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Chapter 7 - Breaking Camp, and the Only Man Who Turned Round

He knew before he was properly awake, because he could hear it, and because it was a cheerful sound.

Nobody had warned him about that, and nobody could have. A camp coming down is a good noise. Lattice being unpinned and felt being rolled and someone shouting about a strap, and children going past at a flat run because the day the camp moves is the best day if you are five. It is a sound this steppe makes four or five times a year, and everyone in it has heard the sound since before they could stand, and nobody has ever once found it frightening.

He lay where he was and listened to the belongings being packed onto carts by people in a good mood.

Outside it was a bright morning with a wind, and the whole ring was coming apart in the ordinary way.

He walked out into the middle of it and nobody stopped him, and nobody looked at him strangely, and a woman he had seen every day since autumn went past with a bundle of tent-poles on her shoulder and said something friendly about the wind.

That was when he understood the shape of what was happening.

Nobody was being cruel. He had come out expecting to find something to hate, some hard face turned away, and there was none. There was a camp moving, which is a thing camps do, and there was one household in it that was not moving, and the difference between those two facts was not visible anywhere. You could not see it in a single person's hands.

It was only in what was not happening. No one came to help them strike. No one asked where they were going. No one asked, because everyone already knew that they were not.

***

His mother did not go and speak to anyone.

He watched her not do it for most of the morning, and understood, eventually, that it was a decision, and that she had made the previous day on the ride back and had not needed to make it twice.

There was nothing to say. She had said it already, in front of forty people, and had been handed the rule in reply. A woman does not go back to be handed the same rule again in front of a smaller audience.

So she banked the fire she was not going to be able to move, and put the baby down, and started sorting through what they had into what could be carried and what could not, and did it briskly, with her sleeves pushed up.

Temüjin did the only thing left that a boy could do.

He went to the families.

Not the leaders. He had learned that much at the Onggirat: a man like Tarqutai was a wall, and you do not push at a wall in front of witnesses.

But a following is not one man. It is forty households who each have their own reasons, and reasons can be worked on. So he went round them one at a time, and he was careful, and he was polite, and he did it the way he would have done it in a life where he had been an adult with standing, which is to say he did it very well.

He talked to a man whose gelding he had helped hold in the winter. He talked to a woman who had come and said something short to him the night he came home and gone away again, and to her husband, who had a bad shoulder and had been glad of a boy who could lift. He did not ask them to defy anybody. He asked them to be slow. He asked them to camp a day behind and see how it went. He gave them, one after another, small reasonable things that a person could do without ever having to stand up in front of Tarqutai.

Every single one of them was kind to him.

That was what he had not costed. Not one of them laughed, or told him to go away, or looked over his head for an adult. They listened, properly, all the way to the end, the way you listen to a boy who has recently lost his father. One of them crouched down to do it. And then each of them said some version of the same thing, in their own words, without any of them having conferred:

We go where the camp goes.

Not we agree with them. Not your mother had it coming. Not even we are afraid of Tarqutai, which he could have worked with, because fear is a lever and levers can be moved. They said: the camp is going, and we are the camp. A household on the steppe that stays behind alone is not making a brave stand. It is a household on the steppe alone, and that household dies fast.

By the fourth conversation he could hear himself doing it and knew it was over, and he kept going anyway, all the way round, because stopping would have meant concluding it was hopeless, and he was not willing to hand himself that this early in the morning.

He got nothing. Not one household. Not one delay.

***

Around midday the first carts started east along the river, and by mid-afternoon it was a column.

He stood by the standing gers and watched it go, and did the accounting, because that was what he did instead of feeling things.

They took nothing of theirs. He wanted that written down somewhere, by somebody, at some point. No animal was driven off. No cart was cut out. Every family took what every family owned, exactly and correctly, and left behind what was not theirs, and what was not theirs amounted to a widow, a second wife, seven children and what a dead man had owned personally.

What they took was the people.

The people were the whole of it. A man out here was not rich in grass, and he was not rich in ground, because nobody owned any. He was rich in households who came when he moved and stood near him when he stopped, and that was the entire substance of what Yesügei had spent his life assembling, and it went east along the Onon in the afternoon light, in good order, at a walking pace, taking about two hours.

Will there be many people?

Everyone. For a while.

He had heard that answer sitting by a stream five days east of the Onggirat camp, from a man doing his best to be gentle to a boy he was lying to, and he had known exactly how long a while was and had not said so. It had been the truest thing anybody had said to him in this world. He had filed it as a date.

Standing here, watching it actually happen, he found that having memorized it correctly was not worth anything at all.

Old Charaqa went after them.

Temüjin was not close enough to hear it start. He saw the old man come out between the last of the standing gers, already talking, already angry, working at the girth of a horse he was too old to be getting onto in a hurry—and then up and off after the column at a pace that was not sensible.

Every household that owed this one anything had gone east in the afternoon light with its carts and its animals and its children, and not one of them had turned a head. The man who went after them was owed nothing here and owed nothing back. He was of another people. He had attached himself to this camp out of long habit and his own opinion of himself. He was old and he went alone.

Old man Charaqa caught them where the ground rose. There was a knot of riders, and the old man in among them with his arm out, and voices carrying back thin and shredded on the wind, none of it distinct.

Then one voice came through clearly, because the man wanted it to.

"The deep water has dried up," he called. "The shining stone is shattered."

And he turned his horse and went on east.

The knot of riders unwound and followed him, and the old man stayed where he was in the middle of the track, still arguing at their backs, and one rider came past him closer than the others.

It was a small movement. At that distance it was nothing at all—an arm going out and back, the way a man reaches to take something off a passing cart.

The horse went on after the column. Charaqa stayed upright for a few paces more, and then folded down over his own horse's neck, and the horse walked a few paces and stopped, and stood there.

Behind Temüjin, back among the gers, his mother had not seen it. She was still sorting.

He started back toward her and got about twenty paces before his legs lost strength. He put a hand on the wheel of a cart that was not going anywhere, and was sick into the grass, twice, and stayed down afterwards with his forehead against the wood until it passed.

It took a while. He could not have said how long, which had not happened to him since he came into this body.

Nobody saw him do it. There was nobody left in the camp to see anything.

Then he went to tell her, and found on the way that he did not know a single word of this language for what he had just watched, and that the reason was that he had never needed one, because in the books it had been a sentence and a half, and nobody had thought to record what it looked like from the wrong end of a field.

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Terms

- breaking camp—dismantling a camp and moving it, done several times a year and by everybody.

- ulus—the people. Not land and not herds: the households who move when a man moves and camp near him when he stops.

- the deep water has dried up—a fixed phrase for a thing past mending, said to close an argument rather than to win it. It concedes nothing and answers nothing. It means only: this is finished, and I am not going to discuss it.

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