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Chapter 183 - Blame Protocol

Noah Langford -December 2120

"Noah, my boy," Edmund's voice cuts through the low hum of the equipment. "You really should get some rest. You haven't slept since you got back."

I blink, looking up from my laptop screen. It is only now, following the direction of his gaze, that I realise the harsh artificial light of the lab is being countered by the sun creeping through the windows. It is already daytime.

I push my goggles up onto my forehead and press the heels of my hands against my eyes, trying to rub away the stubborn ache blooming behind them. "I'm fine" I reply automatically, my voice flat.

"Kai isn't going anywhere," Edmund continues, his tone laced with a paternal insistence that only makes my jaw tighten. "And Thomas and I will continue working on a solution while you sleep."

"I appreciate your concern, but I would not be able to rest until I can think of a solution" I counter, already looking back down at the lines of code.

The baseline reality is simple, as soon as we brought Kai back to the school, I immediately extracted several blood samples. Since then, I have been analysing every single cell under the microscope, mapping out every genetic marker, searching for the exact catalyst causing his cognitive and behavioral volatility.

But the data isn't adding up. Nothing substantial has come up yet. All I have managed to isolate is a significant, anomalous increase in the cell count within the counterfeit sample, but that structural anomaly still fails to explain why it actively targets and affects the brain.

I lean heavily into my hands, pressing my palms against my temples as I try to force the pieces of the equation together. The lack of sleep is introducing cognitive noise, blurring the edges of my thoughts.

"There has to be something I am missing" I murmur to myself, the quiet of the lab offering no answers.

The harder I try to think, the more the variables blur. Suddenly, the heavy door to the lab swings open. I lift my head sharply, watching as Finn walks in, followed closely by Monica, Gerald, Ethan, and...

My heart hitches. I jump up from my seat so abruptly that the chair topples over, clattering loudly against the linoleum floor.

"Kai" I call out, my voice cutting through the room as I immediately move toward him.

He walks to meet me halfway. My eyes instantly lock onto him, scanning his face, tracking his expressions, evaluating his pupils, running a rapid clinical assessment of his condition. Good. His gaze is focused; he seems fully aware of his surroundings.

"Noah, can you stop looking at me like that?" Kai protests, shifting uncomfortably under my scrutiny. "It's awkward."

"Oh. Yes." I force myself to take a step back, consciously restoring his personal space. "How are you feeling?" The question feels entirely inadequate, an inefficient way to gauge his actual neurological state, but it is the best I can manage.

"I'm fine," he replies shortly.

"Is that all you two can say?" Edmund's voice chimes in. He walks up and pats Kai roughly on the back.

Kai looks between the two of us, his expression clouding with confusion. I don't give him an answer; I simply narrow my eyes, fixing Edmund with a cold, warning glare.

"Anyways," I say quickly, aiming to pivot the conversation before Kai can voice the questions forming in his mind. But as my eyes trail down to adjust my assessment of his physical state, my breath catches tightly in my throat.

His wrists are still bound. The metal glints under the harsh lab lights.

His hands are still handcuffed.

I snap my gaze directly to Finn, the internal control I maintain starting to fray at the edges. "I told you to take these off."

Finn raises his hands defensively, pointing a finger at my twin. "You try telling him that. He refused to leave the cell if we took them off."

"What?" I say, my voice dropping an octave as I look back down at the chrome links biting into Kai's wrists. "Why would you choose to remain restrained?"

Kai shifts his weight, looking away from my piercing stare. "Because until you figure out what is happening to me, Noah, I don't trust myself. If I dissappear on myself again... I need to know I'm contained."

A cold spike of anxiety drives through my chest, though I force my expression to remain perfectly flat. He is letting fear dictate his parameters, which means he is operating entirely on survival instinct. It's inefficient, and worse, it's dangerous to his psychological well-being.

"The handcuffs are a superficial deterrent, Kai. If a neurological spike occurs, physical restraints will only increase your cortisol levels and exacerbate the panic response," I explain, the words coming out rapid, precise, and entirely devoid of the terror I actually feel. I step closer, reaching for his hands. "Let me remove them."

"No." Kai pulls his hands back, the chain rattling sharply between them. "I said leave them, Noah. At least this way my ability remains suppressed"

The rejection hits me like a physical blow, but I keep my hands hovering in the air for a fraction of a second before dropping them to my sides. I can feel my pulse accelerating, a familiar, chaotic rhythm threatening to disrupt my focus. 

"It's fine, Noah," Ethan says quietly, stepping into my peripheral vision. He places a hand briefly on my shoulder before looking at Kai. "He just needs this for now."

Finn steps forward then "Look, we don't have time to debate the ethics of self-imprisonment. Noah, what did you find in the lab? You said there was a cellular spike."

I take a slow, deliberate breath, letting Finn's presence steady the tremors in my hands. I turn back toward my terminal, glad for the distraction of hard data.

