What does true powerlessness feel like?
It's as if, before you embark on the thing you most want to do, at the starting point on the path of pursuing happiness and a life without regret, life has already shown you the clearest and most desperate outcome of that endeavor.
This is a disillusioning path, filled with countless difficulties and thorns, with no endpoint. As you inflict pain on others, you will also be tormented, experiencing a long torture. After which, you will watch as they leave you behind one by one, until you too, eventually, vanish into nothingness.
Yet living in such a terrifying world filled with endless pain and despair, there seems to be no other path for you but this. So, in pursuit of a false sense of happiness, you muster the courage to set foot on this path and strive forward. Life begins to guide you, step by step, to prove that most desperate result.
