I want to be held. I want to cuddle. I want to be loved.
I want to live.
Everyday, the sun rises. Everyday, the birds chirp. Everyday, people die. Everyday, a new soul is brought into the world.
And yet, everyday..
Feels the same.
The sky is blue - and so is it gray.
The grass is green - and so is it gray.
The water that runs down mountains and hundred foot cliffs is blue - but it might as well be gray.
Because to me..everything is losing its colour. Everyday, I feel..empty. Hollow. Like I don't matter. And I don't say this in a typical way. Because I know I do matter. I know I'm not worthless. So why do I feel so..not loved even though I'm loved?
No one holds me. No one cuddles with me. No one talks to me. No one knows me. They only know the facade that I put on, the character that I play. They don't know the real me. They don't know my interests or my hobbies. They only know what I let them know, and I only let them know what I let them know because they don't ever ask. Frankly, they don't care. And so what my question to you is, Earth, fate, destiny..
..void..
When will I finally be loved?