"Listen here I don't have time for this nonsense ,I have more important things to deal with right now."He kept on nagging me like an unbearable pest it was always about father everytime he called "Mario..I know that things haven't been great between you two but please just talk to him every now and then..you know that you're all he has left."If there was one person I didn't want to associate myself with it was my father "Trust me Mr Takano if I was all he had left you would tell.He doesn't care about me and it's the same to me so let's just leave it at that.I'll call you tomorrow Goodnight.".."Bu.."I dropped the call before he infuriated me even more,I respect him more than anyone in this world he became a father figure to me while my own father was alive..while he chase wealth ,status and reputation Mr Tanaka stayed home with me and acted like a real father while my own treated me like some kind of property that wasn't fit enough to have its attention at that time and now he thinks I'll just crawl to him,I couldn't care any less what he does or when he does it ,I want nothing from him.i took out a cigarette and sat down watching the busy streets in the middle of night always calmed me down ,it's always how I escape the shallow place I have build for myself,I was still drifting into thoughts when a short tiny figure appeared out of nowhere..I reached for my gun ready to shoot at any moment if this person makes a move, but a short guy just showed he looked confused and frustrated at the same time he was wearing a blue sweater and some shorts he then started speaking to himself like a madman while pacing up and down I thought it was cute "Okay you can do this Kao.."He started looking down on the streets and I figured he must be trying to commit suicide" It's just really...really..high."I almost laughed at him but didn't I wanted to see where this is headed ,if he was brave enough to end his own life.it's not something someone gets to see everyday.But just then he stopped and look in my direction the moon started shining brighter like in one night those overly dramatic Korean dramas and I saw his face clearly and....
He was beautiful I have never seen anyone as beautiful as him in my life I know that a man can never be beautiful but him.....he was an exception his eyes were bright green and with that look of confusion looked even cuter his black hair was being blown in each every direction by the wind as he came closer to me everything seemed to be in slow motion when I looked at just then the moon started shining on me and I put my admiration face on off mode.....i wouldn't want him to think I'm a creep so I just had to play it cool"Go on ,don't let me stop you!!"I sure as he'll didn't mean it the way I said it but if I said anything else he might have thought I was some kind of weirdo...he looked scared and started apologizing and quickly ran away..I wanted to run after him and talk to him more or get his number atleast because chances of seeing him again were about zero but my pride still wouldn't let me.i couldn't understand why I wanted to do something as strange as that..
I walked back home thinking about the suicidal guy I had no idea why I was hungover him but all I knew was that I was...when I got to my place it wasn't locked and only one person could ever get in that easily..when I walked in the living room there he was holding my best liquor in his hands enjoying himself and making himself feel'cozy'as usual"How many times do I have to tell you stop coming into my house uninvited Takashi ..You're a pain in the ass you know."He didn't even glance at me and just continued going about his business as if I didn't just say anything "You know you need to relax Marii ,if you didn't want me to get in your house.you would have changed the location of your key a long time ago...so don't get all grumpy on me."He sure is a nuisance I just learned to let him be..he always hovers around me like a fly I don't even know how we got to this stage "Fine whatever"my heart was restless and I had no idea why..."What's up with you??you've been scratching your head non stop since you got here and you only ever do that when you're stressed about something."I guess we've known each other for so long that he could tell when I was restless"I met someone stupid today and they tried to kill themselves but what baffles me is that I found them fascinating and beautiful even now as I'm thinking about them my heart is just beating non stop and I'm confused about what's going on."He coughed so loud that I thought he was dying only to see that he chocked himself with liquor, he then stared at me his eyes all wide opened and looking all stupid "What's wrong with you??"He came closer to me and sat down and just suddenly he slapped himself"Ooh fuck....I thought I was dreaming..."I have never seen anyone as stupid as he is"Fuck me sideways...You're in love!!!!."He started jumping up and down like a messed up little kid" What??you're crazy."I could do everything but fall in love not me...it could never be me.."Holy shit...I can't believe you actually have feelings...you know for 6 years I thought you were some kind of loveless robot and I became friends with you because I thought it would be cool when you're discovered and I could say I befriended a robot,but this...this changes everything...
You're actually alive..you of all people have feelings...ooh thank you God for being merciful towards this insignificant ugly human being of yours."Of all the people to befriend I have no idea why I chose a weirdo but this couldn't be love right??it's just admiration nothing more...He kept on talking for hours and i had no idea whar he was saying until alcohol consumed him and he fell asleep and I finally had some peace and quite.