It has been month since I got to uni and a lot of things have happened in between I became good friends with Ryan and my roommates became friends with him also we all hangout and do stuffs together my mum came to visit one and brought along some stuff for me and that was so sweet and thoughtful of her The past few weeks were so interesting I felt like a living thing.
Bryan and I hanged out for a few times and we really clicked but the thought of me being gay was still shocking I thought I was into girls but that wasn't the case.
Meeting Bryan was the best thing that ever happened to me and I was grateful for that,our friendship blossomed so well, it was as if we knew each other from birth we clicked so well...
My feelings for him grew large and thick, I was always lost in thought thinking about him,He became part of my life that couldn't be ignored,his voice woke up all dead cells in me ,his eyes inspired me,his breath strengthened me ,the only problem I have was that I do not think he felt the same way I felt for him.
Is this one sided love? I thought to myself....
My phone rang and it was Bryan's call,he had just called to ask if I couldn't create time so I can come over to his house for a movie night OMG! couldn't believe my ears I said yes immediately,why won't I have time for my first love even if I had plans I would have cancelled it after two minutes he sent his house address to me and my roommates help me to pick an outfit I was really nervous, anxiety took control of my body ,I kept on contemplating whether I should change my hairstyle or not but I decided to leave it the way it was I do not want to appear like my feelings I don't want him to think I am too much,but I want to be perfect for Bryan.
I got to his place and rang the beg he opened and he welcomed me into his home we hugged and went to the living room ,I didn't know he was this rich ,nice house I said to him.
As we settled into the couch, the dim glow of the TV illuminating our faces, bryan reached for the bag of popcorn and i caught a whiff of his cologne, sending a subtle shiver down my spine. I have been looking forward to this movie night all day, and it was shaping up to be the perfect evening.
Alright, which one do you want to watch? Bryan asked me.
Hmm, I don't know, What are you in the mood for?
How about something action-packed?
"Sounds good to me."
As the movie started, I found myself more focused on bryan's reactions than the plot. He was completely absorbed, his eyes wide with excitement, and his laughter was infectious. I couldn't help but smile every time he chuckled or gasped in surprise.
At one point, he turned to me, his face lit up with a huge grin. "This part is so cool!" he whispered, his breath tickling my ear. I felt a flutter in my chest, but tried to play it cool, smiling back and nodding in agreement.
As the credits rolled, we both sat in comfortable silence, the only sound was the quiet hum of the TV. Bryan turned to me,his eyes sparkling with excitement. That was amazing! I love this movie.
I smiled, feeling grateful for the comfortable silence between us. Me too, I replied, my voice barely above a whisper. The moment hung in the air, and for a second, I wondered if he'd lean in closer, if the spark i felt was real.
But instead, he just smiled and stood up, stretching his arms. I am gonna grab another drink. Want one?
I nodded, trying to shake off the feeling. Maybe it was just wishful thinking, but i couldn't help but feel like there was something there, something worth exploring.
The room was thick with anticipation, the only sound the soft hum of the TV on standby. Bryan's eyes met mine, and the air seemed to vibrate with electricity. He took a step closer, his gaze never breaking, and i felt my heart thundering in my chest. The space between us was charged with possibility, and i couldn't look away. His eyes held a question, and i knew exactly what he was asking. I felt our lips part, my breath catching in my throat. He took another step closer, his face inches from mine, and i knew it was now or never. The world around me melted away, leaving only the two of us, suspended in a moment of raw connection.
But nothing happened though,he saw me off and when I got home and my roommates wouldn't stop asking me questions....