have learnt one more thing and that is unless and until he is beside me every problem will feel like a blessing and every worry will be gone when he breathes near me.
And this is the event for which I was getting so much stressed out and nervous has been ended very smoothly and then the security takes us out of the event hall and then we both went inside the cars the separate cars that the team has provided us and we couldn't able to meet and talk to each other about the event as we both headed inside our separate cars which will head us to our respective homes but the homes of us is inside each other not in some place which is made up of sand cement and brick it's in the hearts of Zhao Shiza and Xu Yuan living inside us and then the car's headlight is on and it starts moving I tried to look outside the window of my door to see at least one glimpse of him but his car all windows are fully closed and then my car takes right turn and his car takes left turn and I missed that chance and then a car stops in front of my car and my car stopped I put my head out slightly from the window of it to see whose car is this and then I saw that...