[Minato looks at his hand and pinch himself, trying to get out of his delusion that his husband came for him except his lover… How it possible;]
"AH !! so it is real."
I talked to myself, walking toward the bed. My eyes are still heavy in sleep. I just want to sleep but why is everyone disturbing me?
I shook my head in frustration while climbing on the bed to sleep. I released my weight in seconds and drove into the soft blanket as if I was in a cloud.
First—I just look at the ceiling still trying to figure out what is happening.
My eyes begin to close, slowly but in sleep also I can feel my stomach pain getting worse day by day.
I surely need to check-up; I feel a strange feeling in my heart like something is coming. I don't know if it is bad or good but something is truly coming.
I squeezed my chest while covered in sweat.
"Now just focus on sleep for now."
I encourage myself, crawl inside the blanket while squeezing my pillow to death.
I finally fall into sleep in 2 minutes for settling my nonsense thoughts;
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*CHIRP CHIRP
Birds chirping sound are coming from the window. The atmosphere was cooler than usual.
*BEEP BEEP
Alarm ring; I open my eyes in shock as if someone attacked me. I sit in panic, scratching my hair. The eyes are not fully opened. I looked around then I heard a sound.
*BEEP BEEP
I look at the alarm in frustration; My face is striaght—look at it in ragebait. Deciding I need to kill or just throw it's only 7. That time I didn't know I needed to scold the alarm or myself cuz I am the one who set it thinking to ready up.
I slammed into bed and covered myself with a blanket after turning off the alarm.
"I need to sleep more."
My voice is hoarse in a mix of sleep and frustration; Deciding to go work at 9 because my mind said that's all.
My eyes closed, slowly; As time passed my eyes opened again, in panic. I think time is up. But it's only 7.10.
I sighed in relief; I slept again.
But again my eyes open, I look at the watch with slower motion… It's 8.10. I turn and just sleep.
The air became calmer but the cold wind didn't stop, coming from the window. Sunlight starts to rise more while increasing light with a bit of heat.
Just like time never stops for anyone—if it's going to lost in business, or not study in class, and then fail while blaming everything except they also know they waste it themself and get that outcome as it is goes for Minato also cuz of his memory; The way he forgot about medicine or ignoring his health something is coming for him; Just little bit away from his;
doorway…
My eyes opened in heavier sleep—breaths are heavy. I turn and glance at the watch. My eyes are wide open. It's 8.55.
I jolted and stood. Suddenly while going toward the cupboard to change my clothes;
I feel dizzy, I fall into the ground—kissing the land.
I sit by the support of my hand. I touch my nose;
"Oww!! It hurts… I am stupid." After some break;
*THROB THROB
"Why did I even close my eyes?"
I sighed in frustration—standing. My legs are also aching uhh in addition I don't feel well. What's going to happen?
I grab my head, stroking. I reach the cupboard and put out random clothes and just put it on somehow, by hook or by crook.
In shirts buttons are randomly attached; I walk out from my room in a hurry while muttering the same sentence as the same as learning an answer for a thousand times until I recognise it—fully.
"I'm late for sure."
About 50 times the normal speed.
In resentment—Something pops into my mind.
"Whether I shower or not."
Suddenly, time stops. Those words start circular around me; in the background a dense music starts.
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Came into reality—I stroke my hair again, thinking why I always end with dump thoughts, who cares if I don't shower today.
I hurriedly grabbed my wallet and phone—it matters more than life anyway; I ran toward the door handle. I reach it—but I suddenly stop and it feels like I forgot something.
But what…
I shrug my head in denying—now who cares really.
Minato opened the door but forgot his life saving stuff . Who he often forgot to take…
MEDICINE…
I entered the drawing room. Drawing was even more calmer than the morning before the disaster he made; In chaos energy Minato went to the kitchen area, grabbing something small to eat on his way toward the cafe.
In the drawing room; Three people were present but in Minato's eye none but only him for now because of his mistake; Ignoring everything.
Lion looked at me from the dining table while drinking his tea; Toka was beside him, observing everything about Minato.
"What is wrong with his hair?"
Lion whispers in silent—smirk.
Two men just stare at a performance of clumsiness as they are the audience of the circus while I'm making a whole kitchen mess, glancing at my watch and everything.
I grab my head again—scream inside in rage.
"Why's not anything there when I want?"
I shouted; I turned around—I sighed. Who cares I am gonna just eat in a cafe; Ya it's so simple. I smile.
I hurriedly—went to the showcase, grabbed my own and wore it. I look at the mirror hanging in front of me. I set my hair by hand and stretch my shirt from below.
Now I am ready. I think;
I opened the door and leave;
But from behind someone was staring at him—constantly without any word.
Observation… or something
TO BE CONTINUED>