There were moments when she truly wanted to give up, and sometimes she didn't want to listen to the voice in her heart that kept begging her to hold on just a little longer.
[Well… at least I never used it in the end.] Roxanna let out a sigh of relief. [Maybe I wouldn't have been reborn if I had chosen the easy way out.]
Her caregivers once told her that people who chose to cut their own lifeline would never be reborn and would never be able to smell the flowers in heaven.
But honestly… Roxanna never understood why people like that had to be punished so cruelly.
After all, everyone actually wants to survive.
But sometimes… when the mind becomes too tired and too broken, it pushes a person toward a path they never wanted to take. And unfortunately, not everyone has the will to keep going.
Maybe Calen was right.
In a strange way, it was fortunate that her ex-husband had killed her. At least… she hadn't been the one to end her own life.