"Yes," I say, my voice returning to its baseline analytical tone. I log back into the mainframe, bringing up the rendering of the anomalous neural cells.

"Without brain scans, I can only consider that the counterfeit compound contains synthetic cells that allows it to bypass the blood-brain barrier with zero resistance. Once inside, it doesn't just alter brain chemistry, it actively forces accelerated cellular division in the temporal lobe."

"And that means?" Monica asks, her arms crossed as she looks at me.

"It means... power hurts body... effects brain... shuts down to protect."

The fragmented, quiet voice originating from the floor catches everyone's attention. Ethan steps forward, peering around the side of my main desk to find the source.

Sitting on the floor, surrounded by a chaotic ring of loose sheets of paper, is Katie. She is completely absorbed in scribbling erratic lines on a piece of paper.

"Katie? What are you doing here?" Ethan asks, his brow furrowing.

"Help... asked" she replies without looking up, her pencil scraping against the page.

"I asked if I could analsze her," I state, drawing the group's focus back to the data. "Unlike Bennet, she didn't fall under the full, systematic control of the counterfeit compound. She is still capable of independent cognitive function, though she is operating with significantly lowered response times."

I look back toward my monitors, a bitter taste in my mouth. The reality is infuriating. Even with the raw data from her unique physiology, I have still found absolutely nothing of substance. My analysis is entirely stalled.

"Don't worry, Kai," Thomas says, stepping forward to bridge the heavy silence. "We will figure it out."

Kai's head drops, his shoulders sagging under the weight of the handcuffs. "I'm sorry I am causing you all issues again."

The statement triggers an immediate, sharp spike of rejection in my chest. Before my logical filters can stop me, I cross the distance between us.

I reach out and grab him firmly by his arms, my grip tight enough to anchor him, to force him to look at me.

"Don't ever say that," I say, my voice rigid with an intensity I rarely allow to surface. "None of this is your fault."

"But-" Kai starts, trying to pull back.

"No buts," I interrupt, the words cutting through his protest like a scalpel. "I failed to consider the secondary biological side effects of the burnout cure. I overlooked the variables. It is my fault you are like this."

"Noah, stop it," Kai says, his voice rising as he tries to wrench his arms out of my grip.

The handcuffs rattle violently between us. "You save my life and now you're killing yourself in this lab trying to clean up my mess"

"Could you really call this saving when you are still suffering" I snap back, my fingers tightening on his jacket. The cold, precise logic I usually rely on is fraying, replaced by a desperate, static-filled panic.

"The burnout cure was my synthesis. It was my responsibility to forecast its long-term interactions with external compounds. If I had built a more robust cellular shield into your treatment, this counterfeit wouldn't have been able to latch onto your temporal lobe. I left a vulnerability in your system, Kai. I failed to protect you."

"I don't need you to protect me by taking the blame for everything!" Kai yells, stepping directly into my space, his chest heaving. "Stop treating me like an experiment gone wrong! I would be dead if it wasn't for you! I was the one who pushed myself to the breaking point!"

"You don't understand the neurological trajectory!" My voice cracks, the sleep deprivation and sheer terror of losing him breaking through my analytical armor. "If I cannot reverse this, the cognitive collapse is-"

"Hey! Both of you, shut up and breathe."

Finn's hand suddenly grips my shoulder, firm and unyielding, while his other arm steps physically between Kai and me, forcing a wedge of space between us. 

Finn looks between the two of us, his expression a mix of fierce loyalty and exhaustion.

"Neither of you is allowed to take the blame for this," Finn says, his voice dropping into a low, steady register that commands the room.

"Noah, you didn't leave a vulnerability on purpose. Kai, you didn't ask to burnout. You want to know whose fault this actually is? It's your father's."

The mention of him acts like a sudden drop in temperature. The entire lab goes dead silent.

"You are both tired," Edmund steps in now, his tone shifting into something softer, trying to diffuse the residual tension in the air. "You have all gone through so much in the last few months and haven't had a chance to truly breathe."

I slowly let go of Kai's arms, the physical contact breaking as I take a deliberate step back to catch my breath. My heart is still hammering against my ribs, a chaotic variable I am struggling to suppress.

"Which is why I am sending you away" Edmund says smoothly.

The statement doesn't compute. We all look at Edmund in a state of collective shock, our voices cutting through the lab in near unison "What?"

"Take a break" he continues, completely unbothered by our reaction.

"I can't just take a break," I say, the words tight and rapid. The mere suggestion is an absurdity. "I still haven't figured out what is happening with Kai. Every second lost is a regression in his neurological timeline."

"And you won't figure it out if you keep pushing yourself like this," Edmund replies, matching my intensity with a calm, unyielding logic that frustrates me.

"What do you mean 'take a break'?" Ethan asks, looking back and forth between us, voicing the confusion circulating through the rest of the group.

Edmund stands there, a faint, knowing smile appearing on his face as he rests his hands casually behind his back.

"You don't think Trinity is our only hideout, do you?"

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