(RAFFAELE'S POV)
You know how sometimes you just scroll through social media to take your mind off things and lighten up your mood?
Well I've been on my phone for a while now and it's not doing shit for me.
At first it kind of worked.
A couple of videos made me huff out a laugh. There was one that actually got me, then I went to comment on it and that's when it happened.
My thumb hovered over the screen and without thinking, I tried to move my right hand.
When it didn't move, I just… paused.
Because for a split second I forgot that I can't use it.
I brushed it off and carried on.
Eventually it happened again, and when the realization hit me for the second time, it actually hurt.
After that it's like I couldn't escape it.
I kept trying to move my right hand on instinct just to get constantly reminded that I can't.
As hard as I tried not to let it get to me, there was this voice in the back of my mind that wouldn't just shut up.
You can't move it.
You can't use it.
