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Chapter 9 - That's A Relief

Dad doesn't yell. That's how I know this is serious. He sits at the dining table, fingers laced together, elbows resting lightly on the wood.

Mom stands by the kitchen counter, arms crossed, watching both of us like she's weighing every word before it's spoken. The silence feels heavy, almost suffocating.

I take the chair across from him, the cold wood pressing into my thighs. My hands fidget in my lap. My heart is still racing from the attic reveal. From Jason. From everything.

"Well?" Dad asks. Well. That word sits between us like a trap.

"I didn't know," I start.

"I believe you." His words catch me off guard. I freeze.

"You do?" I ask, incredulous. We'll that's something not tense.

"Yes." His tone is steady. "If you had known who his father was and still helped him hide in our attic, this would be a very different conversation."

I swallow hard, my throat dry. "So this is… not that?"

"It's not that," Mom says softly. "But it is serious."

I nod slowly. "He's not his dad."

Dad leans back slightly, studying Jason. "That's what he says."

"That's what I see." Silence stretches. Dad studies me carefully, like he's trying to determine whether my judgment is rebellion or conviction.

"What do you see?" he asks finally.

I hesitate. I swallow. "I see someone who didn't run. Someone who stood there and told the truth when he didn't have to. Someone who could've lied again—but didn't." Definitely something I wouldn't say, but I did.

Mom's expression softens slightly. Dad doesn't.

"You see potential," he says. "I see risk."

I meet his gaze steadily. "He's been living with that risk his whole life."

"And now so are you." The words land heavily, a reminder that even though Jason insists he's not like his father, the danger of his last name shadows him everywhere he goes.

"I'm not naïve," I say quietly. "I know what his father did. I know what that name carries. But I also know Jason isn't trying to follow that path."

Dad exhales slowly, the tension in his shoulders easing just a little. "You're young."

"And?"

"And sometimes you confuse intensity for integrity." That stings more than I expect. Seriously.

"This isn't intensity," I say firmly. "It's choice."

Mom finally sits beside Dad. "We're not forbidding you from seeing him," she says carefully.

My head snaps up. "You're not?" What the hell? Plot twist.

Dad shakes his head once. "We're not dictators." That almost makes me laugh. Almost. "But," he continues, "there will be boundaries."

"Like?" I ask cautiously.

"No sneaking. No hiding. If he wants to see you, he comes through the front door. We know who he is. We know what he carries. No shadows. No secrets."

My heart jumps a little at that. A limit, yes—but at least it's fair.

"And if I say no?" I ask quietly.

"Then we reassess," Dad replies. That's not a yes. But it's not a no either. It's something in between. Outside, Jason is standing by the end of the driveway. He didn't leave. He didn't storm off. He didn't disappear. He's just… there.

Hands in his pockets. Shoulders squared. Waiting. Calm, like nothing could faze him. I step outside slowly, my sneakers scuffing against the driveway stones.

The evening air is crisp and smells faintly of rain, but everything feels different tonight. Lighter, but uncertain.

"You stayed," I say, unable to hide the surprise in my voice.

"I said I would," he replies evenly.

"For what?"

"For whatever comes next." I study him for a long moment. My thoughts are chaotic. My parents know everything now. They're cautious but not forbidding. And Jason—he's standing there, carrying the weight of his father's past, refusing to run.

"I've been living with that weight my whole life," he says softly. "The world expects me to be like him. They see my name and assume the rest."

"And you?" I ask.

"I try not to let it define me." His eyes meet mine. "But every day is a choice. Every day I have to prove I'm not him."

"That's a lot to carry," I say quietly. He shrugs, but there's tension in his jaw.

"I've learned to live with it. But I never want anyone else to carry it for me. Especially you." I blink. His honesty is disarming. There's no smirk, no teasing. Just truth. Vulnerable and raw.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I ask, softer this time.

"I didn't want you to see me as a risk," he admits.

"You are a risk," I say, and it comes out sharper than I intend. "Everyone else thinks that."

"I know," he replies. "But I hoped you'd see me for who I am, not what my father did."

My chest tightens. I remember the attic, the panic, the secrecy. And yet, seeing him now, standing quietly outside in the dim light, I understand.

"You should've told me," I whisper.

"I know," he says immediately. "I just… didn't know how."

"You should've trusted me," I mutter.

"I do trust you," he says. "I just didn't trust that the truth wouldn't scare you."

"Well," I whisper, biting my lip, "now we know." He lets out a slow breath, relief flickering across his face. But it's careful. Controlled. He's still holding himself together.

"You don't get to hide things from me again," I say firmly.

"I won't," he promises.

"Ever."

"Ever." We stand there for a long moment, the silence heavy but no longer suffocating. It's a quiet truce. A recalibration. Not love yet, not trust completely—but something real. Something fragile and careful.

I glance toward the house. From inside, the dim glow of the living room shows my parents talking softly, probably deciding how much to trust Jason themselves.

I know the conversation isn't over. Obviously, especially not now. It will never truly be over. Not while his father's shadow exists.

Jason shifts slightly, breaking the tension. "So… front door next time?" he asks.

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